AimlesslyGera: you have to wait and see.
DarkenedHrt101: aww…so sweet. Believe I know about the crazy ex thing since I had one. I stupidly stayed despite the warning signs (not that I recognized them) and my friends and family telling me to leave him. Mamo really cares for her and sees her as someone he's falling for rather than diamond who sees her as a possession to be owned. As for things coming to a head that will be coming but you'll have to wait for it. And lets just say that might be happening… 😊 really glad your enjoying the story and all the perspectives.
Taino Delsan13: lol I didn't see the Nancy drew comment coming. Lol loved it. I've watched a lot of those CSI episodes myself. 😊 yeah there will be anger. You'll find out more about it all soon enough. Its not a problem I have those stories to their just that good.
BetaBlue1: yup he sure is.
Astraearose-silvermoon: oh yeah, but no, no sailor moon, senshi stuff in this one.
NikkiBC: thanks and yes he is.
Guest (1): I really appreciate that.
phillynz: it became more to him when he got to know her.
SweetDARKangel16: here's more soon. And they are definitely getting closer together.
jessielee14: yeah and here you go.
10 reviews that's sweet! I'm so glad your liking where this is all going. Now I did finish this story off already so I can say its going to be thirteen chapters. I'm going to start next week on the vampire sequel story line so that will probably be coming out I want to say a month from the end of this one. as for what's coming forward from this story…quite a bit so stay tuned and please read and review. It really does give encouragement and I love the responses I get. It's a lovely email I get to receive. You all make my day!
Obsessed and dangerous ch.9
Usagi POV
I had been loving these last few weeks. After our first date I had fully expected him to try and bed me on the second but instead he insisted on doing all of these fun things. We first went to the Santino Bamboo Forest where we walked around a lot and took plenty of pictures of the beautiful scenery. We took enough pictures to fill up my phone and sent some of them were even sent to my friends who responded back how happy they were that I was happy and enjoying life with my new boyfriend.
It was something that Mamoru noted as sweet as he kissed my forehead. Then the following week on that Friday we went to Nashik Market where I tried a soy donut for the first time. It was different but okay we had more fun looking at all the weird funky foods and learning about the history of the market more than anything else. We had lots of fun and I couldn't remember being so happy before.
When we went into a booth for pictures, something I had always wanted to do. Granted I did drag him in a little bit, but he didn't seem to mind. He paid the machine the small amount of yen for it as we went in behind the little curtain there. At first, we made a goofy picture before trying to look cool which we ended up looking even more goofy on. I couldn't help but bust out laughing before I caught his eyes on me.
It was like something struck him about me that I had no idea about before he leaned in and captured my lips in a sweet and tender kiss. I melted almost instantly and wrapped my arms around his neck as he pulled me closer towards him. I gave up having a seat on the little bench in there and sat on his lap as he pulled me into it. His hand resting comfortably on my legs though I could tell he was itching to go higher.
I smiled and told him, "It's okay…I like your touch on me…" it was said so feather light I wasn't even sure he heard me till I heard a brief and small growl before he pulled me in much closer than ever before. We hadn't even realized that all the pictures had been taken till a knock came from the outside signaling others were looking to get pictures to. Blushing I exited first then him as he grabbed the pictures from the outside as we walked away.
Things felt like they were building up between us. Our several dates had been leading us to become closer and closer as we got to know the other and became friends first. I felt safe with him and in turn knew I could trust him. Hell, it had been over a month now that we had been seeing one another and he hadn't once tried to do anything further that I might have protest to which made me trust him all the more.
I knew it was building up to a grand finale that was going to be explosive and so did he. We ended up walking back to his truck as it was growing late in the evening, the sun had gone down hours ago and was approaching the midnight hour. As we drove back to the apartment complex it was silent but filled with enough sexual tension for a knife to cut through. I was already anticipating what there was in store for us both. Once we got back I lead him up to the door of my place and asked, "You wanna come in for tea or water?"
Yeah lame I know but I lived on a shoe string budget, so I didn't have much to offer. "Water yeah." He replied. I smiled and unlocked my door. Opening it I let him in then closed and locked it while he, familiar now with my kitchen thanks to all the times he and I hung out, went to go get us both bottled waters. The day had been especially warm so when he handed me mine we both opened and took huge gulps of it.
"Nothing like ice cold water…" I remarked as he took another swing. "Yeah…" putting his down on the counter I did the same as it felt like we were being magnetically pulled together. His hand wrapped around my waist as I pulled him in from his shoulders as we met in the center for a passionate kiss. Our tongues mingling together as he struggled to keep his hands from going all over the place.
Even now he was trying to be a gentleman. "Mamoru…it's okay I want this to…I want us." I gave him the go-ahead permission for more. That tiny growl from before came back only this time it was stronger than before. His hands roamed my body as he slowly lifted my shirt up and over my head revealing my faded burgundy bra underneath. I really needed new lingerie. He didn't seem to mind as he trailed a path of kissed down my neck.
We backed up till we hit the couch. I almost fell onto it but Mamoru caught me and held me away from it, "I want our first time to be on your bed, not just some couch laden fun…not yet anyways." He grinned. I was unable to stop the smile of appreciation from crossing my face as he reached downward to grab my rear fully in his hands. Something that felt tantalizing to me and had me tingling with anticipation of more to come.
He then bent downward to move his hands towards my thighs and picked me up by them to wrap around his waist as he moved towards the direction of my bedroom. We ended up hitting a few of the walls along the way since he'd never been back there before so we had fun laughing at that while kissing before he found my bed and laid me on it. He on top as he reached around back to undo my bra from me.
I pulled at his t shirt till he released me only long enough to shuck it off before going back to kissing me. Then I reached downward and pulled at his belt buckle, only enough to loosen his pants so that I could slip my hand inside and wrap around him. He stuttered for a moment as I caressed him smoothly. "Kami – same…Usa…" he breathed in as he got his control back and resumed kissing me.
Only now he was slowly trying to undo my pants before getting them undone and tugging them gently off. I released them without hesitation as I guided him closer to me, using my now pant free legs to tug at his own pants. Hooking my toes into the belt loops I slowly pushed them down till he could kick them off. All either of us had on were our bottom undergarments to which he slipped a finger inside the band of mine and pulled back and down till they fell to the floor as he then shoved his own off.
Now we were both laying there naked as the day we were born as he kissed a sensuous trail down my neck, nibbling on my collar bone before hungry gazing at my breasts before feasting on them. I admit I gasped louder than expected from the wonderful sensations he evoked within me. I had never had anything that made me feel this alive or passionate before. Mamoru worshiped my body like it was his own personal temple to pay homage to. I had never felt so love or cared for like this before ever.
He left trails of kisses and nips all over my breasts with tender love and care before sucking at the nipples till they begged for more. Then trailed further kisses, and let his tongue make further trails down towards my belly button where he gently bit around the flesh before moving down towards the pubic hairs. Luckily, I had gotten used to trimming that back in junior high, so I knew there wouldn't be anything really down there.
So, when his tongue began to play with me down there, experimenting with what I might like or not I couldn't help but feel my body temperature rapidly rising and my insides seemed to be churning and tightening with clenches that only came with a nearby orgasmic release. I gripped onto his head, partly to keep him there, partly to push him away as I wasn't truly used to receiving so much pleasure.
He ignored the push and threw my legs over his shoulders as he gorged himself on me. His teeth every once in a while, nibbling on my sensitive nub as I moaned and groaned from the feeling of him down there. I could feel myself growing slick for the first time in years! Before I could think on how ridiculous that was he kept continuing to build me up forcing the thoughts from my head as I felt lightheaded from the oncoming orgasm.
It wasn't till he flicked my clit with his tongue before sucking on it that I came. I felt my mouth open up as I gripped the sheets tightly. Bowing back nearly off the bed before I finally calmed down enough to see the satisfied look on his face from having made me cum. "I take it that was good?" he smirked. I couldn't help but giggle a little bit before saying, "Someone sounds smug." He laughed a little himself.
"Well I'm assuming it was positive when I heard my name being called out." He remarked. I hadn't realized I had even done that, but I didn't care. I pulled his head in forward to kiss him as I wrapped my legs around his waist to flip him over before nibbling a similar path down his body. I honestly felt shy doing this as I hadn't done it in forever. Once I reached his length I gently took him in my mouth and began to suck on his hardness.
It wasn't something that took long as he was already pretty damned hard to begin with, "I've gotta say I've never been able to get this hard so easily before…there's just something about you…how you taste…" he admitted, a little blush to his cheeks as he licked his lips for indication as I bobbed back down and swirled my tongue around him. The reaction was him groaning out loud from the feeling before lifting me off of him and back up over to where he could roll over with me under him.
I felt him hard and nearly vibrating at my core as he grabbed at his discarded pants aiming for a condom I presumed but found none. He looked so crescent fallen I almost laughed so I pulled the night stand drawer open to reveal a few I had. He quirked a brow at me, "My friends get freebies from the health clinics sometimes and give some to me." I explained as he took it, opened it and rolled it on himself. "You sure?" he asked as he placed the tip at my entrance. I was wet as anything and ready for him.
"Hai…" I responded as he slipped himself inside. Already I could feel the tell-tale stretch of muscles from widening at his girth. I gasped not recalling having EVER had anything this big before and loving that it was a good size while not being too big. I watched his eyes widen with his own pleasure as he felt my tight heat, "Fuck!" he grunted as he seated himself fully within me. It was a near pleasure overload as he simply sat within me.
He stretched me completely and I never felt fuller. It was sending all sorts of electrical currents through me as he began to slowly move himself in and out of me. The expressions on his face were that of tender loving care and passion beyond that of what I thought was possible. I knew he saw the same response within my features as I periodically tightened around him. It was a steady build as he thrust into me with a slow but firm speed.
Both of us still testing the waters of being with each other and getting to know the other's bodies and responses. He gradually sped up but made sure to keep it controlled to avoid going too hard or to fast just yet. His continuous movements were making me feel like I was climbing this incredibly tall mountain and that the fall would be in his arms pleasantly with him right there with me. He began to speed up his movements a little bit, still going slowly for both of us. His hand reaching downward to rub my nub as I gasped for breath.
My whole body was on fire as tingly sensations shot through me on each ever increasing thrust he sent towards me. His arms held me close as I felt his move within me. Gently getting stronger and gradually getting faster as I adjusted to the size of him inside of me. I held on as he pushed my left leg over his shoulder making it feel like he slid in deeper than before. I eyes widened a little bit at that.
His own eyes seemed to never close as if he didn't want to miss a moment of our joining together. I felt him as he seemed to bottom out inside of me, his thrusts growing stronger as within me as I repeatedly clenched around his length. He seemed to stretch me out utterly as if I held no more room for him to expand further. The feel of him in me was he continued to press himself inside of my tight channel was over powering.
It rocked me to my core and sent so many pleasurable feelings through me I couldn't comprehend what was up or down. It felt like we became one. One heart, one mind, one body. I had never felt such a tremble of pleasure wrack through me before ever and I knew deep down THIS was how love making was supposed to be. The way he held onto me, as if he didn't want to ever let go confirmed that this wasn't something random for him it MEANT something deeper than that to him.
I clenched my muscles tightly around him as he kept strengthening himself within me, making sure to hit every nuance of my insides and caress them till I exploded. He lightly toyed with my nub periodically to keep me on that cliff. The expression in his eyes reflecting my own of caring, tender love, passion and the need and want to be with the other. It was like looking into a mirror and I had never felt more at ease, in pleasure and comfortable. My ecstasy seemed to soar after that. I gasped as I felt my own insides burn for completion.
"I…" he then bit his lip, unable to complete the sentence as he thrust harder than before. His eyes looking for permission for something. I couldn't tell at first but then it hit me, "Give me all of you…so that I can give you all of me." it seemed to be what he was looking for as he thrust in much more strongly than before and the first explosion occurred. I gripped onto him as it began to rocket through me.
He didn't stop though, he kept thrusting in, much more strongly and faster than before making the pleasure begin that spiral that would continue on the orgasmic feeling I was inside of. His length nearly stabbing at my insides as he grew thicker than before, something I didn't think was possible. Stretching me to my fullest as I felt his hips begin to jerk with the effort of trying NOT to hurt me as he slammed himself inside.
My head flung back into the pillow as the orgasmic wave I was in tipped off a stronger one that had my whole body arching off the bed. My legs locked in place around him as he yelled his release. Spilling himself deeply inside as his hips jerk the ground one last time deep into my hot moist cavern. It felt like he was trying and succeeding in driving his shaft and all of its entity into my being as he came with enough seed to leak out with my own fluid as it ran down past his balls to our joining.
Only after the aftershocks went away several minutes later did we catch our breath enough to be able to think straight. He rolled partly off of me but refused to let go completely as he laid only partly on me. I was way beyond giddy and loved that he didn't want to lose connection with me after the fact. "That was…" he looked to be nearly in shock. "I mean that was…" he then looked at me, "You are just…" I laughed at his inability to complete a sentence.
"Well I hope the ends of these sentences are good." I joked. Barely having the strength after that one to prop myself up on my arm. He smiled, "I was just trying to think cause man alive that was incredible. I don't know about you but it's NEVER been like that for me…ever." I smiled more pleased after something like this than ever before. "I feel the same way. Cause yeah never before for me like that either." I admitted.
He pulled me in for a light but sensuous kiss. "Usa…I…" the way he looked at me was unlike anything I'd ever seen before. If I didn't know any better I'd say he was already in love with me, then he looked down to my lips and kissed me again, "I'm really glad were together now." I smiled, "Me to." I replied as we held each other and drifted off to sleep. Still with our hands linked together.
Mamoru POV
I seriously had never felt anything like that before. I'd had good sex before but never with that intensity or response like that before. That was way beyond what I thought it was going to be. I had to bite my lip at the end from saying 'I love you' to her before she was ready to hear such words. I know she felt the connection I was feeling I just didn't honestly think I'd feel love for her so true in its form so early on. So I kissed her instead of saying it as I was coming to terms with it myself still.
I ended up pulling her closer to me as we slept through the night, her form cuddled up against me, her soft skin pressed against my own as I drifted off into a bliss filled sleep. Of course now I had a few questions that needed answering on my mind. One that would shape our future together and one that would boggle my mind for a bit of time. When did I fall for her? And how did I fall so easily and quickly for her?
Usagi POV
We woke up the next morning happy as anything. Though when I went to shower he went over to his place, grabbed the necessary items and made me breakfast in my kitchen. Bacon, eggs and toast. Not a lot but it was the thought that counted. It was ready and waiting for me as I got out. I could smell it clear as day as I gobbled up the bacon, then the eggs and toast. He couldn't stop smiling at me as I was him, "We really need to stop or else our faces will never stop being stuck in the smiling positions." He joked.
I cackled, "Wanna watch a movie? Have a lazy Saturday morning?" I suggested, "Yeah what were you thinking?" he asked, already putting the plate in the sink. I liked the fact that instead of assuming to use my stuff he went to his place and used his own to make me the breakfast. He wasn't making any assumptions really about me, he was truly staying in that mode of being a good gentleman.
Even after the mind blowing sex we'd just had. I swear my body never felt so worn down before in my life, yet I wouldn't give it up for the world. I threw on a long t shirt but no pants as he had only his own t shirt and boxers, having only needed to make that small trip to his place for breakfast items. We ended up watching random 'friends' episodes unable to find an actual movie to watch. Plus during the second one we became more interested in each other than the tv. We almost started another round but I got pulled into a group chat with my friends.
All asking what happened last night and how it went. I sent one reply back 'best ever & talk later he's still here I DON'T plan on kicking him out any time soon ;)'. I got many responses back to the point where Mamoru looked over and saw one of them reading 'it's about time u get the best ever! He better treat u well afterwards!' that had been Makoto's warning and equally happy response to me.
"They must really care about you." He noted, "We all care for each other. Were like sisters, but completely unrelated." I answered. "Honestly we would try to hang out more but due to job schedules it becomes really difficult." He smiled, "I understand." He replied as I snuggled into his embrace. Phone forgotten on the other end of the couch as we ended up talking about random things throughout the day. Commenting on the episodes till we 'friended' ourselves out and decided on getting dinner.
"Let's go to that new sushi place." He suggested. I'd heard great reviews on it so I agreed readily and went into my room to change clothes as he put his pants back on. I went into my closet to pull out a nice shirt for the sushi place when I decided that maybe if he stayed over tonight I could consider wearing a lingerie piece for him. Something I usually didn't feel the want to do yet I wanted to show it off to him.
I thought of the black one with the red on the breasts part but to my utter shock it was gone. It had been my most recently bought one yet the hanger it was on lay bare. I thought maybe it slid off but nothing nada. Not on the floor of the closet nor stuck to anything else. I thought that was strange as I clearly remember organizing the closet and its contents. I specifically remember putting all of the pieces in here.
I hadn't used it nor any other lingerie piece in here with Diamond so what the hell? Then I thought on the panties that were missing. I couldn't think of where it could be now and it sucked cause that was an expensive piece that I had managed to find on sale. I put that thought on hold for later on and grabbed a nice top to wear as I threw on my jeans to be casual date nice. He greeted me at the door as I zipped up and pulled my knee high boots on. We ended up leaving in his truck as we left out.
Diamond POV
I watched the two from afar after they had a night together. I hadn't even known that they had gotten so close or had slept together till I watched them get back from a date. I monitored the time of when he'd leave out but fell asleep at the window. When I woke back up I cursed myself for falling asleep as I believed I had lost when he left out only to see him leaving out that morning. He left out and I tried to calculate how long it had been when I saw him rush back inside with an arm full of goods as he walked right back in.
Obviously he'd left the door unlocked so he could get back in. That irked me that he was that familiar with her place to do that. I ground my teeth in place as several more hours passed before they left out of her place and went away presumably on another date. She was dressed nicely as was he. I shoved my curtains closed as I forced myself to breath in and out deeply to calm myself down. "I'll teach her soon enough." I muttered.
Unfortunately my phone went off then. The familiar ring tone had me cringing just the slightest on who it was. 'meet me roppongi square in an hr. don't be late' read the message. I sighed. I had to figure out a better system for this but unfortunately this was my best one. I was limited on options so I did what I had to do. I just hated to not be able to watch over her but I had no choice or else I was screwed on being discovered.
Letting out an aggravated sigh I went to my safe in my room, got out the necessary yen, locked it back up, grabbed my keys, locked my place up and left. I was a good hour and fifteen away from Roppongi, the district big but when you have a regularly scheduled meeting place for the uncouth type of people in the world it wasn't hard to find the right place to park and meet up, but with traffic in the mix I knew I'd only have time to make the drive.
I couldn't try to go see where she went to really quick. As tempted as I was to see where she was and what they were doing I needed to do this first and foremost. Otherwise I wouldn't be able to continue on my pursuit of her. Plus still having had her number being tracked from my phone I knew she was easily thirty minutes in the opposite direction and still on the move. Well we both were but still.
An hour later I showed up. I didn't get out of the car as we always agreed upon staying inside for security purposes. Not that I thought he'd pull a piece on me and take off with the yen, he knew he'd be better off on a continuous collection of yen from me rather than try to take what I gave. I mean he also knew I held the rest in a safe that could withstand all usual tactics for breaking in unless he wanted to explain to the police force why THEY had to break in. It was too complex for your average lock smith to break into.
He'd have to fuck himself over to get what's inside and even then all of it is evidence. So this quiet little arrangement worked well for us. So instead when I saw him pull out of the shadowy area he had previously parked in, he moved in his car to park next to mine in the opposite direction. "You have my money?" he asked. Straight to the punch like always. He was pretty no nonsensical when it came to finances.
I handed him the yen as he did his usual count. I stopped being offended a long while ago when we first started this trade off. It just wasn't worth it to care. As long as it was all there he didn't say anything afterwards. Bad guys weren't ones for trusting one another to much for obvious reasons especially these days. So some bad guys believed in friendship others believed in leverage…we believed in leverage.
"Just curious here, why haven't you left Japan yet?" he asked me. He asked me this each time we met feeling I should have fled Japan to a country that has no extradition but I couldn't now, "I have good reason for staying here." I replied thinking on Usagi. "Your choice, just gonna keep costing you more." He rubbed his fingers together to indicate the amount I had already spent to keep him quiet that I was still here in Japan.
I hated that I had to keep paying him but IF I were to act out and he went missing or was found dead it would put heat in the area and I already knew he had evidence on me. I couldn't afford the hit. That and even though he was no model citizen my crimes were much, much worse than his. He didn't have much to lose I had my life to lose and now…Usagi. I was unwilling to let either go.
"You just do your part and I'll do mine." I cut him off from thinking on it any further. He rolled up his window and drove off. It was ridiculous that I spent more yen to keep his mouth shut than on my own rent but it was worth it. I just had to stay low for a while longer. The heat would blow over soon enough. It always did for me. "I'm not letting anyone take me from you Usagi…nor am I letting anyone take you from me." I was determined to make sure of both ends regardless of the outcome.
I arrived back home to find the truck still gone. I shoved my keys onto the kitchen counter as I went to grab a beer when I heard the sound of a vehicle approaching. Lucky timing…I thought to myself. I looked back out the window and saw them getting out of the vehicle. I hated seeing her look at him so happily. I couldn't think of ONE instance where she looked at me that happily. I would make her look at me that way. All I had to do was get you away from him long enough to secure you in here.
Though now I seriously wondered if I'd have to end him. While it's not like the very thought didn't give me satisfaction and a great need to do it, especially after having touched her and slept with her. Their actions tell-tale signs of it…that and my over active paranoia just knows it. So in all honesty I'd love to shove a blade into him before he could touch her again. Watch the blood pool before as she saw it to and knew NOT to defy me going forward.
However, Usagi I felt wasn't the one to just simply watch it happen so it was still going to be the regular plan. Besides no matter what I wanted personally, I had to be smart about it or else a missing person's report, by her would be filed OR if his body was discovered there would be a murder investigation and big markers would point to me. I had to be slick about this and avoid detection to pull this off.
He stayed there for several more hours before leaving out looking as much as I hated to admit it, he appeared just as satisfied as she did as she kissed him goodbye. He held her close with an affection that I loathed to admit was something had I lacked when it came to her. I was more about control rather than some cliched affection and it obviously had shown in our relationship. I was regretful of that now, but I would make her see that I could do that.
I gripped my knuckles till my hands went white from the lack of blood flow and gripped the curtains. Tempted in my anger to rip them off just to have something to destroy but knew that would be fruitless and it might even be seen by either of them which I couldn't afford. I knew they had gotten closer in the last few days now. It was pretty obvious even to me I just hated it all over.
Problem was I had to go and see my contact, he was the only reason why I was still off the radar and not being suspected of anything. So when I refocused on the couple I saw the many sweet little kisses that they were bestowing on each-others lips. Affectionate and happy they were. The rage building up within me as he held her close. His hands even dipping low enough to caress her butt briefly.
I felt the tick in my own jaw as I tried like hell to control my rage. I left the window to grab for my stress balls in my bedroom bowling my way to get to them. I used them for several minutes to try and keep myself in check needing to chill out but couldn't stop the images from swirling around in my head. Every time I closed my eyes even to blink I saw them. My mind overloading and bombarding me with them.
It was like my psyche was trying to torture me with thoughts of them fucking and being happy together and it didn't help showing me over and over again them outside her door. It was almost as if my brain was trying to tell me 'their together, let go' but I refused to let go. I wouldn't give in. I would just implement the new stage of my plan to include him in it. Yes I would ensure that I would account for him.
The images didn't leave though. I dropped the balls to the floor and put my hands over my face. Trying to will away the images. I hated them. Showing me what I had with her and seeing how much better things looked for her with him…basically what I had lost. Showing me that she was someone else's now and I HATED it with a passion. I opened my eyes up again trying to just visualize our time in bed together.
Visualize myself with her which wasn't hard considering how many countless times I had done it before. Knowing that that had always made me feel more relaxed and not on edge like how I was currently feeling thanks to the visual of when he left out. I needed to feel relaxed again in order to maintain some semblance of peace and NOT act out against them. It wasn't time yet and I needed to gain that patience.
I looked at her pictures I had of her. Looked at the scrap of her panties I had. I touched them, memorizing the feel to calm me. Then I looked at the lingerie piece I had taken from her place and laid on the bed to put it over my face. Unfortunately it didn't help me out as I now pictured her wearing it for him. I lost it. I removed myself from my room forcibly to avoid damaging my shrine of her and into my living room where I lost control over my rage in the inability to control it or rather the lack of care to control it now.
I first walked to the bathroom, trying to wash my face to cool myself down. It was the last thing I could think of to stop myself but when I looked into the mirror I saw his face there…the neighbor she was sleeping with…taunting me. His cool and calm features complete opposite of how I felt. The smirk on his face irritating me. 'You're not getting her back'. The reflection of his said 'she's mine now'. I knew it was all in my head, my brain conjuring it up, but I couldn't help it, I snarled and lost it.
I punched the mirror in an effort to shut HIM up, caving it in till it shattered all over with the one hit, little pieces of mirror falling the floor from the impact. If I was bleeding I had no idea, nor did I care. I was beyond pissed and needed an outlet. Then I hit the bathroom door hard enough to dent in the wood. I barely paid any heed to it. Shitty made wooden door anyways. Cheap ass landlord would use the paper thinnest wood for the doors around here!
I walked into the living room then I grabbed my tv and hurled it in my rage against my counter, cracking the fake marble and making a nice dent. It ended up ripping the cord from the wall hard enough to pull the wires free from the prong end, rendering it in need of a serious wire repair job if I had the tools and that doesn't even include the screen which was completely cracked and wouldn't be watchable going forward.
I then grabbed the lamp off the end table and slammed it in to the wall where the tv had previously stood. It broke off into to make pieces to count or try to piece back together. Looking around for barely a few seconds I grabbed the seat by the bar that hadn't been hit by the tv and slammed it into the coffee table several times till it broke in half and threw the piece still in my hand into the kitchen I had, hitting the fridge.
I was panting, breathing hard as I raged out against the apartment I had. That is until I heard a knock at the door. That's when I realized I was probably overheard by the other tenants and had noise complaints. I opened the door just a little bit to see said landlord trying to peak inside, seeing the glass and broken bits, "I just came over to see if you were okay. Lots of noise complaints coming from in here." He noted.
"Hai…gomen…I got some bad news at work today, broke a chair and a lamp in response. Just new things I'll have to get tomorrow." I told him as way of response. Luckily, I looked upset enough to make the work thing believable enough. I opened the door just enough to show him the lamps bits and the chair that I somewhere along the lines turned over to, just so he could see that I was fine I just lashed out form work frustrations.
Then noticed the slight crease of concern that told me it wasn't regarding the broken bits of furniture. I looked in the direction and saw that the alter I had made in dedication to her was in partial view of the door at this angle to. I quickly stepped in front of him to block its view so he couldn't get an idea of what it was. If he gained even an inkling my future here was in jeopardy for sure.
"So, I appreciate the concern for myself but I'm fine, thanks for dropping by though." I went to shut the door when he stepped in by a foot, "Your paying for any damages to this apartment. If you broke anything that is a part of the building, you'll pay for it with your deposit and then some." My jaw ticked in annoyance at him. Part of me did want to kill him simply for annoying me but it wasn't worth it. He just wasn't worth my time nor my energy.
Plus, I had a mess to clean up and new things to buy now thanks to my rant. So instead I ignored him but maintained the cool and calm exterior. I couldn't have him getting upset with me by yelling at him so I played the nice guy card. Plus, I had to get him away to avoid him seeing the alter I had for her. He might not get it, but he'll definitely note it for later knowledge to use against me.
Some I couldn't afford if I was to continue forward with the new alterations to my plan. So, I forced a calm expression to my face and said, "Nothing of yours is broken. Thanks for dropping by." I then shoved the door closed before he could respond and locked it. I walked back into my bedroom to make sure none of it got damaged. I sighed in relief at that before picking up her picture and touching the panties I had taken from her place.
I felt the fabric as I decided on how to include him in going forward. My guess was she didn't exactly tell him about me so if I were to interject myself into her life in various social measures that could be taken as 'just happenstance' she really couldn't get upset with me especially in public places. She'd be forced to eventually tell him who I was and about our relationship. I began to smirk as more delicious thoughts entered my head.
I could talk to him in these various settings, plant seeds of doubt into his head. Make him think that he was nothing more than a rebound she was having since we split. I let the smirk widen as I could practically see the doubt in his face as I would tell his she still wanted me. and if she tried to get me removed from a place I'd tell him it was because she was afraid I'd tell him the truth, that she still loved me and didn't want her feelings to show on her face when she saw me or looked at me to long.
Or if she didn't have me removed that she didn't do so because she wanted to see me. That she still cared for me and wanted me as hers. It would definitely put doubt into his mind about whatever he thought he had with her. I realized I didn't even have to do much work to break them apart if I did it right. I could get him to want to leave her, I just had to plant the right seeds of doubt into his mind.
Feelings more secured in my new plan of action I pulled the panties up to my nose to smell the fabric cleaner scent still on it. She loved lavender and I loved it on her. Oh, how I longed to be with her once more. To make her mine again…day in and day out. I took a longing look at the bed and touched the lingerie on top of it at the foot of the bed gently. "One day Usa…" I stated putting the panties down, "I promise you we'll be together again…"