Authors Notes: I am so sorry for not updating in a few days. I will try and update more regularly over the next few days. Please read and review and as I said I am sorry for not updating I have had lots of exams and stuff I've had a very busy week so I'm sorry.
Ricky
Bianca turned over the pregnancy test and her faced turned a paler white she didn't even have to say anything as soon as she looked at me I knew I was pregnant.
B: I am so sorry Ricky
R: its fine but I need to tell brax
B: ok he should be out on parol in a few days
R:I know but hes going to prison I don't want this to be a burden on him
B: it wont be a burden he loves you so much and he loves children
R: I know but hes going to prison he could be there for 18 years Bianca
B: I know but he wont be hes a good man ricky with a little bit of guilt
R: I know but he feels so guilty and wants to pay the price
B: I honestly don't know what to say I never thought he would leave his family
R: I know, you should go see heath I think hes heart broken
B: ok but text me if you need me
Bianca left and I just went and curled up in bed and cried I couldn't sleep because I was so worried about how to tell brax. Hopefully he would be coming home tomorrow. Morning soon came and I dragged myself out of bed hoping to se brax today. It was about 11 in the morning when I got a text from heath saying he was going to pick brax up. I texted back saying ok and that id be at home waiting
Heaths pov
I had just picked brax up and we were just sat there as I started the engine and neither of us spoke
B: heath please don't
H: no brax what you have done is the most stupidest thing you have ever done in youre whole life youre leaving youre family behind what for some stupid mistake, he would of got killed or died anyway he was just like dad and youre throwing youre life away because of it. I just don get you sometimes.
B: im not throwing my life away I killed some one and his wife and kids just think he left and that isn't fair and you can all cope without me.
H: what about ricky
B: I don't know
H: well you better because shes heart broken and she is the best thing to happen to you and youre just throwing her away like shes not important
B: you know how much I love her
H: maybe you should show her that instead of just leaving her
B: im not leaving her I will just be in prison
H: ok and I still cant believe how stupid you are
B: heath im going to hear enough of ricky
H: ok but shes upset by the way and angry
B: ok thanks for the warning
Ricky's pov
I was sat on the sofa waiting for brax to return that's when the door opened and brax walked in. I stood up and walked towards him I felt like hitting him. We were inches apart when I took a step back and slapped him and then pulled him in. we started making out and we walked backwards towards the bedroom. The need to be together strong than it had ever been before. We both knew that this was going to be the last time so there were friewroks and a lot od need for each other. We were lay in bed
R: I missed you
B: I missed you to,im sorry
R: I know you are, ill miss you like crazy but if this is what you want I cant stop you but you have to know that ill miss you and that I love you
B: I love you aswell more than you will ever know
R: come on im hungry
B: where do you want to go
R: café
B: ok
Our shower took a little longer than expected and then we were finally ready to go. We walked along the beach hand in hand towards the diner
B: im going to miss this
R: miss what
B: everything the beach the surf you
R: I know you will but everything will still be here when you get back
B: I know it just wont be the same
R: why wont it
B: because you will have moved on and the beach will have changed
R: I wont move on brax ill be right here waiting for you no matter how long you get
B: I don't want you to do that, you need to move on and have children you need to live youre life
R: I will have children with you
B: you wont because ill be gone
R: I know but im pregnant
B: ricky don't mess with me
R: im not im pregnant and its all youre fault
B: it takes to do you not remember the talk
R: yes very clearly but youre leaving us for a scum bag like johny
B: im sorry, it will be alright you know
R: will it
B: yes it will because I love you so much
And he pulled me in and kissed
B: Do you still want to go to the diner
R: not really can we just go to Angelos
B: if you want
R: you can check up on everything before youre court case aswell
B: ok but id rather spend my time with you
R: I know but you have other things to do and I can wait
B: come on then lets go
He grabbed my hand and we walked to angelos we got a few strange looks from people wondering why he was out but other than that it was good.
B: Hey can we have a pizza and ive come to check up on everything
K: everythings fine, you don't need to be here brax go home
B: thanks but I just needed to check that was all
K: ok ill get you that pizza but just go be with ricky because I don't know when you will next see her.
We got our pizza and went home and just sat on the sofa me sat next to brax as we whatched tv when heath came walking in
H: ricky can I have a moment with brax please
R: yes of course ill go talk to Bianca
B: whats up
H: mums coming tomorrow
B: please keep her in line
H: I will what did youre lawyer say
B: that ill most likely get 15 years maybe more
H: have you told ricky that
B: no and im not going to she doesn't need to know not yet anyway
H: ok if you think that's the right decision
B: it is but I need you to look after ricky whilst im gone please
H: ok but why
B: shes pregnant
H: oh im sorry brax
B: I know I feel like and ideot im leaving her at the one time she needs me and im going to be just like our dad
H: youll never be like our dad youre a good man brax and I will look after her I promise
B: thank you anything else you want to talk about
H: no ill send ricky back through
R: hey what was all that about
B: oh nothing important, we have better things to be doing than talking about that
He said kissing me he pushed me against the sofa and started kissing me just like we use to. That lasted for a few minutes before we stood up and walked our way to the bedroom kissing and you can guess how our last night together ended.
We woke up early the next morning and everyone decided to go for a surf including Bianca as it was going to be braxs last
H: make the most of it mate, it could be the last
R: its not going to be the same without you
B: I know but come on lets make the most of it
We all had a surf and then went back to our places to get ready for court
R: are you ready for today
B: yep its all going to be fine
R: will you zip me up please
B: of course
That's when theres was a knock at the door. I went an answeared it and at the other end the last person I expected to see cheryle
R: hey chaz what you doing her nobody told me you were coming
C: im coming to the court with you and brax should of told you
R: he didn't
C: hows he doing
R: I thinks hes nervous
I left cheryle in the living room whilst I went and got brax. He was sat on the end of the bed in a complete daze.
R: do you care to share what youre thinking
B: im just thinking about you and today
R: why me and are you nervous about today
B: ill tell you later about us but yes I am nervous about today anything could happen
R: its going to be ok
B: its not my mums coming
R: I know shes waiting in the living room, shell behave heath will make sure of it.
We arrived at court and the judge went on about something I didn't really listen until it came to the sentencing
J: can the defendant please rise. Darryle Braxton on the charges of man slarter and with holding information form the police for 13 years on behalf of the court I sentence you to 15 years in prisonment and after 10 years parol will be considered.
I saw brax look at me he mouthed im sorry.
I had to hold my self together just until he had gone. We were know stood outside waiting for him. As he came out I kind of ran towards him
I love you brax
With every bit of energy and power brax had he turned around and said I love you too
He then got shoved in the van and was taken away
And I broke down in tears on the floor crying I couldn't believe that this was it I wasn't going to see brax for fifteen years.
Authors Notes : thank you for reading I am sorry that it has taken me so long to update I will update again tomorrow thank you for reading please review it means a lot thank you xx