I'm updating today because I'm currently working on chapter forty. It will be longer than this chapter, because this chapter is build up! Check the notes at the bottom of the page! Some of you were confused about a couple things! Enjoy!

Chapter Thirty-Nine

She was completely fine. She was fine. She was holding Anthony, swimming, and enjoying herself with Rosalie. What had happened?

I had never felt such fear in my life, even when I was attacked by an al'oll as a small child. The fear ran through me like cold water. Then suddenly, the connection we shared with one another just disappeared as I was holding her in the water.

When I looked into her eyes, they had completely rolled into the back of her head, and she had begun shaking violently. Her nose began to bleed, the droplets covering her in a red splatter. Her thoughts were unreadable as well and tiny whimpers were struggling to leave her throat, as if where were struggling to breath. The entire ordeal was terrifying.

"Cradle her head, Edward," My mother said as she slid across the ground to get beside Bella.

"What is wrong with her?" I asked as I placed both of my hands under her precious head as she shook violently.

"I am not sure," My mother said as she pressed her ear against Bella's chest. "Just keep holding her and talking to her."

I nodded and pressed my lips against her ear. "My Bella, my Bella, come back to me. Please come back. Everything is alright. You are alright."

Her violent shaking suddenly stopped, and she sucked in a sharp breath. Her head fell over to the side, her eyes closed as she breathed heavily, as if she had run too much.

My mother lifted her eyelid. "Her eyes are back to normal."

"What happened to her?" Alice asked, her tone worried.

"I am not sure," My mother said. "Lift her up gently, let us take her to my hut. Her body is stressed."

I gently lifted Bella up and began walking her to my mother's hut. Alice, Emmett, and Rosalie, all followed us.

When I laid her down on the soft, leafy bed, Bella mumbled and opened her eyes just very slightly.

"Commercial break," She said so softly I almost did not hear her.

"What did she say?" Rosalie asked.

"Commercial break," Emmett told her before looking at me. "What does that mean?"

"She had a vision." I said as I stroked her hair out of her face. She closed her eyes again and went back to sleep. I pressed my lips against her forehead, feeling her temperature. She was still very hot.

"Perhaps her being pregnant makes her visions harder to come through," My mother said as she started tapping various spots on Bella's body, looking for reactions. "Maybe her brain and body just reacted to a vision."

"Maybe," I said as I continued to stroke her head. "My Bella."

Bella suddenly gasped, as if she lost her breath, her eyes flying open and looking around wildly. I grabbed her by the shoulders and held her securely so she could not hurt herself.

"Bella it is alright," My mother told her quietly. "Calm your heart."

She blinked several times before letting out a loud sob. She flung herself into my arms and started sobbing wordlessly. I held her gently and began rubbing her back.

"What did you see?" I asked her.

She pressed her face into my arm and mumbled something almost too low for me to hear.

"I would never be angry with you, my Bella." I whispered into her ear. "You can trust me."

She looked up at me, her eyes watering. "I-I'm sorry."

"What are you sorry for?" I asked her.

"I-I," She started but then stopped, letting out another sob.

"Shh, it is alright, my Bella." I told her again, placing my lips onto her forehead. "It is alright."

"Bella how do you feel, my love?" My mother asked as she stroked her cheek.

"I-I'm fine," She whispered.

"Have you eaten today?" Emmett asked. "You know, Rosalie would get lightheaded when she would not eat. Perhaps you should eat."

"I'm not hungry," Bella responded.

"You have not eaten yet," I told her softly. "It might be a good idea to eat."

"Yes Bella, let us get you some food." My mother said. "Alice, would you mind going and getting Bella some of the food I have prepared for her? You know where it is at."

"Yes mama," Alice said as she jumped to her feet and ran out of the hut.

Bella sat up a little more, still leaning on me for support. I stroked her hair out of her face and began to heat myself up as I felt her shiver. Her temperature was erratic, she was very hot several moments ago, but now, she was very cold.

"What did you see Bella?" I asked her once her tears stopped.

She shook her head and refused to look into my eyes. I wanted to grab her chin and turn her head to me, but I knew she was in a delicate state right now.

Alice returned with a wooden bowl that was filled with a mixture of food my mother had concocted for Bella. Alice placed the bowl on Bella's legs since her lap was preoccupied by her large stomach.

"Thank you, Alice," Bella whispered softly as she began to eat.

Her demeanor was strange. She was leaning against me, but she seemed as if she did not want to. Her emotions also felt very off. I could not understand why she was acting so strangely.

Bella's POV

I couldn't let Edward look into my eyes or else he'd tie me to our hut and never let me do what I had to do.

I ate my food without much word or fight. I was hungry, but I knew I needed strength.

"Bella, would you like to go back to our hut and rest for a while?" Edward asked me.

I turned my head to him, avoiding looking into his eyes. "That sounds nice."

"How do you feel Bella?" Esme asked, rubbing my stomach gently.

"I am fine, Esme." I told her with a little smile that I hoped was convincing.

Edward scooped me up into his arms and carried me back to our hut. As we walked, several people stopped us and asked if I was alright. Every time they did, I was embarrassed; I knew I had made a scene. Of course, whatever happened must've been bad because when I was finally aware of everything, I saw the blood Esme had wiped away from my face.

Several of them stopped us and rubbed my belly, giving me advice on what I should do. I thanked them and prayed that the interaction would be quick. I wanted to get back to our hut and start resting. I needed to rest up as much as I could. I also wanted to have some time with Edward because who knew how angry he'd be with me.

Once Edward sat me down in our hut, he started stroking my cheek and gently rubbing his nose against my cheek, inhaling my scent.

"Are you sure you are alright my Bella?" He asked.

"I am," I said as I grabbed his hands and kissed them. "I am sorry I scared you."

"As long as you are okay," He said pressing his lips against my forehead.

He was sitting down in a convenient position. As difficult as it was, with my large stomach and all, I threw my leg over him and sat down in a position that was instantaneously a turn on for both of us.

Edward placed his hands on my hips. "Bella you need to rest now."

I pressed my forehead against his. "I will rest, but… please… I need you."

He sighed very softly but started rubbing his lips along my neck in the way that I loved. I dampened at his touch and could finally forget what I had to do for a moment.

As soon as he smelled my slick his pintel hardened. He was already naked from where we went swimming, so when he hardened, it pressed right up against my back.

When he lifted me higher and his lips started moving down towards my cunnus I pulled away from him and quickly slid myself onto him, choking back the hiss as he filled me before I was wet enough.

"You were not ready," He whispered as I completely sunk down on him.

"I'm fine," I said before nibbling on his ear and causing his rare, but very erotic purr. That purr he made when I did something sexual that he really, really liked made me wet enough so that his pintel was finally comfortable within me.

He leaned back against the mountain ball of fur that was my pillow. Edward had made it for me when he realized that I slept more comfortably when I had something to lift my head up. The pillow was big enough to keep him elevated just enough so he was close but not crushing my large belly.

"Oh Edward," I moaned when his pintel began moving. I shuddered, the vibrations doing magical things to my insides, touching every sensitive nerve I had.

I closed my eyes and tipped my head back. I could still feel Edward's eyes on me. He never closed them, he always just wanted. At first it creeped me out and embarrassed me, but I realized that he loved watching because watching me experience pleasure added to his pleasure even more.

His hands moved up the sides of my body, towards my breasts. He remembered how sensitive my nipples were before touching them and pulled his hands away, settling for rubbing my sides gently.

We stayed connected together for a few hours, but I wasn't really counting. I was thankful that Edward could go as long as I could. I just wanted to be with Edward and feel him inside of me because who knew if this would be the last time.

As soon as my orgasms became painful, Edward stopped his pintel, but stayed inside of me as my breathing normalized. I leaned forward so our foreheads touching. Edward's lips gently pressed against mine as his fingernails gently rubbed up and down my spine.

"Are you certain you are alright?" He asked, placing his finger underneath my chin so I would look into his eyes.

I quickly cleared my mine before meeting his gaze. I had learned now that if I didn't want Edward knowing what I was thinking, then I had to clear my mind.

"I am fine. I promise." I said. "I just needed you."

He moved us into a more comfortable position on our sides. He didn't spin me around so that my back was facing his. He moved us so that we were still able to snuggle closely, but still looking into each other's eyes.

"I am worried about you," He said softly as he stroked the hair out of my face. He didn't have to tell me that he was worried because I could read his mind.

"I know," I whispered back. "I'm okay though."

"You scared me." He said.

"I know, but I'm okay." I smiled softly.

His thumb stroked my cheek gently. "You are hiding your thoughts from me."

I let out a very faint chuckle. "I am not. I just don't have anything on my mind."

He smiled softly. "Liar."

I rolled my eyes at him. "I don't. I swear."

"Mm hm." He said before leaning forward and kissing my nose.

I averted my gaze and looked down at his chin. His hand moved from my cheek to my back and began rubbing softly, purring ever so lightly.

"If I did something… really, really horrible, would you still love me?" I asked softly.

"There is nothing you could do that would ever make me stop loving you." He said in a soft, but firm tone.

"Would you forgive me?" I asked.

"Always."

"Even if what I did was probably the most horrible thing ever?"

"Why are you asking me this?" He said.

"I'm just curious." I lied.

He grabbed my chin and forced us to make eye contact. After hearing nothing but silence, he let out a sharp sigh.

"Stop hiding from me."

"I'm not," I said. "I'm just talking. Filling the silence."

"If there is something you are going to do, I would rather know so that I may help you."

I smiled at him. "I'm not doing anything. I'm just laying here."

He sighed. "I know when you are being devious and planning. Should I be worried?"

"No."

"You swear?"

I leaned forward and kissed his chin softly. "I swear."

Hope you enjoyed! Below, there are notes for all of you who are confused:

- One or Two Babies: Right now, Bella believes there are two babies. She doesn't talk about it because it makes everyone afraid. And even though Bella believes she is having two, there's a good chance she might have only one. You never know. Hell, I don't even know, I haven't gotten that far ahead in writing yet ha-ha.

- Big Belly: Bella has a large belly because Edward's son (spoiler alert) is very large annnd with him *possibly* sharing space, it's bound to be cramped. Yes, she is going to get bigger, right now, she looks like she's 36 weeks pregnant. Of course, she does, before she was pregnant, she was very scrawny. And being on the island, eating only healthy stuff and not eating very much, she lost even more weight. In the other world, she weighed 115(Kirsten Stewarts actual weight) but when she came to the island, she dropped down to about 100 pounds. I did a little research on this, and people typically lose a lot of weight when stranded. However, Bella is not emaciated, because the nutrients of the food and the water on the island are more than enough to sustain her. Bella is going to get large because of the baby(ies) but it is normal for the women to get very large at this stage and then their growth stops. And please remember, this is Bella's first pregnancy! She's nervous and she has no idea how pregnancies go for the women on this island.

Hopefully this cleared up some confusion! If you have anymore questions, let me know!