It's really late right now, I'm exhausted but I had this idea and just went for it. I'll name this chapter tomorrow morning when I'm a little more alert. I hope that you love it! Oh, I will continue on with the story as requested until I run out of ideas.
Okay, so to answer a Guest's question: Austin and Ally haven't had actual intercourse. but I have given each other oral pleasure. So yes, it's a form of sex but no I am not going and teaching Sex Ed here. That's what happened before Gavin showed up unannounced. Are they going to in this story? Yes, it's extremely likely, but Ally has a vision of what she wants and won't until she has it. ;-)
Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally or The Disney Channel. I don't own the song lyrics below either.
Ally's POV
I just left Austin at Sonic Boom. We obviously didn't get any work done, because we had the hottest make-out session ever. He was so mad that he watched me hardcore making out with Gavin earlier that he yanked me up to the practice room. He sat us down on the piano bench and told me that the only person that should ever be kissing me on that piano bench is him. He then pinned me against the piano and I instinctively wrapped my legs around him. I swear to God it's like our bodies radiate so much heat and the sexual energy between us even I can't handle this anymore. He's just so hot.
Are you sure that's the only reason you enjoy making out with him?
No. It's just complicated.
Really Ally? You do realize that I'm your brain and I have connections and talks with your heart as well.
Austin's with Piper.
And you're with Gavin? Why can't Austin be with Piper?
Yes, I'm with Gavin. Piper, have you seen her? She's the complete opposite of me, I think she's an even bigger bitch than Brooke was. Brooke was just obsessed, but still. Piper is blatantly disrespectful and not to mention unintelligent.
Maybe that's why Austin's 'with her' but if you were actually listening to what Austin said to you earlier. She's not you, she'll never be you. He loves you, not her.
Well, he hasn't said it.
BECAUSE YOU WON'T LET HIM!
I don't want him to say it if he doesn't mean it.
Ally why are you with Gavin?
He also said that he's planning on casually dating her, yeah because that's really going to win me back. He's a fucken moron! As for Gavin, he's sweet, caring and attentive and is genuine truly genuine. I don't have to worry about Gavin running off with another girl.
Ah! I see. So, you like Gavin and he's safe. Is that what you think love is really about playing it safe? I have a lot to teach you.
Austin's horrendous dating track record. I feel like I will never be enough for him. I'm tired of being the one that cares more. The guy should fight to be with the girl that he wants and loves. He's just doesn't realize that he wants us to be together until Dallas, Elliott, Ethan and now Gavin come into the picture. I'm tired of this bullshit with him. Why can't he just want to be with me when another guy isn't interested in me? At least Gavin actually cares about and wants to be with me. I never called Gavin safe. He's not safe. Now, if you don't mind I need to get ready for my date.
Fine, I get that you're hurt and sick of Austin's shit. Believe me I'm right there with you, but do we need to constantly taunt him?
All we're doing is giving Austin a taste of his own medicine.
I sigh going through my wardrobe. A ha! I know what I'll wear. I decided to wear my yellow cross-knit sleeveless v-neck with beading on the arms. Whattttttttttttttttt? It does look great with my complexion. Oh and I'm definitely going to curl my hair and do my makeup a little darker and more of an evening type of look, I'll ever wear red lip gloss with tight skinny jeans. Yeah, I'm pretty sure that Gavin will love that.
It's cute that you think what you are planning to wear tonight is something that you'd wear on a date with Gavin.
What are you talking about?
You're kidding right. You mean to tell me that you don't know that top is Austin's favorite or that he loves red lips on a girl?
Screw this, I'm just going to listen to some music to drown out my obnoxious conscious at the moment. I need to get myself feeling a little more upbeat and this one's perfect. The music starts and I start belting out the lyrics, dancing around my room. Yes, this song really makes me that happy, honestly, I don't care if you judge me.
Whitney Houston: How Will I Know
There's a boy I know, he's the one I dream of
Looks into my eyes, takes me to the clouds above, mm mm
Oh I lose control, can't seem to get enough, uh huh
When I wake from dreaming, tell me is it really love, ooo
Hmmmm Austin or Gavin? I don't know. Well, I definitely lose control around Austin.
How will I know (Don't trust your feelings)
How will I know
How will I know (Love can be deceiving)
How will I know
How will I know if he really loves me
I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things
How will I know if he's thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy (can't speak)
Falling in love is so bittersweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak
Yeah, no kidding Whitney.
Oh, wake me, I'm shaking, wish I had you near me now, uh huh
Said there's no mistaking, what I feel is really love, ooo tell me
How will I know (Don't trust your feelings)
How will I know
How will I know (Love can be deceiving)
How will I know
How will I know if he really loves me
I say a prayer with every heart beat
Will I really know Whitney? WIll I really know if Austin's actually in love with me? Or if I can allow myself to fall in love with Gavin?
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things
How will I know if he's thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy (can't speak)
Falling in love is so bitter sweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak
If he loves me, if he loves me not
If he loves me ooo, if he loves me not
If he loves me, if he loves me not
How will I know
How will I know
How will I know
Hey how will I know
How will I know
How will I know if he really loves me
I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you 'cause you know about these things
How will I know if he's thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy (can't speak)
Falling in love is so bittersweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak
How will I know
How will I know
How will I know
How will I know, ooo
How will I know, how will I know, hey how will I know, how will I know
I know that my conscience told me that this date outfit I've put on I would wear with Austin, but that doesn't mean I wouldn't wear it on a date with Gavin. Screw this. I'm wearing it to prove a point. Gavin should be here soon, then we'll head to the park when they're playing The Notebook. Being a Southern gentlemen and all, my boyfriend likes romantic movies, what so cool is that he admitted to it unlike Austin. Stop it Ally. Focus that pretty little mind of yours on Gavin, not he-who-shall-not-be-named at the moment.
Really a Harry Potter reference for A-?
Oh, shut up. You know that you loved my witty Harry Potter reference. We both know that you hate that you love him.
Yes, I do. That doesn't mean that he's the right guy for me though. With him it's constant disappointment and with-"
My thoughts are interrupted by the doorbell ringing. I look out my bedroom window and down onto the street to see that Gavin's just arrived, is right on time. Thankfully even when my head was in the clouds I still managed to get ready without even thinking about it. I walk down the stairs to answer the door letting my boyfriend in.
"I brought you flowers beautiful." Holy Shit! He bought me red roses.
"Oh wow, they're gorgeous. Thank you cutie pie."
"So are you almost ready love?" I nearly choked when he said that. Oh my god. " Yeah. Let me just put these in water and then we can head over to the park to go watch the movie."
He gives me a kiss on the forehead. "You know angel, I've seen this movie before since it's a modern day classic but I'm really happy that I get to see it with you."
Fuck. Why do I feel like he's hinting at something?
Because he probably is. If you don't want him to say anything along those lines you better find a way to interrupt or stall him the same way you do with he-who-shall-not-be-named.
"Alright I'm ready to go."
I tell Gavin and I walk to the front door linking my arm with his. I don't want to hold his hand right now. I grab my keys and lock the door to the house. We walk out to his truck, he picks me up by the waist and lifts me into the car. Normally, I'd just jump and climb into the truck but apparently that's not happening today.
The drive to the park is short and I just stare out the window and I feel it all coming back to me now.
Flashback
Austin and I are alone. Trish has to work and Dez said that he had to feed his pet llama so it's just going to be the two of us tonight.
"Allyyyyyyy!" Austin whines. "Do we really have to watch The Notebook? Can't we watch Bikini Beach Bloodbash or Zaliens instead?"
"No Austin. We're going to watch The Notebook."
"But I'm pretty sure that this isn't in the job description as your best friend. It's romantic and lovey and it'll probably be boring." I smack his arm.
"Don't you ever say that! Nicholas Sparks is brilliant! He obviously has a successful and happy marriage which is what I'd like someday as well. The point is genius maybe you could learn a thing or two about romance from him."
"Ugh fine, but only because you're my favorite person in the entire world."
"Really Austy? Wanna know a secret? You're mine too."
I remember sitting on the couch down in Austin's basement. We're at the scene in the movie where Noah and Allie and dancing in the middle of the street. Austin stands up and pulls me up with him and we just start mimicking and dancing how Allie and Noah do in the movie. Cliche or not, I never expected that from Austin and it was so totally romantic. Austin dips me after twirling me and said,
"How's that for romantic?" I giggle and he pulls me up from the dip and he crashes his lips onto mine. That kiss was just so...PERFECT. I mean I had kissed him before, but I mean just whoa. When he pulled away from me I replied,
"Well aren't you quite like Rhett Butler?"
"Dashingly handsome? Does that mean you're my Scarlet?"
"No Austin. Rhett leaves Scarlet even after Scarlet realizes that she loves him, has loved him all along and that she only thought that she loved Ashley. Ashley really loved his wife Millie, he never saw Scarlet as anything more than that. The movie ends with her having hope that one day she'll get him back."
"Oh.. Well, do you ever think that we could be like Noah and Allie?"
"Yeah, I think that we might be."
"Can I be your Noah?" Austin looks at me with a look I've never seen before and don't quite understand.
"You can be my Noah."
"You do realize that if I'm Noah and you're Allie that means we're eventually going to end up together right?"
"Now, would that be so bad?" I smirked and crashed my lips onto his. Everything that boy does is just so - "
End Flashback
"Ally, we're here. Let me just grab the stuff that we need. Then, we'll go and find a spot."
Scene Change
Gavin grabs a blanket for us to sit on, with a picnic basket and I'm assuming some snack and drinks in it. He unfolds the blanket, I help him spread it out and put it down on the ground. We put our picnic basket on it and sit down. When I sit down, he sits down right next to me and doesn't take even a minute to wrap his arm around me. Aw, he wants to cuddle. He's so sweet and sensitive. I love that about him.
I nuzzle my head into the crook of his neck, it feels familiar but weird. Snap out of it Ally. Gavin's your boyfriend.
"Angel, is everything alright? You seem kind of distant. If you're not feeling well -"
I cut him off, "No, I'm fine. I don't want you to take me home just yet. I promise cutiepie. Let's just watch the movie and enjoy each others company."
"I'm happy as long as I'm here with you."
Be honest. Who did you think said that?
Aus- No. I mean Gavin.
Ha! I caught you.
" I love this movie and there's nowhere else I'd rather be."
What I didn't know was apparently Austin and Dez had figured out where Gavin was taking me to the movies tonight. I heard a couple of guys talking about a pet llama and I mean really who else could it be. Damn it Dez! I bet he looked it up online and told Austin that The Notebook was playing in the park tonight. I didn't acknowledge that I was aware of their presence, excused myself and told Gavin I had to use the ladies room and I would be back before the movie actually starts. I turn the corner and I'm just about to walk into the ladies room when someone grabs my arm. I know those big callous hands anywhere and they certainly are not my boyfriends'. He turns me around.
"So, you brought him to see The Notebook with you?" Austin looks completely pained.
"I love this movie. You know that."
"Huh. I thought Noah and Allie were what made the movie special to you, by them, I mean us. Don't you remember?"
I can see him begging me with his eyes pleading with me to remember and see why he's so visibly upset at this very moment.
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