To bear (im still calling you that so suck it up) im okay really, hope you can find the hidden message in this really I do.
And as allways "IM FINE"
I sat with my younger brother on our bed as he cried, I could hear his breath catch and then choke out in hiccups that were gasping out, at the same I could feel the shaky torso vibrate with each struggling breath he took. my shoulder was damp as I was starting to feel the tears hit the skin below my shirt.
His ginger soft lock tickled my neck and the smell of salt was getting stronger, but I don't move. I couldn't, he was crying well no that's the wrong word, sobbing maybe? No brawling, well that is closer but it seemed harsher than that.
My shoulders tensed as I heard the door open, I tilted my head to the side, my eyes softened from the harsh narrow slits when I saw lex'. She bit her lip in pain; I guess this hurt her too.
Karou and amber had broken up, mutual Karou had said right before bursting into tears. Amber to be fair had never really loved Karou as much as Tamaki loved Haruhi or Kas with kaylee, but she cared for him all the same. However it wasn't THE same. More friendship and I guess she realised this when meeting Joe her new boyfriend apparently, nice guy he swore blind. Not that that stopped me from growling at her and not that that stopped lexi from hitting me hard round my shoulder.
I guess it was hard for him, but he hadn't showed it in the club these last few days just smiled and acted. But I saw through it, how could I not? It's true that maybe Karou was not as trilled as the others but his was still happy as I guess he always will be, I mean he just wants the girl to be happy.
Its only when he gets home that he will brawl like this, and I will let him, but maybe a almost two weeks is pushing it. however we only found out 2 days ago when he just couldn't stop.
Lexi laid the tea tray she and our maids have maid down on the bed side table and I started to make small soothing circles on his back like I did when we were kids.
I looked up at lex her back was turned as she tried to open the window. She had many boyfriends before me, but I guess she never suffered or was hurt by them. When she dated matt they were both kids although even now I guess she has a soft spot for them, when dating Ethan it was mostly ne one sided on his part, Ewan was just a mess, she really had no feeling for the boy but she can't say no when someone asks her out to her face.. She had a crush on one guy at one point but that left as quickly as it came. Matt she had another crush on him, she got over that . . . I hope
I guess I can relate slightly better after Haruhi and the boss got together but me and her were never together so neither of us can really feel what he is going through.
A loud crash made us both jerk our heads up in sunrise, Lexi was sat on the floor, face cringed and rubbing her head, one side of the curtain had fallen with her after hitting her on her hollow head.
"owwww that hurt" I vaguely heard her whine, but I wasn't paying attention because Hikaru was laughing, hysterically, clutching his sides and letting it roll out, there wear tears own his face but whether they were from sadness or laughter was a mystery.