It was barely 5:30AM but Natasha already had a bag packed ready and waiting for her at her bedroom door, she couldn't turn on a light for fear of waking up her sisters so reading was not an option. All she could do was lie on her bed and watch the sun slowly creep up on the horizon. Today was the day, her first mission alone with Clint, her sisters were all excited and jealous of her. Natasha regretted to think of what they would say if she had told them about the kiss.
A stupid-school-girl smile broke out on her lips, she still couldn't believe it. While she had been packing her sisters bombarded her with advice, they knew she only had to act in love when they were in public but they still wanted to help: hold his hand all the time, look at him with a dreamy expression, a woman in love should give long lingering kisses that leave men weak at the knees and craving more and to always smile like she, for lack of a better phrase from her sisters, had just had 100 orgasms.
Natasha had blushed furiously but took their advice and assured them she would be fine.
A soft knocked at the door jolted her from her thoughts "It's time to go" one of her father's personal guards, one of the higher-up Black Widows, had come to escort her to the airport. With her luggage in the boot, Natasha got on the car that was waiting outside, along with the other Black Widow. Natasha tried to make small-talk with her but she ignored her attempts, finaly though Natasha asked about Clint and why he wasn't with them "Agent Barton is already at the airport and will meet you there".
That was the end of any possible conversation they could have had.
Natasha breathed a sigh of relief when they finally got to the airport and thanked her escort and went to find Clint. After waiting around she started to feel slightly worried until she felt a tap on her shoulder, she turned and was greeted by a smiling Clint "Good morning sweetie"
"I asked you not to call me that" Natasha's voice was stern but lost its effect when she smiled back "So, today is that day huh?" she asked while taking her bags over to a seat and sitting down.
Clint sat next to her "Yeah, I have some more information for you from father. I'll show you on the plane or when we get there. Remember, we might look like we're on vacation but we're not. This is work. Don't lose yourself in the scenario"
"Is that you talking?" Natasha was surprised at Clint's firmness
"Just some last advice from father, I told him I would keep you in check" he smiled
"But then who will keep you in check?"
Natasha knew already that this was going to be a hard mission.
The Sunset Paradise Resort was and had everything a honeymooning couple could want. Horseback riding on the beach, 5 star dining every night, a day spa and countless hiking trails with plenty of private places hidden near them. Natasha kept pointing out new things to Clint as they made their way to the chick-in counter, they already had a reservation "Hello, my name is Maria how may I help you?"
"We should have a reservation under Parker" Clint smiled at Maria but then turned back to Natasha and brought her close to him and whispered in her ear "act in love"
Natasha took her queue and wrapped her arms around him and nuzzled into his chest, her cheeks burned and she thanked God that it looked like it was part of the act "Ok Mr and Mrs Parker your room is 301, here is your key and I hope you have a pleasant stay"
They took their bags up to the room, Clint kept hold of Natasha all the way up to the room. On the way they got their first glimpse of their target: Ian McMasters. Ian and his wife were coming out of their room, his wife was smiling from ear to ear and carrying a large tote bag and wearing a light summer dress. Ian caught sight of them and smiled "Hi, are you guys just checking in?" he asked
"Yeah" Clint extended a hand and introduced himself "Jim Parker and this" he gestured toward Natasha "is my darling new wife, Natalie" Natasha smiled and shook Ian's hand and pretended not to notice as Ian's eyes travelled up and down her body
"Another couple! You both look so beautiful together!" Ian's wife stepped forward "we must get together while you're staying here! We could do dinner, lunch, hiking and all that!"
"Maybe when we have settled in, but we will take you up on that offer" Clint smiled and turned to open the door to their room and left Ian and is wife in the hall way.
Natasha took in the room. It was beautiful. Lush cream coloured carpet covered the floors and felt like the softest thing in the world. The furniture was all oak and fancy and gave the room a welcoming feel. Natasha flopped down on the couch that felt like it could swallow her whole "this is amazing!" she said excitedly
"You've stayed in hotels before" Clint smiled "why is this so amazing?"
"It's just nicer that's all" Natasha got up and stopped smiling and took on her most serious face "but we're not here for vacation, we're here to work" a smile broke out on her face again
"Well, first I need a shower, no offence but you look like you need one too. Why don't we go exploring after we have cleaned up a bit?"
"Sounds good, maybe we can get a lunch date with McMasters and his wife sooner than we thought?"
Clint smiled and left her to take a shower.
Natasha took this time to unpack her bag. Natasha had no idea what to take on this mission, pack light with the essentials or go all out since this was meant to be a honeymoon? She had let her sisters help her and as soon as she opened her bag she regretted it.
Sexy nighties, matching thongs, bikinis, high heels and much more. What were her sisters thinking?! I guess this is meant to be a honeymoon Natasha gingerly picked up a silk black nightie and held it against herself I am NOT wearing this! She went into the bedroom, the soft sound of rushing water told her that Clint was still in the bathroom.
Natasha tried not to think about it and went through her case again, dumping the sexy clothes on the bed she picked out a simple shirt and a pair of denim shorts to wear after her shower.
Picking up the other clothes and nightwear Natasha walked over to the cupboard, a noise behind her made her jump and she quickly threw the clothes in and shut the door
"Are those for my benefit?" Natasha turned to see Clint standing there, her cheeks flushed, he was wearing a towel around his waist and the rest of him was still damp and there was steam rising off him.
"No, my sisters just went a bit overboard that's all" Natasha looked away and grabbed her clothes "if you're done with the bathroom, I think it's my turn" she stepped around Clint and headed for the shower
"You know Nat, if we're on our 'honeymoon' you should get used to seeing me like this" Clint reasoned
"I will…just in my own time!" Natasha shut the door.
The bathroom was huge. There was enough room for a shower and a very spacious bath, deciding against the shower Natasha decided on a bath. Filling it up would give her time to think about the mission ahead. Natasha had just seen Clint in nothing but a towel, he was right though, she would have to get used to it but it was just…that it was Clint. Not for the first time, Natasha began to doubt herself but Clint said that he would be there with her and help her. She was a Black Widow and a Black Widow did whatever she needed to do to get the job done.
Natasha looked in the large mirror at herself and tried to smile the way a newlywed would, she thought about Clint and how he looked so relaxed with her when he touched her pretending to be her husband. They hadn't kissed since they were given this mission. Natasha blushed but then scolded herself, she would have to kiss him plenty more on this mission and she had to get used to the idea but you already are said a voice in her head you want another and even more than that. You heard your sisters talking about it before: touching, kissing, the feelings…you want to try it out yourself Natasha turned away from the mirror and turned off the tap to the bath.
The water was steaming and she let out a soft moan as she sank into it, there was a small bottle that, when she opened it, smelled like lavender, smiling to herself she poured all its contents in the water and breathed in deeply. The smell would calm her, she thought, but her body and mind were wide awake with imaginations.
When she was younger, her sisters tried to help her in the ways of pleasure, she remembered it well:
Anya sat on her bed after telling Natasha a recounting of her last mission, she had been brave in killing four men all by herself. Afterward she felt that she would reward herself "…and he kissed me and his hands were –"
"Anya! I don't want to hear this!" Natasha covered her ears while her other sisters giggled at her
"You're going to have to learn sooner or later" one said
"You'll be going on missions soon, you'll need to be prepared" said another in a seductive tone
"I am, we all are! We have been training our whole lives" Natasha shot back
"Not that kind of training, Nat. Like this" Anya got up and went over to the other girl and kissed her on the mouth, long and lingering. They both giggled and kissed again and again getting more and more passionate "Like that, dear sister" Anya smiled
"No…I don't think I need it…and I can guess what it feels like anyway, I don't need you to show me" Natasha wanted nothing more than to get out of there but Anya took hold of her hand and pulled her close "I don't need it"
"You do. You need to know how to make a man happy before you kill him. We all did this Natasha, now it's your turn to learn. Don't worry it won't hurt – you'll love it"
"But–" Natasha tried to say but Anya swooped in and kissed her, bringing her closer to her. Natasha tried to pull away but another of the girls, the one who kissed Anya, came up behind Natasha and started kissing her neck and stroking her back and sides.
Natasha again tried to pull back, Anya let her go but only so that her lips could be caught by the other girls, Anya began to touch Natasha in a loving way, running her hands up and down her body and smiling when Natasha let out an involuntary moan.
Natasha pulled away again and this time tried to look serious as she caught her breath "Ok, I know about kissing, that's fine. I don't need anymore" but her eyes screamed that she wanted more, this was stirring things inside her that she never knew were there
"You need to know a lot more than that" Anya sat Natasha down on the bed and placed a hand between her legs, spreading them apart "if you can please yourself and know what you want and what you like then you can please any man"
"But I don't…I just…I have never" Natasha stammered
"We know, that's what we're here for" Anya whispered and licked her ear "to help. Just relax and it'll be a lot easier for us" Natasha didn't feel like she wanted to but her body was opening up to them, betraying her.
Anya and the other girl started kissing her again, Anya kissing Natasha's lips and neck, while the other kissed her breasts and stomach. Natasha lay back and let their hands roam over her body but then felt goosebumps rise on her skin as Anya's hand went up her thigh and higher and higher until it hit her sweet spot. Natasha gasped in shock and pleasure, Anya smiled at her as she worked her thumb to her clit, starting slow and then getting faster and faster. Natasha moaned louder as Anya picked up speed and then inserted a finger between her folds and palmed her, each time she thrust inwards, her palm hit Natasha's clit and was rewarded with another moan.
Natasha could do nothing except roll in the wave of emotion rushing threw her body, she kissed her sister back as the other girl kissed her and licked her bottom lip, Natasha moaned as light fingers pinched her nipple through her shirt.
Anya now curved her finger upwards and tried to find Natasha G-Spot and knew she found it when Natasha started to thrust out with her hips nearly screaming with so much pleasure "…that's it" Anya whispered "there" her tongue licked Natasha's clit as she pounded her "come on, sister, come for me. Almost there!"
Natasha could feel something within her and silently begged for it to come out, she needed it she wanted it she was ready…
Natasha gasped and tried to hold on a scream as her orgasm took over her body, giving her wave after wave of pleasure. To muffle the noise, Natasha dunked her head under the water and let out the scream. Her vision was blocked by the bubbles but she didn't care about that. When she finally came up for air she leaned back against the tub to catch her breath and think. Natasha hadn't thought about that event often, only when she was pent up with rage or frustrated did she let herself get swept away like that.
Natasha knew that she was attracted to boys and men, but she had never had any experience doing that other than with her sisters. It was all she had to go on.
Natasha heard a noise outside the bathroom and sank a little deeper into the water thinking about what Clint had said and how she was going to have to get used to it for the mission to be a success. Shaking her head and thinking herself stupid, Natasha grabbed a towel and got out of the bath then, with a feeling unease and slight confidence, she wrapped her towel around herself before existing the bathroom.
Clint was busy unpacking and had his back to her when she came into the bedroom but he had heard her come in "I think it would be a good idea to check this place out, Natasha. See where everything is so we know our surroundings, what do you –" Clint had turned around but was at a loss for words. Natasha was standing in front of him in nothing but a towel.
Her red hair loose around her shoulders and dripping slightly, the towel snug around her body and showing off her curves ever so slightly. Clint knew he shouldn't stare but his mouth hung open a little and he couldn't take his eyes away, Natasha sauntered over to him and closed his mouth with her hand, Clint's skin burned at her touch, Natasha smiled "Oh Clint, you're going to have to get used to seeing me like this" she kissed his cheek and then went back into the bathroom to change.
Clint sat down on the bed, taking deep breaths in and out, stay focused Barton! You have a mission within a mission! Clint's head spun, how was he going to keep track of both his missions? He shook his head and scolded that he was here to help Natasha. He would do this mission for Ivan but then he would save her.
A/N: I know it has been so long since I last updated! I'm very sorry. I have never written anything smutty before, it was knew to me and quite difficult.