DarkenedHrt101: so sweet cause I check for my fav's daily to. lol and I've stayed up late to read them to. lol and yeah your right he has no idea which for this gives mamoru the edge and advantage. For the first time I totally agree with you. I had inspiration for the relationship part. 😊
Guest (1): yeah I'm getting the story line written out now, I'm hoping to begin having it up mid-December, before the holidays if not during.
NikkiBC: I had the clothes go missing but for her to rationalize it so that way she wouldn't become paranoid about the possibilities. Its honestly what I would have done. As for it being over so soon, yes but I also had it envisioned this way from the start. Its why if its wanted I will make a sequel I just need enough viewers to want one. probably the same length if not longer…depends.
Taino Delsan13: oh yeah! Exactly, you need to have the right partner that knows how to treat the body and know what makes it tick like he did with hers. He got to know it and wanted to see what make it tick and sign and everything else. Yeah, yeah and that gets explained later on but soon enough. Thank you I apricate that.
phillynz: yeah I wanted the bed room scene to be a bit more intense than usual since it was supposed to represent how she went from diamond to mamoru, a real man who actually cares for her and seeks out her pleasure compared to diamond who only cared about his pleasures. And he will be.
5 reviews nice, glad this is really coming along and yes I know its going to be coming to an end however the last chapter will be longer than the rest. I'm working now on the vampire sequel fic storyline so I'm aiming for mid-December to be out by. Please read and review I love to read your responses.
Obsessed and dangerous ch.10
Usagi POV
Over a week had gone by since Mamoru and I became a couple. Well I should say became intimate. It was wonderful, beyond that of anything I'd ever had before and not just intimately to, we enjoyed all of our shared time together. We had Saturday's together as our date nights so that we could both be there for our individual families on Sundays and Fridays we usually retained those for hanging out with our close friends but we also had movie nights during the week as Mamoru and I continued to get to know each other.
I loved being able to have long conversations with him on different subjects. Plus, we ended up having so much in common that we sometimes freaked each other out with how well we thought alike. I finally after the end of that week told my parents that I was seeing a new guy and that he was really amazing, sweet and someone they would definitely approve of. He gave me butterflies in my stomach.
Safe to say mother wanted him over for dinner ASAP so she and father could interrogate and grill him. I mentioned this to him as he laughed along knowing how parents could be regarding the safety of their kids no matter the age they were at. They were still their kids in their eyes which made me really glad that he was understanding on so much. That Saturday we ended up going to an ice-skating rink.
It was near Roppongi but not within walking distance. It was obviously cold inside but with a thick sweater on for us both it was relatively okay. Plus we rose our body heat up as we began to skate. He got both of us some skates, so we could have some fun on the ice. He brought his phone out to take pictures of us both. Not easy when you're on skates and doing it as a selfie but we managed.
He fell at least once after a kid came out form behind him at the rink and scared him. Clearly the kid was just having some innocent fun but Mamoru was actively trying to avoid toppling over the kid. I laughed only to get pulled down by him before pulling me into his embrace and then pulling us both up at the same time, "You're a goof." I laughed as he smirked, "I'm your goof." He responded.
I hugged him as we then kissed lightly. Noticing all the families around we separated just enough to create visible distance, not wanting to create an issue since it was a public place that had many young teens and kids in the area. We didn't want to receive any wayward looks of disapproval from parents milling about in the area. I tried to skate backwards a few times but could only manage it for a few seconds before I fell for the last time. I didn't have the greatest coordination going backwards.
We left out an hour later as it was starting to get a little bit chilly in the rink now or rather the Zamboni needed to come out as the ice was getting a little bit rough to skate on. Those tiny little divots in the ice certainly didn't help when you wanted to gain some speed and once you've fallen it started to happen more frequently and left bruising. So, we left out to get something nice and hot to warm up a bit. Luckily there was a vendor nearby on the outside selling heated cocoa amongst other heated foods and drinks.
Only needing a drink we each got a cocoa, mine small his medium as we sat near the vendors amongst some comfortable chairs where others were also seated. It was the perfect spot to go to after the rink as there were regular chairs and some comfy sofa like seats for people to sit in as well. It was a quaint little area that seemed pretty well hidden but was nice as the scenery outside the rink around here was simply beautiful.
The rink had been placed right next to a preserve area where the vendor lay behind it. So it would go from nice and chilly in the rink to nice and warm if not cool by the preserve. There was a reason why it was only open during certain seasons for both the preserve and the rink. The trees and little bits of life in the form of chirping insects and some frogs jumping around, leaving the lily pad it had previously been on.
I really liked Mamoru for bringing me here for our date, it showed me how much he not only wanted to get to know me but how much making memories with me mattered to him. It made me feel special and not simply wanted physically. "Want to go see the gardens in a few?" he asked motioning towards the path. He was almost done with his own cocoa and so was I now. "Sure…" we each took a few more sips before dumping our containers in the nearby garbage, leaving the area to venture out and see the rest of the nature preserves.
Holding hands as we went along Mamoru would snap shots of what we thought would be scenic and good for back-round images for pictures together. We were having so much fun together I didn't notice the odd shadow following us around till an hour later. Surmising it to my imagination as we were in the nature preserves still I didn't want to assume something simply because of how unaware I was in the environment.
The plant life alone could be giving out all sorts of shadows and most of the time it obviously was the plants. We continued going forward with our day till the evening time came around and we began to debate on where to go for dinner, "How about that sushi place in Roppongi? I hear their supposed to be really great with their fish and even squid." He smiled, "Yeah I'd like that." Besides…I figured, I could always use the left overs. I slipped in to the truck with him and noticed but barely paid heed to the shadowy figure by the building.
It was there so briefly I figured it was part of my imagination and decided to focus on Mamoru as he was just being the best and the most sweetest man I'd ever dated. The sushi place was delicious making me want to eat more than my body weight as we laughed and chatted idly away. I could really feel like things were building up again to something happening when we got back and suddenly I couldn't wait for that to happen.
My mind already thinking of different bed room activities to do with him. I hadn't anticipated sex like this in a long time. "Is someone thinking naughty things?" he asked me, a smirk growing on his face. I couldn't help but sassily smile back with a little pink to my cheeks as I wasn't used to being forward with anything to sexual even when in a relationship. Mamoru made me feel bolder and I liked it. "Perhaps…does someone have a problem with that?" I remarked, challenging him.
His smile widened showing off his teeth a bit as he reached for my hand on the table. His larger one fitting nicely over mine as the heat radiated off it into my own skin. Suddenly I felt even more bold than before, "Not even in the slightest. I'm just curious on what's going on through that head of yours." I now felt like being a little flirty. He was an inspiring man if I did say so myself. I smiled.
"Well something that has to do with you…" I began, "And me, back at my place…perhaps on the couch…" I drew little circles on his hand that held mine as he began look a tad flushed, obviously sensing the sexual nature of my thoughts. "Keep talking like that and we won't make it through dinner." I smiled wider hearing that, his voice even dropping an octave lower while his eyes seemed to darken.
He shifted a bit in his seat as I grinned like a damn near fool noticing he was giving himself the slightest bit of shift to hide his own reaction to my words. I really liked that just a few simple words could have him wanting the same thing. I was tempted to throw caution to the wind and say yes…so I darted my eyes around the place before saying very brazenly and shockingly, even to myself, "Who says we have to leave?"
I arched my eye brows at him as an open invitation, "You sure?" he asked, though looking ready to go ahead and find a place really quick. Seeing the look of approval on his face I couldn't help it, "Yeah…now where to go…?" I questioned out loud. Before we had a chance to think any more on it the waiter, presumably with our drinks, came up to us only to give me a drink that I hadn't ordered.
Thinking he had the wrong table I went to hand it back to him, "Sorry but this isn't what I ordered." That's when the waiter said, "No but it was from the gentleman at the bar. He wished for me to give this to you, something about 'first night together'." before he walked off. Both Mamoru and I were stunned and clueless about what the hell that was about and looked at the bar only to find someone I THOUGHT was long gone and someone whom I WISHED was long gone…for good.
"Oh crap." I couldn't help but feel like face planting. "Of all the times…of all the places…of all the people…" I muttered, feeling like a bucket of ice water was just poured over me. If there's ever a good way to cool off raging hormones that wanted sex with your boyfriend, throw your last ex into the mix at the same place. Now I felt more anxious than ever before and the need to leave was climbing.
It became clear to Mamoru that I was now uncomfortable and his demeanor went from aroused to protective and concerned in seconds flat. It made me feel more comforted in knowing that he could read me that well and that I didn't have to try and explain why my need for sex just dropped suddenly as my being uncomfortable and anxious made his own hormone levels drop to, "Isn't that your ex?" he asked me and I felt bad that my ex was now attempting to ruin this date we were on.
"Unfortunately yes." I muttered, suddenly wanting to leave. "You know what, let's just go ahead and leave, we can order in or something." I suggested, preparing to grab my purse only for Mamoru to halt me. "Don't. I'm not going to let this prick ruin our date. Just ignore him and if he tries anything further we'll have the restaurant throw him out." I was still weary on this or rather just being around him now.
All that feeling I had previously ignored had come back and had my heckles were risen up. How did I ever ignore these signs before? I couldn't tell how now only that I didn't want to be in the same room as him, but Mamoru was right. If we left it would give him more control and power over me and that wasn't who I was. Deciding to stick it out I firmly nodded and did everything I could to ignore Diamond's presence.
However he wasn't interested in making this an easy evening. When we ordered our food mine came in wrong. That's when I recognized it to be the meal or rather a similar meal I had on a date to a different sushi place with him. "Nani?" Mamoru asked, "Gomen…it's just this is the dinner I had when I went out with him." I felt bad about this. I felt like my past was coming back to bite me in the ass so when Mamoru signaled to the waiter to return I felt my cheeks burn in embarrassment, "Hai, sir?" he asked.
"Hai, look I don't know if he's paying you to give her the wrong food and drinks but it ends now. Either you give her what SHE ordered or I'll be happy to talk to your manager about this." the waiter visibly gulped before saying, "Yes sir, sorry sir…miss." Before walking away. Soon enough my actual food that I had ordered arrived much to a peeved off Diamond before I began to indulge in finally getting to eat.
We began to talk a bit and it started to feel like a real date again even with Diamond's presence lurking in the back-round. The other dish made me a little repulsed by it now. Normally I wouldn't have had a problem but his presence and him ordering it for me instead of the dish that I ordered and going through the efforts he was made me not want to eat it. Or if anything it kinda ruined it for me.
So when we finished our meals up feeling satisfied and getting back to feeling normal again another drink was brought to the table only this time by another waiter, which confused us both as he had been busy with his own tables all evening that we'd been here. This wasn't his section so only one thought came to mind as he placed the cocktail looking drink down on the table, napkin first.
"Complimentary drink for the lady from the gentleman at the bar." He stated before walking away before either of us had a chance to say anything back to him. There was a napkin underneath with writing on it. Pulling it up I read to myself 'this isn't over'. I felt suddenly nauseous and wanted to leave now. Any previous feelings of normalcy went out the window at this. Suddenly I wish I was back in the ice rink, the cold in there was more preferable to the feelings I had now.
Mamoru turned the napkin so that he could read it and swore, "Fuck hole." before standing up, tossing his white cloth napkin down on the table and walking away before I could protest the action or stop him. My emotions to close to the surface to attempt it. Diamond had managed to make me feel uncomfortable on my date with Mamoru. I guess he won this round; Diamond 1, Usagi 0. Mission accomplished as I now felt the need to bail but I refused to do that to Mamoru who had walked to the bar.
Which reminded me, I looked over to see him talking to Diamond. I feared what Diamond would say to Mamoru and knew that later on tonight I was probably going to have to tell him about Diamond and the rocky relationship we'd had. I suddenly felt anxiety bubbling up within me and was suddenly glad I hadn't pushed to eating to much. Leaving enough for room later if need be as Mamoru came back, "Lets wrap things up." I never agreed more.
Mamoru POV
Now I was pissed. This guy was really pushing it when it came to my tolerance level but really hit home with it when he sent that last drink with the note. I could tell already how sick she felt just looking at it. This guy was unrelenting doing what he could to make her uncomfortable and it was pissing me off. I'd had enough and threw my napkin down, deciding that walking to him would be a good option.
I wasn't going to do anything that would get me kicked out but you could still get your point across without the use of physical harm. Physically harming him would be much more fun and preferable though. Especially with what he had done. He thought he had her, thought he could interfere…he was about to get a very rude awakening that his little games weren't going to work and he was going to face harsh realities on it to.
Reaching the bar I signaled to the bartender to give us a minute. Sensing the tone I was about to give he used the excuse of helping other patrons to leave the vicinity and give us a chance to talk without it being made public opinion. So he barely blinked as he walked away to tend to other patrons on the other side of the bar. I didn't bother to sit down as I wanted this to be short, sweet and to the point.
I remarked, "You do realize your little petty tricks aren't working right?" he turned his head to face me, "Don't know what you're talking about. I'm just enjoying a drink." He remarked casually. Taking a prolonged sip of his own drink, making me smirk with his casualness. Trying to act cool and tough when really I could sense he was itching to hit me. His stance not as cool as he tried to let on.
In fact he looked ready to not only hit me but the look in his eyes when he used the bar glass, that had the labels etched into it to get a glimpse of Usagi, told me just what he also wanted to do and none of it was going to happen. I was going to have to nip this in the bud before he thought anything further into trying anything further. Making her feel uncomfortable wasn't going to fly with me, not even close.
"Just stay out. She's not your girlfriend or anything to you anymore. Understand? Consider this your one and only warning, and trust me you don't want there to be another." I advised, indicating to him that if he did something further it wouldn't be talking that happened between us and it would get bloody. Realizing how protective I felt for her made me realize a few more things about myself.
Like how much I was willing to risk to protect her. How much I wanted to punch this guy in the face for agitating her and making her feel uncomfortable and how much I had to stamp down on the need to follow through with it. "You'll never be able to please her in bed like I do…" the remark did catch me by slight surprise. I bite my lip from snapping at him for the comment, "You know the benefit of public places is you can get away with so much by doing so little." Though he had a slight point I knew I could use this fact to my advantage to.
So instead of acting out and slamming his head into the bar counter which I knew would make a nice little dent in the wood I decided to just made sure to hit him back where it would hurt the most for him. I leaned in, not bothering to sit on the bar stool next to him as he was the only one on this side, so that no other could hear my words as I didn't want her to feel embarrassed by my words even if they were positive. I wasn't taking any chances.
With a cool and calm swagger about me and a grin on my face that I knew once he saw would agitate the living fuck out of him I stated as confidently as I felt about it which was made even more strongly due to the memory I was thinking about regarding her, "You know I'd actually have to disagree with you there…cause I'd say she's more than thoroughly happy with me in bed…especially when the sex is so incredible you nearly break the bed and hear to her scream out for more."
That one got to him as he began to choke a bit on his drink, having tried to take a swig while I spoke to act nonchalant about it. Wasn't fun to choke on scotch and he was learning that the hard way. It was a hard liquor that didn't forgive if it went down the wrong pipe. I resisted the urge to laugh at him for the embarrassment he must have been feeling. The anger for my words clear on his twisted in rage face before he smoothed his features out.
He was trying to act indifferent about it, tried to seem like it didn't affect him but his still coughing sputter didn't help his case at all and his attempts to act like he was in control didn't work. I grabbed a napkin from a little corner stack of napkins nearby that had salt with it for different drinks and tossed it to him, "Might want to try not drinking when you know the man your EX is seeing will speak the truth you don't want to hear."
He shot me a look that could kill. If I were any smaller of a man I would be taking a step back and possibly shuddering from the raw malice I saw in those depths of his. He truly wanted to kill me in those moments and it occurred to me that Usagi had had those eyes possibly on her at one point and I was thankful that she had been stubborn enough to not cower to it and let him feel like he was in even more control.
Men like him somehow gained the impression that they owned people and were untouchable, especially feeling that way towards their significant others while men like me showed those significant others what a real man was like and ended up having them in the end giving the women and in some cases men the life that they really did want and the life they needed to evolve as individuals themselves and not be repressed. Those significant others gained the love and care of men that actually did love them and respect them in return.
So for him to look at me like I was road kill that he'd just run over was nothing. I didn't even flinch at the expression. He was definitely pissed at me but wasn't speaking to much further on it as he was holding his own temper in check and reeling still from the scotch. I leaned in once more and stated, "So do yourself a favor and 'let go' cause she already has…probably even BEFORE you two split." I could see the fury in his eyes as I spoke. Some part of him deep down inside knew this but refused to acknowledge it.
I left off with, "Cause no matter what you try to do, which for your own safety I'd suggest to heed my warning and end now, won't work…I'm not leaving her." I walked away from the bar as I heard a crack. I barely glanced back to see he'd gripped his glass so hard it cracked under his grip. I smirked knowing I'd gotten to him and hopefully stopped his attempts with her. I knew I was in for a world of anger from him but for her it was worth it. However now was also my chance to know more about their relationship.
Diamond POV
I wanted to snap his neck like a twig he pissed me off so badly. I hadn't counted on him actually talking to me as I drank or rather saying what he said confirming the truth of their sexual relationship that I knew about but some part still felt like it wasn't true…not anymore. The level of confidence he'd held in his voice and the way he sounded I KNEW they had been sexual together and that pissed me off.
I mean I figured he'd be asking her about me but it seemed that could wait till later as he came up to me. First he tries to tell me what to do then makes me look like a damned fool by getting me to choke on my own drink. Fuck that scotch was strong. My pipe didn't like that and burned now still as I nearly choked on it but damn it what he said pissed me off. I wanted to slam the shot glass into his head but I had to remain calm.
Then to give me a napkin to clean it up with was degrading for me. I was supposed to be the superior to him not the other way around. Even when I sent him my death glare for the comments he didn't even flinch. Something I wasn't accustom to. He actually held his ground and I hated that it nearly impressed me. A challenge that was extended…or rather not a challenge but a very calm warning.
Seriously how dare he make those comments to me about her, as if their sex was any better. I snorted in response on that one internally. I wanted to spit out at him 'she's just having her fun with you till I get her back with me' but couldn't as the scotch prevented that. His fault again, all of this was his fault. My plan was working just fine if he hadn't shown up and now I had to adjust it to compensate for him.
Fuck him for thinking he's going to get what he wants. If anything all his words did was put a fucking target on his back. I watched the couple leave out as I finally got my breath back and felt the rage simmer within me. I would take great pleasure in killing him and have her watch now just for having slept with him. That would be her punishment for letting him have her when it should only ever be me. "It's not over." I muttered as I paid my tab and left out of the sushi bar, looking at my phone as I tracked where they were going to next.
Usagi POV
We arrived back at my place in relative silence. I wondered when the dam would break and he'd ask me about Diamond. I locked up the front door, kicked off my shoes and sat on the couch, grabbing a pillow to hold for some semblance of comfort and a tiny bit of control. "So he's an interesting guy." The word interesting was said with quotation marks in his voice obviously meaning something else instead of that. "He's an asshole." I reiterated, "Go ahead ask away." I responded defeated by the evening.
He sat down next to me and put his arm around me in a comforting manner. I knew he wanted to pull me in closer but was being nice and not pushing if I didn't feel like it but I did. I couldn't help but pull him closer and sink into his embrace, pillow and all as I curled up into his side. It was that small measure of him holding me and making me still feel wanted after this evening that gave me a bit of relief.
"How long were you two together?" he asked, "Not long, maybe over a month." Was it really only that little amount of time? Now I was wondering how long that had really been. "Was he always like that?" I looked up at him. His face that of concern for me and it was so sweet that I knew he'd have to know the truth. Granted some of my friends I knew would tell me to not bring it up or to forget all about Diamond but it was kinda hard to now.
Honesty was always the best policy and it's what I was raised on. So in taking a deep breath I spoke, "You mean showing up wherever I was?" I looked away and snugged back in place ready to say no when I realized that wasn't true, "Actually…yeah." I remembered my parent's place how he'd shown up there. It had been so out of the blue and not only that I never did confront him on that, not really. I should have left then and there…why didn't I? My anger at myself must have reflected as he made me look at him.
"Usa…don't. Don't let him make you feel down or anything negative, just because he's having a hard time letting go doesn't mean you should feel bad for how he feels. That's his problem now, not yours." He held me close as he kissed the top of my head. "It's just his words and…" I sat up, "What did you say to him?" I asked, my own curiosity getting the better of me as I recalled they had a confrontation to.
"Just warned him to stay away." He replied as his hand caressed my cheek, "The rest of the details are semantics, not worth divulging into." He remarked. I was still curious on what had been said but something told me I could trust him on it. I wasn't forcing myself to like with Diamond it was natural and felt right. "I'm not going to let that asshole hurt you in any manner." I smiled and started to feel better about the evening.
"That was really nice that you did that." I admitted, "In fact I've never had a guy that I wasn't related to have my back like that before. So thank you." He looked stunned at that but softened his features. "Men tend to do that for those that they…care about." His voice getting a tad lower, as if trying to say the right thing and NOT scare me off. That heat that had previously been there before Diamond's interruption came back.
"I know…" I looked into his eyes, seeing the caring nature and something even deeper simmering beneath the surface. My heart rate beginning to speed up a little. "It's why I stuck around and stayed." I wanted to convey to him that I was returning those deeper feelings, show him that he wasn't alone in that department. Let him know that this was as real for me as it was for him.
I gulped, "Cause I'll be honest you being in there was all that kept me from running out of that restaurant. Not that I can't handle my own but I wanted to confront and punch him for ruining our date. Either that or flee and leave and since I couldn't confront and punch him for simply being there and sending those drinks and food I wanted to take off. So in all seriousness thank you for having my back." I leaned in and gave him a light kiss. Letting him know I wasn't at a vulnerable point anymore.
He made me feel stronger. I was already strong, like I said I wanted to punch Diamond for ruining tonight for us, I had such a strong urge to confront him myself and give him a piece of my mind after Mamoru left the table that I almost did get up to go do it but realized I was to upset and would end up probably getting my own ass thrown out instead of Diamond's so I forced myself to remain seated till Mamoru came back.
Besides now that my anger was calmed down and the anxiety wasn't as strong as before I wondered if Diamond been at the nature preserve earlier. Had he been following us the entire time and if so how? I briefly wondered about my phone and if he was somehow tracking me and felt that just to be safe I would change my number and obviously only give it to close friends and family…and figure out an excuse to tell my parents the reason why. It was a family plan after all we were under.
"Thank you…" I looked at him confused, "For not running out at the first sign of trouble. And…" he leaned in and kissed me lightly, "For recognizing when a relationship is bad and letting go. Not many women in your position do that and it speaks of your courage and strength to do so when you get that involved." I smiled, "Then I have to say thank you for one more thing." He quirked a brow at that.
"For being what I really want and need in a man…you stood up for me and you treat me with dignity and respect. Not a lot of guys do that for their women and that to me showed values and morals." I smiled as he beamed in pride at my remarks. He tenderly touched my face before giving me a light kiss that was slowly burning into something hotter, "So if I recall you mentioned something about a couch earlier…" his smirk widened as I felt the need hit me head on, "That I did." I ditched the pillow completely and swung myself into his lap.
He held on as I began to kiss him. Our hands rushing over the other as he stripped me of my sweater and t shirt as I did the same to him. His lean muscles against my finger-tips felt so smooth. I sighed as his lips left mine and made a trail of pleasure going down my neck. It felt like a river of fire as my skin heated beneath his ever touch, his every caress. I never felt so alive and filled with need or want before.
His head glanced up as his hand reached back behind me and undid my bra, a contrast to his earlier heated moves. I stayed still as he gently pulled the straps down my arms, freeing my breasts to his lust filled gaze. Cupping them gently I arched my head back from the sensations as he slowly tweeked my nipples. Making them hard little buds as I cried out from the pleasure of it, "Mamo…" my vocals got cut off as pulled me in closer, hoisting me up so he could capture a bud in his mouth.
I gripped him tighter as he ensured my legs were wrapped around him, pulling us both from the couch but only enough to turn us over, my back against the couch now. One of his hands finding their way to my pants and unbuttoning and unzipping them to release me. I lifted my hips to help him out as he pulled my legs free of them. My lacy panties the only thing left on me as I reached myself and undid his own pants.
I shoved them down leaving only his boxers in view before he shoved those off to. Getting back on top of me I wrapped my legs back around his waist as he pulled my lacy panties up and off over my head since my legs were pretty spread out. Leaning back in, he grabbed a condom from my wallet, having pulled it from his pants, and rolled it on. I could see how hard he was already for me. He could see my slight surprise.
"It doesn't take much to get me heated up for you." He admitted, I smiled at him, "Same here…" I caressed his face, "In fact there's a tiny part of me that got a little bit heated when you confronted him. Knowing you had my back like that was…" dare I say it… "I know what you mean…hell I was already revved up from our prior conversation so it didn't take much when everything else happened." He told me.
Sinking further in, skin on skin as we were, we kissed passionately. My nipples rubbed onto his skin as his did to me, both of us moaning at different intervals, especially when he reached down and began to fondle my sensitive nub. He was working me up slowly as I reached down and began to pump him slowly. He was already half hard when I touch him so it only took him a few strokes before he was ready to be in me.
Condom in place, he surged forth inside of me. I gasped on the sensations, my mouth opening wide as he shoved himself fully inside of me. My insides felt fuller than ever with him inside as he slowly began to move himself within me. I would always be amazed at how full he made me feel when he was inside of me. It was like he stretched me to my limits and just barely beyond before it hit that highly uncomfortable point.
It made the pleasure all the more intense and sweeter as he seemed to know just how to move within me. As if he already knew my bodies every dip and curve to bring me the most pleasure ever. With one of my legs flung up over the side of the couch and the other curled up around his waist we moved smoothly and slowly towards that cusp of ecstasy. Mamoru leaned downwards to kiss my anywhere he could find skin as I held on and kissed back as much as I could since my own body was writhing beneath him.
The negative events from this evening felt like they were washed from my mind and heart as Mamoru made love to me. It wasn't just sex for us. I saw it in his eyes, the way his body moved over me…how he treated me and how he cared for me. At one point we became so riled up during our love making that we nearly came close to falling off the couch but he grasped on tighter to the top of the couch and pulled us back on the couch and subsequently shoved himself further into me.
I cried out from the pleasure as he began to thrust into me a bit more insistently now. His length hitting all the right spots inside of me, like he knew on some level what would make me cum without me telling him. Not like I could anyways. I could barely get full words out let alone a sentence out for indication of wanting more. So I don't know how he did it but he did and he knew. I couldn't help but continuously cry out.
His own guttural groans of pleasure spurred me on as I almost felt like falling over the edge already. "Fuck Usa…" he growled, trying to stay in control of his thrusts as he began to pound just a little bit harder. I pulled him in closer only to have him shift gears on me and pull my other leg up over his shoulder. He sunk in even deeper than before making my head fly back against the arm of the couch.
Thankfully it was soft to the hit since the couch pillow was on the floor. The deeper depth made it feel like he was taking an even longer time now as he was trying to maintain his slow pace. I smiled before he began to rub my clit making me feel like I was about to cum again already. I looked up into his face and saw the passion. The need to keep me on the edge till I begged him to let me cum. He was teasing me, "Mamo…" I tried.
I wanted to cum now, I was burning up and if he didn't let me cum I was going to go insane from the pleasure my body was going through. It was like a never ending wave of constant pleasure that you were torn between wanting to keep going or grasp onto that completion point and cum already. "Say my name." he commanded. I looked into his eyes and saw the need for me in them, the love that was so clearly written in them now.
I let the feelings reflect in my own eyes as I said, "Mamo – chan!" or rather more like shouted it as once I said it he gently twisted my clit which propelled me into a mind blowing orgasm. My mouth shot open in a soundless scream as I clenched around him. His own guttural moan partially caught in his own throat from the intensity of it. "Usako!" was his own short lived word as he came like a metra train inside of me.
It was as if he was caught up in the most intense orgasm to date. Several long minutes passed before we both finally began to calm down from the orgasms. I actually had to take a few to regain my breathing as did he while he held me close and rearranged us so that I was once again sitting in his lap while he sat back in his place on the couch, "I hope this is sounding like it's too soon to say…" he began, sounding winded for obvious reasons.
I nudged my head up to look at him as he looked down at me with slightly frightened and yet confident eyes full of love, "But I…I love you." His voice catching as he said them as I couldn't help but smile and kiss him, "Good to know I'm not the only one…cause I love you to." I replied back. He kissed me back with a little bit more passion but exhaustion as well. Feeling we were both about to doze off he picked me up bridal style and carried me to my bed before laying down beside me.
I didn't even care that we were drenched in sweat and probably going to need to have the sheets washed again, it just felt so amazing of a night to have after this evening and the fact that we were now admittedly in love and together as a couple spoke volumes about how far along we were and what we meant to one another. He curled himself around me in a protective manner that made me feel like all of my stressors in the world were gone.
"Mamo – chan…" I murmured as we were drifting off to sleep, "Hai?" he responded, "Do me a favor and set the alarms for work in the am, we don't want to be late." He groaned as that would require him to leave the bed but did so anyways to retrieve both of our phones from the evening and placed them on the night stands for charging as he set the alarms. Getting back into bed he responded, "Go to sleep…my Usako…" I drifted off into the realm of sleep with him behind me feeling more safe and content than I had in months.