FRIENDS

Party's and celebrations differ depending on what part of the world you're in; I know this as I have lived in England, Canada and Hawaii. But having a ball/dance in Ouran is like going to another planet. And it would be so bad if my "friends" hadn't all abandoned me.

Mori and honey I'm not really shore on what they're doing but, yep there nowhere to be seen, I'm sure Kyoya is having a love afire with a book. Haruhi is trying to get the host king out of the corner of emo …..Trying, whilst Renge was giving 101 outako lessons and Hikaru was off dancing

"Having fun?" I looked up at Karou, who was slightly pink in the cheeks, wearing a white pressed shirt with an orange tie and rose in his pocket, along with black pressed pants and a black waist coat, all host members had to were this, only changing their tie and rose to their "rose colour". Whilst all the girls were put in red...dresses. (Well some were put and asked others….kicked and forced... totally not me)

I forced a smile "sure, why wouldn't I be?"

He turned his body to the dance area "maybe because your giving every girl that comes up to my brother evils". Karou looked down on me, and I clutched the champagne glass of water tighter making my knuckles white trying to press and ignore the feeling which is in no way jealousy.

"Damn sly fox of a creepy twin" I mutter under my breath looking away. "I just think that there idiots I mean your brother can be a total tool" (I don't like him at all in the slightest at all…nope no crush over here a crush free zone, no romantic feelings of ANY kind .0/0)

"You know it's rude to insult people "I stuck my tongue out at him. "Very mature lexi"

I sighed "I'm getting some air" I rose from my set and ran my hand through my hair, trying to tame the blond messy curls that had been styled over one shoulder and reached just above my elbow.

"You okay?" I heard Karou ask.

I didn't even turn around "fine." I made a b-line to the balcony, slipping between the certain. I stood agents to the grey stone and let the cool wind hit my face. I rested my back up angst the railing and looked at myself in the glass reflection of the balcony door.

Renge had got hold of me a put me into Hika's mum's latest creations. A red dresses for was just above the knee, halter neck and no back in chiffon. Renge had parted my hair to a low side pony tail that sat over my shoulder.

I felt awkward, too pail and too plain for a dress like this.

I lifted my face up to the wind that cooled my face like silk,

"Not having fun" I looked across to Renge who had managed to creep right in front of me.

"Hardly, my mum liked parties like this when I was younger, of course not as rich or as fancy but even my friends would judge you; it's all about how you're presented." I grabbed the glass in my hand harder and turned to face the gardens below pressing my stomach on the marble railings.

"So running out side will help?"

I sighed "no but dad would take me out side and wed just watch the stars." I paused "tell my friends back home I'm this corny and I'll kill you"

I heard the light tap of her shoes as she made her way to the balcony with me "it's fine, I'm just glad I have more realistic fan girls here with me now." She crooked her head to face me "it's funny really"

"Mmmm Renge were friends right?"

"Well yea"

"Good, I mean I love the host club but I REALLY don't fit in"

"Neither do I, sometimes" I heard her sigh but she still smiled.