Guest (1): I hope it was an enjoyable read.

Guest (2): not directly across but close enough and at the right angle to see into her apartment through her shades.

phillynz: things will come to a head soon enough but glad you enjoyed the beginning.

Guest (3): yeah its definitely not like my usual ones, this actually stems from an idea I had years ago from a dream I had and let my imagination add more. Diamond's thoughts are needed to a degree to understand him better.

TropicalRemix: that to yes. Lol he's a lot of things.

Latebuttruefan: thanks so much for the ideas I decided on 'obsessed and dangerous' thanks so much!

NikkiBC: yeah I think it definitely is unique for the concept, wow on your issue and that must be a pain to deal with and a headache.

7 reviews, so nice for a new one! I'm glad its getting warm reception so far and hope it keeps going well to. as for the title I'm taking the suggestion from 'Latebuttruefan' to rename it 'Obsessed and dangerous' for next week's update cause it is fitting, thanks again. Please read and review.

Stalker ch.2

Usagi POV

The next week came by faster than expected. I had been so exhausted that most of my Saturday I spent between organizing and sleeping. Even Diamond gave me a break from the texting that day…though Sunday…it seemed he couldn't wait to see me. I hadn't realized we never officiated a date time until I heard a knock at my door. I had just gotten up from sleeping in that morning, my eyes still adjusting to the light.

Hell I was still in my PJ's as I dodged a few boxes still out on the floor. Trying to avoid the tripping hazard. I bleary eyed looked through the peephole to see him standing outside. I debated on pretending I hadn't gotten up and to go back to sleep but I was definitely awake now. I looked at my phone and saw the display read 10:30 am. For a Sunday for me this was early. I was usually in till 11-11:30 easy.

Rolling my eyes a little at the early hour…to me at least, I opened it to reveal Diamond, "So I was thinking maybe we could hang out today. Like a precursor to our date." He smiled and held up a movie with a grocery bag full of snacks. I held my tongue and let him in without a word. I wasn't a morning person and I didn't talk much in the am. In fact the most talking I did was in grunting or simple short words.

When he set the bag down that's when he looked at my bedroom attire and gave me an approving look. "I'll go get changed." I noted as I left the room to get ready. Part of me cursed myself to being nice and letting him in but he did bring in a bag of snacks and he was trying considering our first meeting. I decided NOT to snap at him for the early hour and changed into jeans and a tank top before leaving barefooted back out to him.

He made himself at home on the couch which I don't know why, perturbed me. Like he was making himself at home in my place. I bite my lip trying to avoid saying anything. I could just be agitated due to having just woken up to. I hadn't even gotten a chance to enjoy sitting on the couch for long. I spent my last week getting the accounts opened up for power, water and setting up the internet so I could hook up my jailbroken firestick and avoid a cable bill. He however was trying to figure the remote out.

I walked up to him as he looked at the tv in frustration, "I couldn't find your DVD player." He noted with a slight agitation. Knowing that not everyone was familiar with a firestick I softened up and remarked, "No worries about that. I have a firestick. Jailbroken to." I stated proudly. I knew it wasn't complete legal but a girl had other bills to pay that were far more necessary than a cable bill.

He narrowed his eyes in tiny bit before asking, "Jailbroken?" I nodded, "Yeah…" I plopped on the couch next to him but with space between to not give him any ideas just yet. This wasn't a date. This was purely us hanging out to get to know another. If anything did happen it would be something natural between us and it wasn't going to be sex. I wasn't that damned easy. I wasn't the type for flings or one night stands either. If he tried to get physical and more than what I was ready for I'd tell him straight up.

I showed him how to operate the firestick as I put the movie he brought over on. I stayed on my end of the couch and curled up with my feet beneath me as he stayed towards the center. The movie was a romance one. Something I shot him looks at, not that he knew, as I felt it was a bit obvious. I was just glad he didn't try to go for the fifty shades. Not that I didn't like it, I LOVED the fifty shades romantic trilogy, but that was meant for couples in relationships and he and I were neither.

Plus I didn't want him to get the wrong idea here. We had just met. I wasn't really into romantic movies however, even if the romance was a merely a sub plot, since it only ever reminded me that I wasn't the happy couple in it that got to go home with each other at the end of the day I wasn't a fan. I did however have a hard time saying no to people when it came to being nice and trying to please them.

Especially when they came over with snacks for a movie day. Even if it was a little random and we hadn't planned it. The next two hours went by slowly, pausing for bathroom breaks, till finally it ended. I made sure to detail out things about it that way if he wanted to talk about it I had an opinion and could hold a conversation. "So what'd you think?" he asked. It was a pretty general question, so I answered, "I liked the different points it hit."

He looked at me oddly, "Like what?" so we got into a polite conversation that could easily be had between friends. I kept it neutral right up until he got up and remarked, "So you want some wine?" he pulled out a large bottle and still full from the snacks I remarked, "No thanks. Maybe later." He appeared to be forcing a smile as I read two pm on my phone. I would be leaving for my parents place soon.

I told them I'd see they at least once a week so I picked Sunday to do it. I told myself I'd give him another hour before I left for my parent's place. We ended up talking on the couch, going over different life stories. I liked that I was able to get to know him better though he seemed guarded on certain aspects of his life. He strayed away from when he used to live at exactly which I hadn't asked but figured a roundabout area.

He seemed much more interested in hearing about me talk. Not that I minded but for some reason I felt like being more guarded than usual. I felt like I was being paranoid and told myself to stop as we talked and laughed. I felt myself becoming more at ease around him. So much so that when I went up to get a few more chips I came and sat back down closer towards him, making him move instantly closer to me.

Our knees thanks to the bounce of the couch came into contact with one another. I almost jolted back at first but didn't want to seem rude so I allowed the contact and suddenly wished that I had taken up the offer on the wine. I didn't know why I was so jumpy. He had been a perfect gentleman since he came over and hadn't done anything wrong. Telling myself I was wigging out for nothing I forced myself to chill out.

He started to gesture in his own little way and his hands repeatedly brushed against my hands till it felt…somewhat normal and okay. I settled further into the couch as I listened to him going on and on about how he liked the movie and threw it into the conversation. My eyes hit the clock and before I knew it I had to get going to my parent's place. Honestly it would be a good excuse to get out of the apartment to. Plus, if I could snag some leftovers Sunday dinner from them that'd be great.

"Hey so it was great hanging with you." I began as I got up from the couch. Trying to make it seem nonchalant and not like I was kicking him out which it was feeling like I was. I didn't want to be rude to him, but I did have to get to my parent's place or else they would end up calling me within the hour. My father could be pretty over protective, sometimes to the point of paranoia when it came to my safety.

I loved him to death, but I was capable and sometimes he did tend to forget that. Mother said it was just due to me being his only daughter. He didn't know how else to act till he got used to my not being around as much as before. I walked towards the door, though I made sure I didn't look like I was making a beeline for it as I opened it for him to leave, "But I do have to go to my parent's place for dinner."

I had hoped he would understand that as my parents came before a guy I had just started to see in that light. He looked ready to protest before remarking coolly, "That's fine, we can finish up another evening." I bit my lip to stop the automatic response from coming out. I had only ten minutes before I had to leave and I still had to throw on some different attire. He got his shoes on and walked to the door.

I stepped out of his way as I remarked, "And let me know on that dinner bit. I'll have my phone on me this evening I just know that if I don't go I'll get a call or something from my father on making sure I'm okay." I made a joke of it as I smiled. "He sounds like he's very protective of you." He noted, "He is…both of my parents are, my mother is just a little more understanding of things than he is." I told him.

"I'll have to remember that." He joked…but it didn't sound like a full on joke. It sounded more like a cryptic observation. I quirked a smile as I went to shut the door. I didn't count on him putting his hand on the door to stop it from closing. Before I could question it or him he leaned in and kissed me. My eyes flew open at that. He wrapped one arm very loosely yet tightly around half my waist.

My arms came up in front of me in reflexive defense but only ended up getting caught in the middle of my chest as he pulled me in close enough for the kiss. His lips slanted over mine in a possessive note of needing to assert control. I knew from experience with kissing guys before that it was a common male thing and not to take it as a negative…according to the other guys, this however felt different.

The kiss lasted longer than I thought it would but accepted it as he parted ways from me slowly, as if trying to make sure I would remember it for a few days to come and I knew I would. My eyes opened up to reveal his knuckles brushing the skin of my cheek and I was torn between liking the attentive action and wondering if I really did like this. I looked into his eyes and saw hope in them. I saw mutual attraction and I saw want in them. Swallowing my gut instincts that were in conflict with another I leaned in and kissed him again.

My heart fluttered a bit, though in fear or actual joy of the prospect of a new boyfriend I wasn't sure. He held me closer, tighter even as I kissed him back. His tongue asked for entrance and just as I started to open my mouth and feel his tongue and taste him further my phone buzzed with a text breaking the slow churning sexual tension. My gut still felt torn but now my body burned with something.

I didn't try to identify it now as had to get going. The text pulling me from doing anything to much extra till I was honestly ready and not just trying something new. I could tell Diamond was glaring at the device before accepting it and giving me another quicker kiss before leaving. I closed the door and went into my room to throw on a light long sleeved shirt just in case it got chillier later on tonight when I got back.

The days were nice at 70's and 80's but the evenings dropped to the 60's sometimes and that was just to chilly for me. That and somehow I felt like I needed to add layers to my skin now. For some strange reason I felt exposed and I had been more exposed, physically, than that before so I didn't know what my body was trying to tell me. Banishing the thoughts from my mind for now I grabbed my keys and phone and headed out.

The trip to my parents went by normally but Diamond I had to admit was on my mind. He was trying to show me that he was a good guy and he did seem genuine. I was inclined to believe that he was a decent guy that I could date going forward. Plus, that kiss before he left was…I couldn't completely identify how it made me feel. There was a certain amount of lust and passion there but there was something else there to.

The way his tongue gently begged for entrance was sweet, yet it was almost like he was trying to get in there before I changed my mine. Like he could almost sense it. It made feel better about it, like he was paying enough attention to get to know my nuances and responses. I liked that part of him. I liked that he was trying, and he was putting in the effort. Maybe something could come out of it after all.

Maybe…Though there was still something I couldn't completely figure out about him. He was dodgy when it came to personal questions on him or he was vague. I knew people over the years who had experienced certain things through childhood and early adult years that tended to do the same thing. It was an evasive cooping technic that kept them safe from prying eyes or probing questions or in some cases they felt that the other person wouldn't understand them or the reasoning behind it. It made me feel for him all the more.

It made me want to give him a real chance so when our date came this week I would give him that full blown shot and see how the date went. I didn't want to talk to mother about it just yet, not until I had had a chance to get to know him better and we were officially together. Maybe whatever doubt I was feeling was just due to the first meeting we had. Deciding to give him a full-on chance I texted to him as I went to use the rest room.

It was unfortunately necessary in this manner as I didn't want my parents to feel that I was paying more attention my phone rather than them. I suggested the steak house on Friday that way I had more time this week to get the last bits of my life settled into the new place and could stay out later on Friday with him. He texted back immediately which made me smile a bit that he was right next to his phone.

We confirmed he'd come pick me up at seven so I had enough to time change after work. Knowing the steak house was a nice but not over the top classy place I knew exactly what to wear to avoid looking over dressed but not be underdressed. The rest of the two hours at my parent's place went by fine and I ended up taking a nice container home with leftovers in it ready for lunch tomorrow.

Getting back in I noticed that the unit Diamond was in had the curtains parted and I could see inside. Granted not much could be seen from this distance but I wasn't trying to see inside. So instead I went ahead and set the leftovers ready for lunch tomorrow which was great cause it gave me a chance to get more things taken care of today for boxes. I threw on some tv and put more clothes and more belongings away for the dressers.

Pulling out my jewelry and photos of family and friends I was getting the chance to actually make it look homier than before. Getting settled in for the evening I was pulled back to the kiss Diamond and I had shared and kinda liked it now. I figured the heart pumping feeling that came with butterflies in the stomach would come when we were on our date. The kiss we shared today was nice…but I had to admit I was curious to see how more would work and play out going forward into the future.

Diamond POV

I wasn't crazy that she placed her parents visit before me but I couldn't show my complete true colors to her just yet. So I kissed her. I wanted to give her something she'd remember me by. I wanted her to feel something from me that would make her think about me and no other male, if there was one, going forward. When she kissed me back it was all I could do to stop myself from pushing her back into the apartment and shutting the door form prying eyes.

I wanted to take her in my arms and push her onto that couch and pull those clothing pieces off before showing her what a man could do for her. All I had to do was get between those sweet legs of hers and I knew I could solidify her and mine. Plus the way her body felt against mine was so curvaceously sweet. I damned near grabbed her ass after I started to press my tongue into her mouth.

I could taste the barest hints of her mouth as I swiped as much as possible from her lips as she was opening them. I felt like moaning in arousal and acute frustration that while she was yes coming around, I wanted more and faster from her. Talking with her even as she seemed to grasp what I was avidly avoiding telling her, it seemed like she was accepting of that but would encourage me to talk in the future.

I wasn't too fond of that. I had to figure out a way to get into her pants and keep her there for me without indulging in my past too much. I would tell her something's just to keep her satisfied, but I wouldn't tell her everything that was for sure. I had my own secrets that needed to be kept if I was going to have her as mine. If she knew even one of them it could break us apart before I had her and if she knew more then a few then she'd do what the last few women did…get a restraining order against me.

I had to instead lure her towards me with friendly little traditional things before I weaseled my way in further. I had been trying to press forward with her into something more at the door but that damned phone of hers interrupted us. It literally shocked me into stopping our kiss. That's how into it I had been. She had even been reaching up to me on her tip toes as her phone went off. Who knew one could hear a phone vibrate from a leather couch.

So when I saw her coming in hours later back from her parents place I saw how she looked at my living room. She couldn't tell due to the darkness and distance, but I was looking right back at her. My hand touching the window as she looked on fondly towards me before going in. The night sky creating the perfect illusion that she was a creature of the night rather than a young woman coming home for the evening.

So when she opened her door and flicked the light on right to the left of her you could see the living room illuminated as she kicked off her shoes and put a container in the fridge. I suddenly loved my vantage point and the fact that I had night vision goggles. Benefits of the old job still coming in handy even now. It was only going to be a matter of time before she was mine and I no longer had to hide my affections for her.

Once I had her I wasn't ever letting go. I wasn't going to lose her like I did the others. I just had to make sure that she never found out about my full past. That wasn't to hard right? I knew it'd be difficult to keep a lot from her but as I watched her come in to the living room again only this time to shut her curtains and effectively cutting off my view. I debated on the next course of action of how to keep an eye on her…for her own safety that is.

Usagi POV

The next few days passed by shortly, settling fully into a new routine. Diamond and I texted everyday about any and everything. It was starting to really feel like I was developing a connection with him. He tried during the week before our date to hang out again but the one night he did come over, or try anyways, I was busy working late. He shot me out a text asking why I was late.

Before I could think negatively on it he simply remarked, I know you can handle yourself but I like you and I do worry. I actually though it was quite sweet of him and responded back how sweet he was and that sometimes I got stuck late after work. I ignored his half a frown emocon as he followed it with 'lol'. I send an emocon of sleeping Z's before drifting off myself. This date might not be so bad after all.

Friday's day went by fast. Usually I couldn't wait to get out of work on a Friday but today it seemed to fly by and a part of me was skeptical as to why today would be any different. I got back to my place with enough time to change into a simple dress, it went down to my knees and covered up enough of my chest to be respectable and yet was form fitting enough to enhance and emphasis my figure and breasts. Zip up in the back and black and red it was simple in its design yet it gave a fierce look.

I was sure it would be just right. It wasn't to fancy and it didn't look to drab so when Diamond came to pick me up, he pulled me in for a quick but passionate kiss, "Wow you look incredible…" he looked ready to say something else till shook his head and said, "Dinner awaits us." I nodded and went along with it. We drove in near silence, the atmosphere only being broken up by the songs on the radio.

Once we got to the restaurant I immediate knew what I'd want. Not the thickest or biggest cut of steak but a good size that for me could last two nights. From the leftovers of course. As I was looking at the different selections, just to get an idea I asked him, "So you have any siblings?" his response was cut off by the waiter who came up to give us the specials for the night as well as take our orders.

I forgot about the questions throughout the evening as he did everything he could to avoid it by talking about the latest tv show or asking me what I liked. He ordered a bottle of wine for us as we each had a glass while at the steak house. The wine paired with the juicy steak was delicious and made my mouth water. I had to admit I hadn't ever been out on date like this where I was literally wined and dined.

I felt more relaxed and loose as I downed my glass and had another. While two glasses weren't a whole lot I didn't want to seem like a lush in front of him by having more than the respectable one to two. We laughed as he recounted some odd ball tales as he drove us back. The wine bottle having been dispersed of at the steak house as there is only so much wine in the bottle. When we got back to my place the atmosphere became a little bit more somber.

I invited him in as a courtesy since he was nice enough to pay for dinner and we had already hung out so I was comfortable inviting him in. "So you have any alcohol here?" he asked. I was curious on that one, "I just mean that wine is hardly anything at 10-15%, in order to actually get tipsy you need something harder." I wasn't a wine connoisseur nor was I a big drinker so I replied, "Alcohol wasn't really big on my moving agenda."

He nodded, "I'll be back then." He left out and went to his place and came back in, five minutes literally later, with a bottle of saki. I had had that stuff once and it was strong. I knew after two or three shots I'd be done but at least I could have one. I wasn't that much of a light weight. I downed the small glass full as I didn't have any shot glasses. Diamond took a bigger gulping amount but I figured he was used to it and was bigger than me so his body could absorb more than mine could.

"Here have another." He pushed some more towards me. Two was a stretchy limit so I said, "After this no more or else I'll be useless as a host." I joked. He smiled as he clinked our glasses together. I downed the shot and really felt that one hit home. Yep two was enough for me. I put the glass down with a tiny bit still left inside. With the two glasses of wine earlier and now these two shots I was done for the evening.

We ended up sitting on the couch talking about nothing really. I knew I was tipsy and possible a bit drunk but I wasn't blasted to the point where I wouldn't remember the night. I never let myself get that bad. I also hadn't had alcohol in over a year so my equilibrium was definitely off, though I could make it to bed by myself that was for sure. Diamond kept looking at me strangely so I asked him, "What's up?"

He smiled, "Gomen…I've just never known such a beautiful woman before. You're so remarkable and amazing…and you can hold down your own alcohol." he sounded so genuine but I decided to play it off, "That's the alcohol talking. But I appreciate the compliments, though I'm no match for you in the alcohol department." I smiled at him as I gave a compliment back. I wasn't bold enough to comment on the attraction.

Not yet anyways. He put his glass down after having downed the remnants of it and scooched closer to where I was sitting. I knew the alcohol made me more relaxed with him but when he leaned over and said, "I'm being serious." Before kissing me I knew that something else was in the works. The alcohol in my body made me relaxed enough to accept the kiss that grew more passionate. I felt myself becoming more adjusted to saying yes to his advances yet I was still aware of what was going on.

He pulled me into his lap as the room spun a little bit. I blinked it away as he slowly pushed the bottom of my dress up a little. I could feel the fabric being lifted over my rear, "You are so stunning…I need to see all of you." He kissed at my neck as he tried to work the zipper around my back and pulled it down. The cool air in the room hit my skin making me shiver just a little, "Oh I make you tingle huh?" he joked.

I couldn't find the right words to say 'it was just the room temperature' before he pulled my legs around his waist as he stood up. His hands cupping my rear as he moved towards what he assumed was my bedroom. I was to drunk now at this point, now that the alcohol had time to take its full effect, to tell which room was my bedroom, from behind. My senses were dulled out and part of me still felt hesitant on having sex with him.

I wasn't the type to have one night stands or flings but this felt like more than that. He laid me down on the bed as he pulled my dress, or tried to pull my dress up with the motion. The form fitting dress resisted his advances at first. I giggled it off but did feel that maybe I should stop this. Before I could voice myself he had the dress off and was undressing himself. There was this look in his eyes.

Dark and mysterious but not in a sexy way…more like in a hungry 'I'm going to make you mine' way. I would have thought such a look would have had me melted with arousal but with him it felt a little more like apprehension. He spread my legs only wide enough to pull my panties down to remove them. The alcohol was in full swing in my stomach now as I lost focus several times. My eyes couldn't hold focus as he moved himself over me. I could only sense that from the weight difference on the bed.

He had stripped himself bare as he lowered himself over me. His own hard length grazing me as I tried to push my legs back together but got blocked by him already settled between them. I could feel my heart fluttering like something was wrong but I also knew my body hadn't one had that much alcohol in over a year so I was an incredible light weight now. The alcohol level was probably throwing me off and I wasn't handling it well and secondly, I hadn't had sex in at least two years.

I barely saw him grab something from his pant pockets and found him putting a condom on something I was all too grateful for. That's how far gone my mind was, I had completely forgotten about protection. I decided this day forward that I wasn't ever going to get this drunk again. I wanted to be able to enjoy experiences like this and not barely remember it or who the next morning.

My body had to adjust to the new, I gasped as he sunk himself in, intrusion which it felt like that's what it was. An intrusion. I closed my eyes to try and find some focus but I found nothing as he began to go at it in me. His approach to sex was completely different than the first guy I'd been with. It felt more like he wanted control and dominance but for himself rather than to help me out since I was definitely more drunk than him.

My body didn't want to fully co-operate with me and went with his movements. It seemed to go on for a while before he grunted and speed up and released himself into the condom. Never had I been more grateful still. As he rolled over and pulled me into him I thought maybe this wasn't so bad after all. I mean seriously how many guys wanted to cuddle after sex when you're this new to it? Though maybe next time I could come to. I realized I may have been too drunk to fully enjoy the experience. To out of it to be able to orgasm.

Diamond POV

I had never felt so satisfied from a woman before and trust me I'd had several women to count from experience on. So damned tight and ready and willing for me. Though I knew the alcohol added a boost to it, it was still amazing. She slept soundly in my arms as I held her close. From experience I knew women liked to cuddle so I knew I could make this last longer if I was more attentive than the average guy.

I just had to make sure I wasn't to attentive at first or else…after all I wasn't going to be letting this one go. It'll take more than a restraining order for this one. I forced myself from those negative thoughts as I enjoyed her presence in bed. I had to admit the sex alone was just too damned good to let go of her. I already wanted to have sex again but she hadn't been able to fully handle the drinks in her system.

She was sleeping soundly and I was enjoying that I was the reason why. I put her to sleep with the best sex she'd probably ever had. I couldn't help but recall how pliable and smooth her skin was to the touch as I fondled her. Next time though I definitely wanted to get to know her body a little bit better. I wanted her to know my touch above anything else. I kissed the top of her head and felt a satisfied smirk cross my lips.

Oh this was going to be a very good weekend that was for sure. I looked up at the ceiling and got more ideas on how to properly watch over her. Make sure that she was keeping herself to just me, I wasn't a fan of sharing and I wouldn't be starting now. It was already enough that she still visited her parents on Sunday but maybe with a little bit of time I could persuade her from doing so as often. I needed to make sure she saw me and majority of just me as her means of who to go to, to depend on…for everything.

Usagi POV

The next morning I woke up to him gone and a splitting headache that I could only groan at. I asked myself why again I said yes to the shots of saki. Obviously no response. I sat up grateful that the shades were at least closed in the room. I could actually open my eyes and let them adjust slowly to the small light rays peaking in between and giving me an idea of the shambles of my room.

Apparently we knocked over a few things last night that I hadn't felt, heard nor seen. I willed the headache to leave but to no avail I knew I'd have to get something in my stomach before I took anything for it. Stumbling out of bed I left my bedroom to find that I was still naked from last night and now felt used. Well the worse part was the blinding pain in my skull so I figured to do the walk of shame to my couch later on.

I needed the painkillers. Going to my fridge I grabbed a water bottle before grabbing something salty and shoving it down my throat. If I tried to take painkillers before food I'd get super loopy and I couldn't have that. I swallowed the salty crackers, only a couple as anything salty made me even more thirsty, before taking a long hard pull from the water bottle. My head was pounding so hard. I honestly was glad that today was a Sunday now.

I had the day to get over this handover and contemplate how badly I judged last night as Diamond was gone. Before I could regret it too much my front door opened up to reveal a chipper Diamond with breakfast in his hands. A plate of bacon and eggs with water and juice on the side on top of a pizza pan. "Gomen…I wanted to be here when you woke up but wanted to make sure to give you breakfast in bed to." The moment was too sweet.

I smiled but then smelled the food and instantly wanted to eat it all. I grabbed it from him giving a quick thanks kiss to his cheek and gobbled it all down only to, moments later throw it back up in the toilet. I guess my stomach was still to fritzed up from the hangover to accept a lot of regular food at once. Crackers and water it was. I had to give it to Diamond at least he tried. He stayed in the living room while I worshipped the porcelain goddess in the bathroom. I looked at my phone to read 1pm on the display.

In a few hours I was expected over at my parents again though this time I was able to text, had a little bit to drink last night…won't be coming over later. Mother's first inquiry was if I had a guy over. I debated on telling her yes before talking it over with Diamond and decided to figure that out first before confirming anything with her. Meeting him in the living room I asked, "So how was your night?" the question was followed with laughter consider how last night went. He smirked and pulled me into his lap.

"I think we need to have many more nights like that." Glad that this wasn't some fling he was feeling with it I agreed saying, "Yeah…only way less alcohol. I'd like to enjoy feeling you more next time." I tried to put the flow of I want to enjoy being with you more into it that way he didn't feel that the alcohol was necessary every time. He quirked a brow to it but didn't say anything other than, "Then with that said when is next time?" he nuzzled his face into my neck and I honestly thought we had something really nice building here.

The rest of the day went by fine, I didn't see my parents but I did end up watching a movie with Diamond again. Only this one was definitely a romantic. Fifty shades Darker was his preference as I do believe it had the most sex out of any of the movies in the trilogy. I laughed off his sexual frustration as he kept trying to make advances during the movie but feeling the effects of a hangover doesn't spark a lot of horniness within me. I wondered why he picked this movie above any other considering how my stomach felt.

So when I was curled up against his side it was like he was trying to slowly suggest for me to blow him by gently nudging me towards it. Yet for some reason I felt disgusted to even want to do it to him. I pushed it off as due to the hangover. I felt sickly ever since I threw up the food he made me. The only thing that held anything down was the crackers and water, followed by Gatorade for electrolytes since I threw up a lot.

I could tell he was miffed by that so as an attempt to give him something I leaned over and ignoring my stomach tried to give him head. I unzipped him as he helped me out and managed to give a blow job for a few moments before he pushed my head down far enough to have my lips at his balls before my stomach jumped into my throat and told me right then and there 'you have ten seconds before I make my presence known'. I jumped up just as he was ready to cum and heard him yelp out, "Usagi?!" just as I made it to the bathroom.

The rest of the contents came up and out. I knew this would happen if I tried something. He walked into the bathroom this time and remarked, "How are you feeling?" I gave him a cockeyed look and said, "Emptying my stomach, you?" he barely grinned as he said, "Finished myself off on the couch after you left." It almost sounded like he was trying to make me feel guilty for NOT finishing the job.

Before I could make another remark more came up and after several more minutes I decided to do an over haul. I showered and brushed my teeth and gargled for several minutes. I needed that acidic taste gone. It was still lingering around in my throat. Once I got out of the bathroom he was still sitting on the couch. "Better?" he inquired. "Yeah." I gave the short reply just as he was getting up.

"Mind if I make something for myself?" he was already in the kitchen pulling out my food for dinner for the week. I only ever planned for enough for, for me for the week so I felt a little irritated that he was pillaging my fridge. I tried to play it off since he did make me breakfast this morning. It also told me I'd need to go get more food because he was pulling out several things that were for the week only.

"You really need all that food?" I asked, trying to dissuade him from eating everything I had planned out. He just gave me a look that had me wanting to shirk back instead. "Well as I am bigger than you are I require more food to eat…unless that's a problem for you." I now felt guilty for even saying anything, "No of course not…it's reasonable I just didn't think of it that way." Great now I felt guilty. "So I was thinking of maybe going out tomorrow for dinner again." He smiled at his own suggestion.

I looked at the food and figured why not, I would need the leftovers anyways since he was eating my food. "Sure. After I get off say around 7 again?" I suggested. He smiled and came around the corner with a sandwich he had made. Now I did feel hungry and now, as there was hardly any meat left from that, I ate a similar sandwich with only two slices of meat left. It was my break from noodles and pizza food to have.

I went to sit on the couch with him and saw the few tissues that were wet from his obvious secretion and couldn't figure out why I didn't like it. I couldn't figure out why the idea of this bothered me. I couldn't figure out why even though I shunned it as due to the hangover, why I didn't want to give him head. I had done it for prior boyfriends so what makes me feel this way around him?