Author's Note: I haven't updated in like 9 years so, sorry. I got GTA V (yasss!) and I've been playing that. Enough with this intro, let's get going!

81. I hate joining a conversation

and just being stared at

(FLASHBACK)

"So, anyway, I was talking to Zyana and -"

"You know Zyana?" Grace stared at Kim with a weird expression. Grace then rolled her eyes and continued talking to Kelsey.

82. I hate complimenting people and

not getting complimented in return

Kim shyly walked up to Mariana Billings, the prettiest girl in school. Mariana was wearing a black baggy Nirvana shirt, distressed light wash shorts, black high-top Converse, and a black beanie. Her light brown hair was slightly curled.

"Hey, Mariana," Kim said quietly when she reached her. "You look really pretty today, I love your outfit." Mariana smiled at her.

"Thanks, Crawford!" And with that, she walked away.

83. I hate when girls

in my drama class

over reacted when

acting and make it worse

Mr. Veneto, Kim's drama teacher, assigned them a scene. Kim got one where she was waiting on the phone for someone who doesn't answer. Macy and Lindsay were partners, and they got one where one of them was broken up with, and the other was comforting them.

After Kim finished her scene, it was Macy and Lindsay's turn. They did those stupid warmups before Macy sat on the couch. She began fake crying.

Seconds later, Lindsay 'barged' in, and sat next to Macy.

"Oh my god Ava," Lindsay asked, using Macy's character name. "What happened?" Macy looked up and let out a loud, annoying wail.

"Thor, like, broke, like, up with me, like, and I don't know, like, why!" Kim rolled her eyes. Lindsay gasped dramatically.

"Oh my, like, god Ava!" she sighed. "What a betch."

"I know right!" Macy turned to Lindsay. "What am I, like, gonna do, Harley?"

"You should kill him," Lindsay replied. Macy dramatically shook her head and fell off the couch.

"I love him to much, Harley!" Macy began rolling around on the floor. A few seconds later, she got up off the floor, and bowed with Lindsay. The rest of the class stood up, clapping and cheering loudly. Kim just rolled her eyes.

84. I hate how being different is uncool

"Normal" girls at Seaford High wore short shorts, crop tops, smoked, and took selfies. Kim fangirled over anime, wrote FanFiction, and always had her nose in a book. According to some - well everyone - Kim was different, which basically screamed stay away from her! (Me!)

85. I hate how everyone

parties on the weekend

(Flashback)

"Hey Gracie," Kim said to her best friend over the phone. "Wanna hang out later?"

"Sorry, Kim, I can't." Grace replied. "I'm going to Paris' birthday party,"

"Oh," Kim replied. "Have fun…?"

"I will! Thanks!" And with that she hung up.

86. I hate how everyone hates me

Kim walked throughout the halls of Seaford High. Her face was a sickly pale, and she had a slight wobble, due to starving herself. She carried her Physics and History books in her arms.

Thump!

Kim fell to the floor, hitting her face. She rolled onto her back and sat up. The girls that tripped her burst out laughing. Kim felt tears in her eyes as she picked up her books, her legs wobbling.

"Aw," the blonde one said, pouting. "You gonna go cry?" Kim shook her head and began walking away.

"Yeah, that's right!" another said. "Go cry alone because no one wants you! Everybody hates you!"

87. I hate trying to explain

why I hate high school

"So, Kim, what's wrong?" her counselor Dr. Sisterson asked. Kim shrugged.

"I guess I just hate school."

"Why?" Kim bit her lip.

"It's just….you see…forget it, next?"

88. I hate sitting in my

counselor's office

trying not to cry

"So what did those girls do?"

"They tripped me, and said that no one-" Kim's voice cracked. She wiped her eyes and tried to talk again. "They said no one like-" Kim sighed and looked down.

89. I hate only writing sad songs

(I DO NOT OWN 'MY IMMORTAL'

BY EVANESCENCE IT'S THE 'SAD SONG

OK?!)

Kim grabbed her notebook and a pen and began to write a new song.

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face—it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice—it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

...me, me, me.

(again I don't own 'My Immortal'. I used it as the song Kim wrote ok.)

90. I hate not being able to write songs

because I'm too tired

or they're all the same

Kim re-read her song and ripped the page out. It was just like the other 50 she wrote. She crumpled it up and threw it away.

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