Spencer's POV
"She leaves next Friday." I say after I get done telling Jessica, Mia and Aiden about what's going on with Ashley. After I dropped Ashley off at her house, I stopped home and got some cloths. I went back to Mia's house and took a shower and changed. When I was done she informed me that we were going to meet Jess and Aiden at the mall. We've been here all day. We finally sat down ten minutes ago and that's when I told them the reason Ashley broke up with me.
"I don't know what to do." I say putting my head down on the table.
"Stop drinking." Mia says and I give her that 'what the fuck does that have to do with anything' look. "Just like us," she says motioning between herself, Jessica and Aiden. "Ashley doesn't like it when you try to drink away your problems…"
"Yeah, I mean if some how she does end up staying she's not going to want to be with a drunk." Jessica says finishing up Mia's point.
"Okay," I say wanting to get off the subject of my drinking habits. "But back to what I…" I don't finish my sentence before my phone starts ringing. "Hello…Uhg… but I… okay. Bye." I say into the phone then hang up. It was my mom bitching me out for not coming home for two nights in a roll. Last night I didn't even call her to tell her I wasn't coming home.
"Who was that?" Aiden asks.
"Ugh… my mom she wants me home." I tell him. Aiden nods his head and offers to take me home.
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"You're grounded." My mom says as soon as I step in the door. I stop in my tracks and look over at her on the living room couch. "If you come home after curfew or don't call home and ASK to spend the night somewhere else. You will be grounded." She says turning around and motioning for me to come over.
"Curfew?" I ask flopping down next to her on the couch. I never had a curfew. My grandma didn't care what time I came home or didn't as long as I wasn't getting into trouble, and my mom just never brought it up until now.
"Yeah, it's at eleven on school days and one on weekends." She says giving me that look that says 'It's not up for discussion.'
"Okay, I got it." I say taking in this new restriction.
"Ashley's waiting for you in your room." My mom say turning off the TV.
"She is?" I ask even though she clearly just told me she was.
"Yeah, so are you two, back together?" She turns to face me.
"No… I don't know." I say putting my feet on the couch and pulling them into me. "It's like we never broke up for real. You know what I mean? I mean yeah we didn't really talk for a good week but when we saw each other again it was so easy to just kiss her and hold her, without even thinking about it. I start telling her, getting lost in my thoughts. "Yeah, she told me it was over, but she kisses me back when I kiss her and she doesn't hesitate to come into my arms when she needs comfort or just because I want to hold her." I smile a little at how unbroken up we are.
"So… why are you guys not together or at least saying you're not, when you pretty much still are?"
"She's moving to Washington next week." I say and my smile leaves my face at the thought of being away from her.
"Sorry sweetie." She says giving me a kiss on the head while getting up. "Go upstairs she's waiting on you." I nod my head and began to make my way to the stairs. "Hey Spencer," I turn around to face my mom. "Matt's asleep right now, I go to work in an hour. Remember you said you'd watch him." She say turning around to leave once I tell her I remember and promise not to get into any trouble while she's at work.
"Hey." I whisper when I open my bedroom door and see Ashley sitting in front of my bed, leaning back against it.
"Hi." She smiles at me. I take a seat beside her and lean into kiss her but she turns her face away.
"What's wrong?" I ask gently taking her face between my hands and turning her it to look at me.
"Friends don't kiss." She says trying to turn away but I keep her in place.
"We're not friends." I say my lips touching hers as I talk.
"We're not together either." She says closing her eyes.
"I want to be." I say quickly pecking her on the lips. "I want you." I peck her lips again. "I love you," I give her another peck. "No matter where you are." I say kissing her longer, she kisses back.
"Stop." She says breaking the kiss after a minute and scooting away from me.
"Stop what Ashley?" I ask grabbing her outstretch foot to stop her from moving. "What do you want me to stop, baby?" I ask once I'm right in front of her on my knees.
"Stop making this hard," She says with tears in her eyes. "I told you I don't want a long distance relationship with you. So just stop everything your doing. We are NOT together. So you don't get to just kiss me, touch me and say those things to me whenever you want." She says standing up and sitting on the edge of my bed.
"Ashley…" I say moving between her legs and resting our foreheads together. "Please just forget about everything that's happening, that's trying to keep us apart and be my girlfriend." I say kissing her again, this time she doesn't kiss back instead she pushes mw away as soon as my lips touch hers.
"I said no." She says trying to move. I grab on to her hips and keep her still.
"Why are you even here if you don't want anything to do with me?" I ask feeling the anger rising in me.
"I didn't say anything about not wanting to do with you. I just don't want to fuck you." She says successfully pushing me away and standing up.
"Oh… so I ask you to be my girlfriend again and you think I just want to fuck you." I say standing up to face her.
"NO!" She yells. "You know what I meant, I …"
"No I don't know what you meant." I say, anger clearly showing in my voice.
"Forget it… just…" She stops and takes a seat back on my bed.
"Ash…" I get cut off by a knock on my door.
"Spencer, I'm leaving make sure you check on Matt." My mom say and I nod my head. "Bye Ashley." She says and gives me a kiss on the cheek.
"I'll be right back." I tell Ashley about to follow my mom out my door to check on my little brother.
"No. I think I'm a go home." Ashley gets off of my bed, walking toward me and the door.
"No." I say shutting my bedroom door and blocking it so she can't leave. "Just stay here tonight."
"Spencer… we can't even talk without it breaking out into an argument. And I didn't come here to argue with you." She says trying to get pass.
"Then tell me why you came." I say grabbing her hands and pulling her into me. "Hmm baby?" I ask staring into her eyes.
"Because I can't stay away," she says into my shoulder after a minute.
"Hey," I say getting her to look at me. "Stay."
"Okay." She says and I peck her on the lips a couple of time before leaving to check on Matt.
Ashley's POV
"He's a cutie." I say referring to Spencer's little brother, Matt. He just woke up when she left to check on him. We didn't talk anymore after I agreed to spend the night. We just played with Matt and watched some TV. It's eleven and Matt just went back to sleep, Spencer and I are getting ready for bed and her room. Once we finally finish getting dressed we lie on our sides of the bed and look up the ceiling.
"We graduate in three months." Spencer breaks the silence. "Are you coming back, when you're done?"
"Will you be waiting for me?" I ask turning to face her.
"Yeah…" She whisper turning on her side to face me too.
"What if I'm different… what if you're different?" I ask quietly.
"It's three months Ashley, how much can we change between." She says scooting closer to me.
"Look at me. I changed so much in the last couple of months. It could happen. And not to mention, what if you met someone else?" I say closing my eyes.
"I won't." She says against my lips. "I only want you." Spencer's kissing me softly.
"Mmm… yeah for now." I say kissing her back.
"No. I want you to be my wife." She says kissing my neck and I giggle.
"You're only seventeen, Spence. I'm sure once you're out of school, you'll be thinking about other things." I say helping her take off her shirt.
"Never." She says throwing her shirt to the floor. "I'm still going to want you as my wife." She says kissing my stomach. "Do you want to be my wife?" She asks cupping both my breast and each of her palms.
"Yes." I breathe out. "I want to be your everything." I say bringing her back up to kiss me.
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I wake up to a little boy jumping on me. I open my eyes and Matt is sitting on my stomach grinning.
"Hey, Matt get off your sister in law, so she can get up and make us breakfast." Spencer says coming into the room and lifting Matt off of me.
"Morning." I say smiling at their interaction. He's giggling as Spencer spends him around a few times and playfully drops him on the bed.
"Hey baby." She says leaning over and giving me a short good morning kiss.
"Yay! You guys are back together." Aiden says from the door way.
"No. We're not." Spencer says giving me a look then turning to look at her friend.
"But you guys totally had sex." Jessica pops up behind Aiden.
"No. We just slept." I say removing the cover so they see I'm fully cloth. Last night we did do some groping but there was no sex.
"No sex with the pose to be ex?" Stacy asks Spencer, appearing out of nowhere.
"Hey! My little brother is still here so can we talk about something else."
"Plus Stacy, it's none of your business." I say annoyed by her presence. Why are they all here anyway?
"Sorry… I was just wondering. Cause you know when Spencer and I broke up we still screwed all the time." She says with at smirk.
"Aiden, can you take Matt to the kitchen? And Stacy you can follow him." Spencer says handing Matt over to Aiden and shutting the door behind him and Stacy. Jessica had been walked off.
"Why is she here?" I ask Spencer while putting on my shoes.
"We're all pose to hang out today and maybe hit the Mall again. You should come." Spencer says sitting next to me.
"No thank you." I say getting up without looking at her and walking to the door.
"Hey," She grabs my hand and turns me around and pins me between her and the door. "It'll be fun." She says kissing my neck.
"Again why is Stacy going? She's not like Aiden, Jessica and I'm sure Mia's going…. Those are your best friends but Stacy is just some girl that wants to fuck you." I ask pulling her head away from my neck.
"You mean again?" She says and I raise an eyebrow and confusion. She smirks. "She wants to fuck me again. Remember she is an ex." I push her way from me.
"Well go fuck her AGAIN Spencer!" I yell at her trying to open her door but she push it shut.
"I was just playing."
"You're not funny." I tell her leaning against her door.
"You know since we've been together or even since you broke up with me, I haven't been with anyone else, right?" I nod my head. "Then don't let her little comments get you upset. She knows the only one who touches me is my wife and that's you." I smile at her words. She just insists on calling me her wife.
"Kiss me." I demand and she does just as asked.
"Can I spend the night with you?" She asks breaking the kiss.
"Yeah." I say kissing her again.
My mom picked me up twenty minute later. While waiting I tried my best not to slap the shit out of Stacy. I know Spencer is not doing anything with her, But the bitch is still annoying. Now I'm sitting at home packing and waiting for Spencer to come over. I know it's a bad idea for us to keep carrying on like I'm not leaving in a week. It's just making it harder. But like I said before, I can't stay away.
TBC