Okay the moment you've all been waiting for. I'm updating the story. I want to give a shout out to RoganJalex for continuing to review on my stories. Thank you. I also want to thank all my other fans like The Lost Warrior =). One thing is bugging me though. Chapter 4 has no reviews and it was the chapter where they confessed their feelings to each other. Anyways lets get to this chapter. Here is chapter 13.

Chapter 13

I could tell you I really was dumbfounded. It was a very romantic request. There was a problem. There would be signs everywhere saying Missing Kids. Mom and dad would know exactly why we both ran away.

"Justin how would we do that? We just can't pack up our things and leave. Mom and dad would both know why we did." I pointed out. He seemed to have a better idea though. Because he smiled and still had his thinking face on.

"Well there is where you're wrong, Alex. You're 18 and I'm 19. I could say I'm going to college and you could move out into an apartment. It works just as simple as that. I would move in with you and we could get jobs to support us." he sounded enthusiastic. It didn't sound like a bad plan though.

"Well we could do that. But wouldn't mom and dad then want me to go to college to? I mean they want me to have a decent education to." I sighed. Maybe the plan wasn't so flawless. There would always be something wrong with our relationship.

"Well ya. We can find a way around that. We can find a way Alex. I don't wanna lose you." he said firmly. Then he kissed me fiercely on the lips. It made me weaken. Maybe we would find a way. He really did love me and I loved him. Maybe more than he loved him. Justin pulled me closer to him. There was a light knock at the door. We broke apart immediately. He then shoved me into the closet. I yelped and slid into the closet corner. The door opened.

"Justin? I'd like to talk to you about something," it sounded like mom. "We were wondering when you would ever go to college. I mean you're 19 now. We know how much you wanted to go to Harvard for their Math program. You have the scholarship. It's just in Massachusetts. Were you still thinking about going?" mom sounded pretty serious. He never told me he wanted to go to Harvard? That's in Massachusetts?! He would be leaving then.

"I was thinking about it. It still sounds a good idea. I mean if I want to be a math professor I better get ready soon. I mean the school season is starting up again soon." he sounded happy. I guess I was in the way of his education. I had heard him talking about wanting to go to college before but never knew that far away.

"Well that sounds like a good idea. We better start getting you all prepared. But really Justin, a mathematics teacher? You could do something better. Like maybe a computer software type person." mom laughed. A teacher? Justin had been a good wizard teacher. I mean he was a nice person. That would make a great teacher.

"Mom, I really want this. I'm good at it. This is what I want to do. I've decided." he said. I felt like my heart had shattered. He was going away, for a long time. Maybe even for forever. Even though I couldn't see her, I know mom was going to cry.

"Oh okay Justin. If that's what you want then I'm happy for you. You're going to do amazing." mom's voice was cracking. Then I heard the door slam again and I knew she left. Tears were slowing falling down my cheeks. So much for living with Justin. There was no way I would be going to Massachusetts . He had lied. He said he would find a way. There was no way. Justin opened the closet. Light poured into it.

"You said there was a way! But your moving out of state. There is no possible way for us to be together if your moving because I'm not moving with you. Wouldn't that be just a bit weird to our parents. At least you'll be happy. Maybe you'll even find a lovely women." my voice was weak and I stomped out of his room. Then I sat in my room and cried. It was horrible. My throat started to burn. When I finally stopped, I took a deep breath. Life was horrible. Why did he have to leave? The one good thing for me had to leave. Well maybe I would forget that I loved him. There was only one way to do that though. To die. Before I knew it, there was a switchblade at my wrists and there was blood streaming down them. I tried hard not to scream and cry out. The pain was worth everything though. There was so much blood there. Then before I knew it my eyes slowly closed. Maybe I had gotten what I wanted at last.

I squinted, waking in a small room was bright. Both of my arms were covered with something. I was in a hospital. So I wasn't dead. But I was close to dying. No one was in the room yet. There was a beeping sound somewhere and it was so annoying! My arms still slightly hurt though. Justin burst into the room.

"Alex! Oh honey I thought you really did kill yourself." his face looked pale and there were bags under his eyes. He looked like he had been crying. He rushed over to me, relief all over his face. He was so gentle with me though. Justin kissed my neck and my cheek and my forehead, all over.

"I'm fine. You don't have to worry." I said nonchalantly. He shook his head and laughed. Justin was being really gentle with me. I don't know why. I was fine as far as I knew.

"You are not fine. When I came and saw all the blood on the floor I thought you were dead. You scared me half to death. You were all bruised and bloody. Don't you dare do that again." he demanded. Then he kissed the top of my head. I had really hurt him. What was I thinking?

"I- I'm sorry. I won't do it again." I mumbled. I don't know if I could keep to that though. Then someone else burst through. Mason. My heart melted at the sight of him. He rushed over to me and took my hand. He looked really upset. Justin backed up a little.

"Alex! I just got the call. How are you feeling? Are you ok? I'm sorry." he rushed. It was nice having him over here. It was nice to know he cared. I smiled.

"I'm feeling fine. Don't worry." I replied. The rest of the night, I hung out with Mason. We talked and he brought me food. He told me stories and jokes.

Okay and that's where it ends. Hopefully you liked it =). Writing that chapter I had so many ideas come to me. If you have any requests feel free to ask. If you want to have your OC in here just ask. Review, favorite, or follow. ~~One and Only Gossip Girl~~