Title: Love Trial
Pairing: MidoTaka
Rating: M
Summary: Takao wasn't sure of how to find out if his feelings were returned by his best friend Midorima. But maybe after an accident in court and a couple of tests he will be able to decide what to do. (Takao's POV)
A/N: First of all I think I need to apologize with all of the people who have been following this story. Suddenly my college life started and I had so many things to do and no time (and the right inspiration) to finish this story. So finally, here it goes. And I really hope it was worth the wait
What a sight. I had turned my head to the window with my eyes barely open to see that yesterday's rain was still present and very persistent I could tell. Gathering enough courage to get up and look at myself in front of the mirror, just to see my puffy red eyes, which demonstrates all the tears I had shared last night. Who am I kidding? I look like crap. My eyes were terrible, my voice was kind of funny and maybe I even got a flu as a nice gift from our dear weather. Ugh, I can't believe after all this I still have to go to school, at least it's Friday, that is. Though it seems like my weekend will be all about my bedroom, medicines, lots of soup and a blanket. And don't even remember me about the events happening lately. That kiss was so...damn good, and he didn't even put any kind of resistance against my actions. I just don't know what to do, I have to give up and tell him my feelings for once and even if I'm about to pass out or with my last breath before doing so, I shall tell him. And that's what I have planned for today.
What I haven't thought about it was how I was going to do it. I was so mesmerized about last night and sighing like a college girl that my brain had stopped working and it turned off almost immediately. But I'm sure that when the time comes, my heart and my mind will let me know it's the right time and it will be just like I have been imagining for these last days, at least that is what I was hoping for.
With my last straws of motivation I got myself ready to leave, just when my phone buzzed. It was a text from Shin-chan! That's what I call a lucky morning.
"It is raining a lot today so it is not necessary that you come to pick me up at my house. I will be going by myself, thank you."
Not so lucky anymore, right? Ok, at least I didn't have to ride that damn thing under this kind of weather. I will just pick up my umbrella and walk around to school. It wasn't a long walk, I did end up doing it yesterday too. Then again, I was with him that time and when I'm with him I can't manage to record what my feet or what my hands are planning to do, like my memory happily keeps reminding me of.
All of my attempts to make any kind of contact, physical or simply by words, with Midorima were ignored or not taken in to consideration of this big smart ass. When I arrived for class I sat at my usual spot and glanced around looking for him, but he wasn't there. And the most incredible thing happened: Midorima had skipped the first class. Oh my, what did I do with him? Maybe he's got a cold for himself too. I can't believe he would do this. I will make fun of him for this for the rest of his life. On the other hand that really got me worried, was he ok? Maybe I should send him a text and see if he answers.
"Shin-chan! Where are you right now? I can't believe you are missing this class! I hope you are feeling alright though...send me something, anything!"
There is no need to say that my message was ignored too and was never answered like it should be. That only left me feeling worse than I already was. He doesn't even want to talk to me, what a big friend you are Shin-chan...don't ruin my plans like this you idiot.
As the day flew by I was getting gloomier and more tired than ever. My flu was taking control over my body, I felt kind of feverish and I didn't have my usual strength anymore, I didn't think I would be ready for the daily training, it would be best if I leave straight to my house and take care of myself. I was making up my mind about Midorima and my said to be confession, aborting the plan with a certain amount of emergency inside my head. After the final decision I gathered my things and left the class building, heading to the main gate. However, what I saw, or better, who I saw sitting next to the bicycles, where my "bike" were usually located surprised me a lot. He was simply sitting there, despite the rain and despite everything else he had to do for the day, looking fixedly at the floor, frowning at the ground like he was thinking about the solution for a very hard math problem.
I slowly approached that tall and large figure with green hair and glasses fogged by the rain and his own breath, he didn't notice me until I took a place at his right side, beside him, under the sheltered place. I haven't looked at his face, but I'm sure his eyes shone a little bit more than they used to and I bet they enlarged a lot, surprised with my presence.
No one of us dared to speak a word, lost in our own thoughts, searching for the right thing to say so that we don't screw everything up. I don't want to mess this up, it is too important to me. At the same time I can't bring myself to open my mouth and say something, not even a silly joke as I always do to break the ice. I gave a long sigh, like I was trying to throw away all the weight I have been holding on my shoulder, trying to relieve the pain I felt in my chest only for being by his side, holding on the thousands of feelings flowing around my chest and making it tighter and tighter with every breath I took. Turning to face him I realized he has been looking at me as well, I have no idea for how long though. His long eyelashes and green eyes staring at me with a caring gaze, hypnotizing, until he raised his tapped hand and reached for my face, only stopping when his middle finger touched my nose, backing off a little.
"I don't...I don't." He murmured under his breath, almost inaudible.
"What is the matter Shin-chan?" I tried to help him out a little.
"I don't know..." He backed off the hand completely and looked at the ground once again.
He was lost, I could tell, the complexion on his sight and the confusion inside his head were reaching me and making me feel the same way, I was getting afraid of showing him the truth even after all of the other things. What if he doesn't accept me? What if he thought about it and concluded that I was a disgusting person. I couldn't bare with this thought, it was too much. I was going crazy again, just like the last day and I could feel the tears gathering on my eyes, they were coming soon.
"Takao, look at me." I didn't notice I started to stare at the ground as well and he turned to me once more.
I couldn't say a thing, my voice was going to crack and I was ready to cry my heart out.
"I...I'm not sure of what is going on here, but I'm trying to understand and set my mind on a final position about this." He paused for a minute to gain his breath and courage and kept going
"D-Do y-you like m-m-me?"
I couldn't hold a tiny giggle for seeing Midorima stuttering, this was truly epic, yet, not the main point here. I stared deeply in his eyes and blushed for being about to say all of the things I have always wanted, but never got enough guts to do so.
"No, I don't merely like you Shin-chan" He seemed surprised, but even more when I finished the sentence.
"I'm in love with you Shin-chan, I love you. I feel hard for you and I can't even remember when this happened, but it did. And here I am after all these years, sitting with you under this heavy pouring rain, pulling my heart out and exposing myself to you, only you. There was only you and no one else, all of this time I-"
"Takao." He said forcefully and I felt my own tears rolling down my cheek.
"Please don't cry, I hate seeing you cry." And it seemed like his words had an alternative effect, because it made me reach for his shoulder and sob harder than I had been doing so far.
"Please look at me." He grabbed my chin and forced my eyes to match with his, using his thumb to clean the path the water scolding down made and stopping more of them from coming out.
"I-I love you too Takao." He blushed and tried to keep up with my gaze, but he was the one to break it, too ashamed to admit those silly words.
When I said that my brain automatically shuts off when I am with him I wasn't lying. Because right after I heard those words coming out of that pretty and delicious mouth I grabbed his face and kissed him, for real. His face was currently trapped between both my hands and he moved his hand to place it one cupping my face tenderly and the other one reaching for my middle, dragging me closer to him, to feel every single piece of his body against mine. The moment was getting more and more passionate, his teeth showed up and dragged around my bottom lip, opening my lips and making contact with both tongues before deepening the kiss and making me get even closer to his body, to a position which I was almost sitting on his lap. Although I was getting lost with so many emotions getting exposed and setting free every little weight off of my shoulders I could feel, at the same time, my consciousness fading away. It seems like the environment wasn't the only thing getting hotter around us, my fever got up and I felt my limbs turning in to jelly, with the addition of his touch, of course.
Being the great person that he is, Midorima noticed something was a little off about me and stopped the kiss, making a little trail of saliva connect both of lips. Our faces both red on the cheeks and breathless from the rough actions.
"Are you alright Takao?" He held me close and spoke quietly.
I swear I could be dreaming right now or dead and being sent straight to heaven, I wouldn't even mind.
"I think I'm a little dizzy Shin-chan, you were better at this then I expected." I smiled weakly
"It's not the time to make jokes." He pressed his forehead against mine for a second before speaking again.
"I think you have a really bad fever Takao. I will be taking you home." The gentleman helped me get up and put his arms around my shoulders supporting me while I walked slowly to our destination. My house was closer than his, so I suppose that was the final decision.
"Nee, Shin-chan! You are so nice to me now~" It was impossible for me to lose an opportunity to make a joke.
"Tsc, don't get used to it, baka." He managed to get his glasses up with the available hand.
"Don't be so mean Shin-chan!"
Our walk home was calm, playing with each other when my head let me, of course. The usual throbbing reached me and now I couldn't laugh without feeling my head ache and plead for a medicine as quick as possible. I didn't memorize how or when, but suddenly I was lying in my bed with a towel around my head and with the boy I fell in love with sitting beside me, watching me with those eyes.
"Are you feeling better?" He asked caressing my face.
"Eeeh!? How long I have been sleeping?" I got up suddenly and feeling my body complain about my actions.
"Not too long I must say, but you don't look very well to me." He said honestly.
"Say Shin-chan...is it true? Am I not dreaming again? Do you really love me?" I asked hoping it would be fine.
I saw him smile through my almost close eyes.
"Yes, yes. I love you baka." He got close to me and kissed the tip of my nose.
As I remained laid I closed my eyes and pulled him for a kiss, screw my head and my body.
I have waited a long time for this and I am not going to back off right now.
We kissed like real lovers. Midorima wasted no time in laying beside me and getting on top of me for better access to my mouth. I have to say my bed is not one of the biggest, so it is kind of hard to fit two basketball players in it, specially if one of them is so well built like Shin-chan. I took the initiation and deepened the kiss, wrapping my hands around his pretty and flawless face, and going down his broad shoulders. Sadly, he backed away, noticing my hands going lower and exploring his body smoothly.
"You should rest Takao." He turned to the side so I couldn't see the desire in his eyes, shining for everyone to see I was the one he loved and wanted right now.
"Don't be silly Shin-chan. I have been dreaming about this since heaven's know when. You are not getting away from me right now."
Being said that I pulled him back, joining our mouths together in one motion. At the same moment I connected our tongues in a sensual and passionate dance. I couldn't believe this was finally happening and I also couldn't hold little groans and moans to leave my mouth inside his, making him more excited than before. I felt his grip getting lighter and reaching his hands on my shoulders and on my chest, pressing softly so that I wouldn't feel all his heaviness on me. Shin-chan was so gentle, the way he touched me like a porcelain doll and the way the held me like I was the most important person in the world for him, it felt so good.
His kisses went down my jaw, got back to both of my cheeks, and he forced me to open my eyes once more.
"I love you, I really do. I love you Takao." And he kissed me passionately again.
The room was getting hotter with every breath I had to take and soon both of our shirts were somewhere on the floor. Shin-chan was holding me and making his way through my chest with his tongue. He reached my nipples and mouthed one of them, making me arch my back a little and moan softly, this was much better than in my dreams. I could feel his tongue passing through my bud until it got hard enough to make him move to the other one, but always pressing them with his fingers, teasing me and making me go crazy with every touch.
"S-s-sto-stop teasing Shin-chan" I said between moans and heavy breaths.
He raised his head to give me a tiny smirk and followed to remove my shorts.
I got really embarrassed, because I could feel the tent under my boxers and I could also feel his gaze directly at them. His chest were suddenly pressed against mine with all the grace in the world and his hand sneaked under my underwear to grab my throbbing erection. It was pure bliss, his left hand still tapped and flickering my nipples, making me almost scream for more and complain between pants. His right hand was cold, but it was soon getting warmer and wetter from the pre cum leaking from my enlarging cock. He was pumping me slowly, taking his time and enjoying the little game.
"Kiss me Shin-chan." I demanded.
He obliged with pleasure, taking my mouth in his and already pressing his tongue between my lips, forcing them to open. So many different sensations, I was getting light headed and lost in them. I couldn't focus in only one, I could feel my peak moving inside my belly while he stroked me with that wonderful hand, I could feel his tongue dancing around mine and making an incredible contact, making me shiver and moan with pleasure.
I reached my climax and breathed heavily, feeling his weight being lifted off me as he straddled me while he licked his hand, tasting that white gross substance that I have just produced.
"Ahn, Shin-chan, take what you need in the drawer and hurry up." I pleaded.
"Oh, ok. Are you in a hurry huh?" He whispered in my ear and I shivered.
He grabbed the bottle of lube and a condom and sat on me again. Looking straight in to my eyes he reached for his tapped hand and removed them, never leaving my eyes. Before anything else he removed my boxers and left me bare and exposed. Not wasting a lot of time Midorima squished some of the sticky liquid on his hands and rubbed them together, spreading it more.
"Are you sure you want this?" He still asked.
"Ahhn, of course Shin-chan. Now go, please." I pressed my body against his groaning against him.
"This might be strange, please bare with it for a while." He kissed my temple and pushed the first finger though my opening behind.
Oh, that was a new sensation to me, it really was kind of strange, but when he started thrusting slowly it started to feel good, really good. And before I could even think about it he was stretching me with two and after three fingers. He pushed and pulled them while he kissed my jaw and hissed under his breath. I could feel his own erection pressing and feeling trapped on his pants and boxers. How I wanted to turn the table and be the one to take the initiative, but my body was limp on the bed and I didn't know how I was still conscious, because my face was hot and my fever was back again.
"T-t-that's e-enough Shin-chan, put it in already." I reached for his pants, trying to remove them, but without success.
He brushed my hands aside and took off his pants along with the underwear. What a piece of art you were hiding under there huh? He was so big and it was beautiful. He was fully erect already and you could see a little quantity of liquid oozing out of it. I didn't know I had that kind of effect on him, I will keep that in mind for future references.
After he got ready and put my legs up on his shoulders for better access he spoke almost as a whisper
"Don't call me Shin-chan, say my name Kazunari."
I have no idea why, but his voice calling my name like that made me shiver and I could only nod, approving his deal. I felt the tip of his member go inside me and it stretched me even more than before. The tears on my eyes were building up. I couldn't handle his size, but I still wanted to. I wanted to feel him inside of me, fully, filling me completely, officially united as one. Only him, like it has always been.
He pushed in completely and I gave in, groaning for both of us while he waited for me to get adjusted to that thing throbbing inside of me. Don't get me wrong, from the moment I said it was ok and he started to make his pace slowly, the pain was gone and I was left with this huge pleasure building up. We both closed our eyes to get better sensations and it was amazing. As I let more and louder moans go out, he got it as a signal for going faster and harder. Didn't know you could read minds as well my love, good to know.
"S-s-shintarou, I'm a-a-almost..!"
"M-m-me too Kazunari!"
He was thrusting faster for each moan I let it out and as we made a forceful, but pleasurable pace, fast and rough, yet gentle and caring. It is hard to explain how he had this magic that made me feel complete, made me feel alive again. And as I approached my climax my vision started to blur and fade away. Great, I was about to collapse on the most amazing orgasm I have ever had. However, I could still feel it, I felt my walls clenching down on his member and the liquid going out of mine, reaching both our chests. At the same time, I heard Shintarou groaning and moaning harshly as he reached his peak too. And still, before I faded completely, I still could feel his body falling over mine and his voice over my ear.
"I love you Kazunari."
With some strength left I answered back before blacking out
"I love you Shintarou, always have, always will."
He embraced me, pulling the covers around us and falling asleep. Finally, I was happy, with my head working or not, I was so glad. Glad I got to meet the most amazing person in my life, glad I could feel complete again and glad my confession worked out alright, at least.
A/N: Wow! I can't believe I finished this. And this is the first time I have written yaoi too (mostly the smut part) so take it lightly on me guys. Anyway, thank you so much for reading all if this and specially for the ones who have been following this since January. I'm sorry again for taking so long, but I hope it was worth it. Please read/follow/favorite/review. Thank you 3