I stared menacingly at them. They still didn't answer me. I charged up against Katniss and I held my elbow against her neck.
"Where the hell is Peeta?" I growl.
"W-What the hell has gotten into you, why are you acting up so much?" she says.
"Don't change the subject where is he?" I say with more and more anger building up inside me, I don't know my self where all this anger came from I usually never gave a damn about anyone.
"I'm right here" says a quiet voice.
I pull away causing Katniss to fall and catch her breath. I rush over to Peeta and hug him in a brotherly fashion.
"where the hell were you, and why didn't you tell anyone you were gone?" I say trying to sound more polite then filler with rage.
"I had things to do and I think you should go now, I need to talk Katniss"
"w-what?"
"you heard me, now get out my house."
"Why are you acting like this man, tell me"
"JUST GET OUT NATE, GET OUT YOU BROKE SHIT"
I stumble back. 'Did he just call me that?' my tears threaten to fall, but I try to hold them back. I put my anger on and I brush past him, colliding shoulders. I hear him sigh. I run down the stairs, more and more these damn feelings are threatening to fall but I can't let them see them I can't let them see me he weak I need to be strong. I charge at the door and run out, I hear footsteps following me out.
"Nate wait, I di-"
I cut him off not wanting to hear his Pity apology.
"Fuck off Peeta, fuck off"
"No I won't, im sorry I shouldn't have said those things, I was just confronted with some stuff and I needed to take it out on someone"
" so you take it out on someone you have known your entire freaking life, great decision"
"Nate you don't understand its-"
" what I don't understand cause im a kid from the seam? Because I don't know what a decision is? Or is it because I don't live up to,your capitol standards?"
" No its because you don't know what its like to have your life fall apart, to have your family hate you for killing others and not being the good kid? You don't know what its like to have you're own mom and dad hate you"
I couldn't believe how ignorant he was being, he knew what I went through watching my parents die and me having to be the provider at the age of 12.
" I guess your right, I don't know what its like to have a family that hates me cause I DONT HAVE THAT LUXURY TO HAVE A FAMILY!" i couldn't hold it back, i felt a single tear fall out of my left eye. I saw the remorse on his face, but i didn't care i needed to get away. I ran off to the forest, i want to get away and die. This place is hell i hate it, i hate every freaking thing about the,capitol and everyone in it.
I make my way to a river and i sit down on a rock and i let the tears flow out. After a few minutes u decided I should get back and give Helena her early birthday gift. I take my time getting back, I finally reach the fence and I finally get back and I go inside, Helena is finally awake, I smile at her. I walk over to her and I notice Madge isn't here anymore.
"Where's Madge ?" I ask trying to forget earlier.
" When I came back I saw and told her she could go. Where were you ?" I hear a deep husky voice that makes me forget about everything. I smile.
" I had to go to Peeta's and now im back." u say trying to avoid the subject.
I hear him let out a huff and he sira down next to me, its amazing how much he ways, causing me to fall into him, he smells like a forest its amazing on how good he smells, its enough to make me want another sniff. I feel his big arms wrap around me it makes me feel safe and secure, I can feel his hands slowly travel down to my waist when I look into his eyes I see a battle of lust and control, at that moment I pull my self off him.
"I need to get some air" he gets up and dashes for the door. It hurts a little that he didn't even explain, I push those thoughts away and I just sit there.
A few hours later there is a knock the door, I groggily get up to see who it is but Helena beats me to it. I see Katniss walk in.
"Hey"
"hey"
"Where's Gale?"
"Uhh he left a couple of hours ago"
" okay, and you should listen to what peeta has to say, you don't know what's going on"
"Seriously, your on his side, did you hear what he said to me?"
"Yes, and well he was just pissed at that the victory tour is coming up and that they are forcing us to bring 1 person each"
"So what does it have to do with me?"
"I want you to come with me"
"I can't I have Helena you know that"
" my mom and prim will take care of her, no go get packed we leave tomorrow" she then turns around and walks out.
What the hell am I going to pack?
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