How could he do this? With Sebastian of all people! …I thought he…

Blaine's mind races and his heart disintegrates within his chest as he sits in his car watching the man he love returning home from a date with a guy who wasn't him. He watches as Sam looks into Sebastian's eyes. He can't read lips but he's sure it's the usual "I had a great time tonight" and "You wanna come in?" Tears pour from Blaine's eyes when he sees Sebastian lean in and press his lips to Sam's. He can't take it anymore and he presses the accelerator and speeds down the road.

Sam pulls away from Sebastian. "Did I do something wrong?" Sebastian says feeling confused.

Sam shakes his head. "I can't do this." He sees the hurt in the other man's eyes. "I'm sorry, Sebastian. Tonight was perfect. I really needed it, but I'm…"

"Not over Blaine." Sebastian says forcing himself to take his eyes off of Sam's.

Sam nods. "Sebastian, I am so sorry. I want to want this. You are so perfect and…"

"And I'm not him. I get it." Sebastian's heart is cracking, nearing the point it will burst into a million tiny pieces. He doesn't want to show his pain so he paints on his trademark smile and gives Sam a look of happiness. "Sam, you deserve to be happy after everything you've been through, and if Blaine can give you that happiness then I guess I'll have to get used to seeing you two together."

Sam pulls Sebastian in for a hug and kisses him quickly. "You're an amazing guy you know that? Whoever eventually snatches you up is going to be a very lucky guy. I want you to know I really mean that." Sam knew he was hurting Sebastian, but he believed that Sebastian was being sincere with letting him go. "Is there any way we can still be friends?"

Sebastian's smile is real now. He'd rather have Sam in his life as nothing more than a friend, than not at all, now that he's gotten to know him. "I'd like that." He says before walking off to his car. Sam waves goodbye and goes upstairs to his room.

When he walks inside he finds Finn sitting on the end of his bed, waiting for him. Finn turns and smiles at him, "Dis…did you Ssebastian have a good time?" Finn says as he stumbles to his feet as he tries to stand up. He reeks of alcohol and Sam can smell him from across the room. He fumbles, walking over to Sam and nearly collapses when he hugs his friend. "Ssssammy you'resss sush a good friens. I…I'm so sooorrry I hurt you." Sam groans as he wraps an arm around Finn.

"I know you are Finn, but you gotta stop punishing yourself. I already forgave you." Sam says turning and leading Finn back to his own room.

"I knows Sammmmy." Finn holds back the urge to vomit. "I jusss can't forgive myself, you know wha I mean?" Finn says just before he falls facedown onto his bed.

A sigh escapes Sam's mouth as he helps pull the covers over Finn. "Dude, you gotta stop doing this. This is like the fifth night in a row that's you've gotten wasted. You're really worrying me, man."

The sound of Finn snoring lets him know he wasn't heard and he rolls his eyes as he heads to his room.

…..

Three days pass and Monday has come. Burt Hummel pulls into the parking lot to meet with Figgins about Sam's return. Sam is sitting in the passenger seat trying his best to control the uneasy feeling that's plagued him all weekend. It wasn't returning to school that bothered him; he could care less about what people had to think at this point. It was Blaine who he was nervous about seeing. They had five classes together, plus after school glee rehearsals so he knew there were going to be some major awkward tension in the air today.

"Hey," Burt says placing his hand on Sam's shoulder. "If you're not ready, or if you want to go to another school, it's ok. You don't have to go in there if you don't want to."

Sam turns and looks at Burt and shakes his head. "No, no I have to do this. I tried taking the cowards way out once in my life and I hurt everyone that I cared about. I can't run away again."

…..

Blaine is sitting at his desk in his first period history class. He sits there trying not to stare at Sam, but he can't help himself. Not once has Sam looked his way and his mind takes him back to Friday night. He was going to talk to Sam about how he felt about him, but seeing him return from a date and kissing Sebastian had ruined any chances of them ever being together. To him it certified that Sam had moved on and no longer had any feelings for him whatsoever. Never in his life had he really been jealous, but when it came to Sam being with another man he found himself being taken over by the green-eyed monster.

As he stares at the back of Sam's head he can't help but want him more than he's ever wanted to be with anyone. He glances down at his notes he's been taking, but every line is covered with "I LOVE SAM" and "S+B 4 EVER" and "Mr. and Mr. Sam Evans." He turns his attention back to the blonde when he sees him pulling his phone out of his pocket to check a text. Sam smiles and Blaine assumes it must be from Sebastian.

HEARTBREAK is written in bold on the whiteboard in the choir room. Mr. Schuester takes his seat on the edge of the piano bench and glances over his students, trying to not make eye contact with Sam. "We've all had a lot of heartbreaking things happen these past few weeks, and I think that we need to really deal with them. So your assignment is to sing a song that you think will help you let go of whatever kind of heartbreaking pain you've been holding inside of you." He turns to Blaine, whose hand is raised high in the air. "Yes, Blaine."

"If it's alright with you I've got a song that I'd like to sing, and it goes with the assignment, so…" He waits for his teacher's approval.

Will nods. "Go for it, Blaine. Let's see what you've got."

Blaine steps out in the center of the room. "Puck, Artie, and Mike, are gonna back me up on this one…in the autorium."

Once everyone is seated in the auditorium they wait for the performance to begin. Puck grabs his guitar and waits for Blaine to start singing. Artie and Mike each grab a microphone and get ready for their background vocals.

(Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have without Taking Off Her Clothes- By Panic! At the Disco, performed by Blaine Anderson)

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your pants?

Blaine's head is down when he first starts singing, with a single spotlight on him. He then looks up and locks eyes with Sam, who now feels incredibly uncomfortable.

Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.

He starts to walk to the front of the stage and squats into an animalist pose with an expression of anger filling his face.

His imagination takes over and he sees Sam leading Sebastian up to his room, trying to be quiet so they don't wake up the Hudson/Hummel family. Once in Sam's bedroom, their mouths crash into one another as they begin to rip each other's close off. Sam begins to attack Sebastian's neck with licks and kisses as he makes his way down the other young man's chest.

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better love
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
(Artie Mike Harmony with Blaine) Boy I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
(Blaine only) Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Sebastian pushes Sam backwards and he lands flat on his back, with his legs spread. Sebastian grinds their hard bodies together and Sam groans with ever kiss, every nibble, every lick, and every touch Sebastian offers him. Sebastian's tongue trials down Sam's perfect chest and he kisses his way down Sam's abs, and he smiles when he hears a sigh escape Sam's lips. Sam's eyes go wide and he moans loudly when Sebastian takes his full length into his mouth and down his throat.

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Sam pulls Sebastian off of his now spit covered dick, sits up, pulling Sebastian in for a passionate kiss. Sam's hands trail up and down Sebastian's bare back. He moans as he feels the heat and control the blonde's hands have. Sam breaks the kiss long enough to grab the lube and a condom from his nightstand. He coats his fingers and slips one into Sebastian's hole. The Warbler moans in pleasure at the intrusion. Soon Sam has him on his back, legs spread and laid over Sam's shoulders as he feels the taller boy's cock press against his waiting entrance.

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Sam thrusts into Sebastian quickly. Sebastian is begging him for more faster, harder thrusts. Sam smirks as he leans down and engulfs Sebastian's mouth with his own, their tongues dancing inside their mouths. Sam is like a rabbit with his thrusts and he keeps the kiss going to keep Sebastian from getting too loud.

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better love
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
(Artie Mike Harmony with Blaine) Boy I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
(Blaine only) Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Sebastian cries out one last time before he shoots his load between the two boys' naked bodies. Sam dips his fingers into the cum and feeds it to his lover and then he takes a second scoop for himself. They kiss again sharing the taste of Sebastian's seed in their mouths. This is it for Sam and he fires his load into the condom inside of Sebastian.

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

When Blaine finishes the song, tears are streaming down his now red face. Sam looks at him with confusion in his eyes. He starts to go talk to Blaine, but the dark haired boy bolts from the auditorium before Sam is even out of his seat. Sam gets up and runs out after him.

After ten minutes of searching Sam find's Blaine sitting under the same tree he'd found him after he blew up about Kurt's death. He remembered that day and how much he wanted to protect Blaine from all of the pain he was feeling. He still wanted that, now more than ever. However, he was confused about why Blaine would choose that song out of millions of others.

"Go away, Sam." Blaine says fighting his feelings and trying to not look at Sam.

Sam takes a seat on the grass next to him anyways. "Blaine, what's wrong? Why did you sing that song to me?"

Blaine starts to laugh an angry and sorrowful laugh. "You, have got to be kidding me?!" He looks at Sam, whose eyes are wide and still searching for some kind of understanding. "I told you how I felt about you. I told you that I love you! And what do you do?!" His heart is pounding in his chest as his blood boils under his skin. "You ignore me and pretend to be asleep!" Sam is about to speak but Blaine won't let him. "Don't talk, listen!" Sam nods frantically. "Then you go and you kiss Sebastian in front of me!"

Now Sam is really confused. "Blaine, I never kissed him in front of you. Why would you say that?"

"Because I was outside your house Friday night when you got back from your date. I was going to try and tell you how I felt again, but I was going to make you listen to me. Instead he was there and I saw him kiss you, so I left. I knew I'd lost any chance of ever being with you." Blaine could no longer fight his tears as they begin to pour again. He gets up and runs off.

"BLAINE, WAIT!" Sam calls out. But Blaine just keeps on running, his heart is too broken for him to listen to Sam anymore. He had to get away.

…..

The next day Blaine returns to school. When he enters into the main hallway he's jumped by two guys who cover his face with a pillowcase and carry him away into. The next thing he knows he's in the choir room as the pillowcase is removed from his face. He's been seated in one of the plastic chairs. Sam is standing in front of him, holding his guitar. He looks around and sees Finn and Puck guarding the doors.

"What the hell!? You kidnapped me!" Blaine yells at Sam.

Sam chuckles. "Dude, it was the only way to get you in hear and listen to me."

…..

AUTHOR'S NOTE: SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO GET POSTED. I'VE BEEN A LITTLE BLOCKED, A LITTLE SICK, A LITTLE SWAMPED AT WORK, AND A LOT STRESSED. SO I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY THIS CHAPTER. I WILL TRY AND GET ANOTHER ONE POSTED EITHER TOMORROW OR TUESDAY NIGHT. I WILL BE IN NEW YORK ON VACATION COME WEDNESDAY, SO I WON'T BE UPDATING UNTIL AFTER I GET BACK. AGAIN THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE UPDATED. KAT I EMAILED YOU FROM THE ADDRESS I GOT FROM "OUR" FRIEND. EVERYONE ELSE I WILL DO MY BEST TO RESPOND TO YOUR REVIEWS. JUST KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE THEM ALL.