Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally or the Disney Channel. I don't own the song lyrics either in this chapter.
Ally's POV
Gavin just got to the hospital, he runs over to me once he gets out of his car. We walk back into the hospital and I notice that no one is at the front desk, huh, that's weird. We walk hand in hand over to the elevator and get in and head up to the second floor. We took the elevator because I knew that I needed to regain my composure after Piper interrupted Austin and I. Gavin intertwines our hands and we walk onto the elevator. We ride the elevator up and reach Austin's floor. We walk out of the elevator and down the corridor that leads to Austin's room. When we reach Austin's room I see something that breaks my heart. I fight back to keep in the tears in my eyes.
Austin. Piper. Kissing.
I cough loudly to interrupt their little make out session. They both jerk away from each other. Gavin and I walk into the room, we stand there awkwardly for a minute. He doesn't know that I've met Piper before and she's an intern here.
Gavin decides to break the tension and speaks,
"Hey man! How are you feeling?"
Austin responds, "I'm alright, at least my pretty boy face is still in tact." Gavin just laughs at how un-humble Austin's being right now.
I think to myself,
Yeah for now. You fucken lying bastard.
Piper is still standing there and I send daggers in her direction motioning for her to not even think about leaving. She stands there frozen. PERFECT.
"Gavin honey. I'm kind of thirsty. Do you think you could get me some coffee downstairs in the cafeteria?"
"Sure Angel, anything for you. I know how you like it." Gavin replies sweetly as he exits kissing my forehead.
Piper starts to move but I stop her, "Where the fuck do you think you're going?"
"Ally I-I-I-. You what? You fucken bimbo? You know I find it extremely ironic that you're the same bitch who refused to give me Austin's room information. And when I walk in here-"
Austin interjects, "Baby, I can explain-"
Piper looks at Austin confused and looks back to me even more confused.
Wow, so not only is she a bimbo but she's also unintelligent. Just peachy!
"You, shut it. I don't want to hear whatever lame ass excuse you have for this."
"And as for you - "
I grab her by her hair and throw her into the wall. I don't know what came over me. She stands up and I slap her across the face. The nerve of this bitch, she obviously doesn't understand girl code.
Girl Code. Right, and that's really while you're mad? Are you sure it's not some sort of territorial thing?
The worst part is, is that she saw me and Austin sleeping next to each other on his hospital bed. She's probably the one that's the crazy fan girl. If looks could kill Piper would be dead.
"I'm only going to say this once. Get the FUCK OUT!"
Piper scrambles to her feet and runs out of the room and probably to the nearest bathroom, but I'm so angry that I could care less.
Austin opens his mouth to speak, "Wow, that was seriously hot." He reaches for my hand and pulls me towards him, starts to lean in. I can't believe that he's trying to kiss me after I saw him fucken kiss Piper. I wriggle out of his grip and move to stand at the end of his bed.
"Austin, once Gavin gets back I'm leaving with him. You get out of the hospital tomorrow anyways and I'm sure you want to spend some time with Piper."
"But, you can't leave me for him. Ally, I don't want you to go. Let me explain." Austin's begging but I'm standing firm.
"It's too late to apologize." I said quoting one of my favorite songs.
I continue, "Maybe you should have thought about that before you kissed Piper." I walk slightly towards him.
Austin spits back, "You can't seriously be mad about that when you're with Gavin."
Now I'm really pissed, "Wow, Austin. So much for being with me and not officially being together being enough for you. Thanks for lying to me."
"Baby, please just stop." He's looking at me with those pleading eyes and I know that he's hoping that I will soften and cave, but I'm not.
Is he fucken serious?
"No. Fuck Off. As a matter of fact, go fuck yourself or better yet, Piper." I can see the pain in Austin's eyes, he winces like I just kicked a puppy. I know that he's never slept with anyone, hell I've never even slept with anyone yet. I want it to be special and with the guy that I love.
...
Our discussions interrupted when Gavin returns with my coffee. "Hey angel. So, I know from yesterday that you like French Vanilla, cream and two sweet and low so that's what I brought you."
I touch his face not caring if Austin's watching or even remotely mad at the moment, "Thanks handsome. I really appreciate it. "
We stay with Austin a few more minutes and then leave the hospital. I gave him a cold goodbye and a half hearted smile and the most distant one armed hug possible, while I'm hugging him he says he whispers into my hair,
"I'm not going to stop fighting for you. You're the one I want."
I just shrug it off, and Gavin and I say goodbye to Austin. As we walk out of the room Gavin wraps his arm around my waist in a protective manner. I could feel Austin glaring at Gavin from his room but he deserved a taste of his own medicine.
Scene Change
"Angel, I've noticed that you seem tense. Are you alright?"
"Oh yeah, Gavin. I'm probably just tired. I haven't eaten much either."
"Would you like to get something to eat?"
"Not right now, I'm just going to head to home."
Gavin hugs me and tells me to just give him a call when I'm up for getting together.
"How about we go to dinner later on?"
I notice that his smile brightens and it's almost as nice as Austin's. I feel a twinge of pain in my heart. I know exactly what I'm going to do when I get home.
"Sounds great Angel. It's a date. I'll call you around 5:00pm."
Gavin hugs me, kisses my forehead and goes to get into his pickup truck. He goes to pull away and looks confused.
"Wait!"
I must have cut him off-guard. He plays with the tendrils of my slightly still curled hair staring into my eyes intently. He leans in and so do I. His lips are mine so fast that I can't even think let alone react fast enough.
Oh my god! What am I doing?
Kissing your boyfriend.
This just feels wrong.
Because it's not Austin? How do you really feel?
This kiss is different, it's sweet, genuine and pure just like Gavin. It looks like Austin didn't ruin everything after all.
Way to ignore my question, stop being a bitch. I want you to follow your heart. Now whose is it with? Austin or Gavin?
I don't know.
Liar.
My thoughts are interrupted by a concerned dirty blonde, "What was that for Angel?" Gavin pulls away with the cutest smile and leans his forehead with mine.
"I just wanted to say thank you for being so sweet and worrying about me. I'll see you later." He kisses my forehead gets in his pick up trick and then leaves.
Scene Change
I finally reach my house and walk through the doors and upstairs to my bedroom, grab my guitar. Wow, talk about deja-vu. Thankfully, I don't have to worry about Austin eavesdropping because he's in the hospital. I grab my songbook and open it to a blank page. My emotions right now are all over the place.
Why did I kiss Gavin?
Because you like him, but that's not the only reason you did.
What are you talking about?
You did it because you're mad at Austin. You didn't even let him explain about that kiss you walked in on him having with Piper.
Are you fucking serious? No explanation was needed.
It looks like you're jealous and yet you're with Gavin still. What are you doing?
I don't fucken know. I don't know how I'm feeling.
Lie.
Fuck this, I'm just going to write another song.
Fine, God I'm just trying to help. I think you'll know how you "feel" and about whom when you finish writing this song.
Jordin Sparks: Tattoo
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire, sooner or later
I get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger, soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back, got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I've gotta be strong
And leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back, got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
That's still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do
Can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back, got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Can't waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back, got a new direction
I loved you once and I needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Okay, so I've written yet another song about Austin.
Mmmmm hmmm. And what is this telling you?
That I have to move on. I can do this right?
Wow, for someone really smart you're so clueless when it comes to what you want and deserve.
I don't know who I should be with! Hello? Are you still there?
...
Great, I'm all alone and even my own conscience abandoned me.
I get up off of my bed, my phone dings indicating that I have smiling and thinking it'll be from Gavin. Boy, was I wrong.
To Ally from Austin: 4:00p.m.
Baby, I already miss you. I don't like how we left things. Please let me explain.
To Austin from Ally: 4:10 p.m.
I can't talk now Austin. I have a date with Gavin to get ready for.
To Ally from Austin: 4:11p.m.
But, I thought that.. never mind :'(
To Austin from Ally: 4:13 p.m.
You thought what Austin? Why don't you go ask Piper out?
To Ally from Austin: 4:14p.m.
You can't be serious! You know what fine. Maybe I will. I probably owe her anyways for you decking her earlier.
To Austin from Ally: 4:15 p.m.
You know what. If that's how you're going to be. Do whatever the fuck you want. Be with whoever the fuck you want. Don't bother coming over here tomorrow. I don't even want to look at you right now.
To Ally from Austin: 4:20 p.m.
Baby, please.
I can't believe that I just told Austin to ask Piper out. Wow, I'm such a bitch. If he ends up going out with her on a date then this is all on me.