Kagome panted as she ran home. She felt as if some thing was terribly wrong. The wind picked up, blowing Kagome's hair around her like a black cap. She was confused, Inu-yasha always walked her home. Kagome couldn't stop the tears that fell down her checks. Inu-yasha. He had sounded so broken. His eye's so hollow. Kagome couldn't stop the sob that chocked her throat. Kagome sighed and rubbed her tears away with her sleeve, as she came to her house.

Kagome walked in and ran strait to her room avoiding her mom. She was glade she had ran home. Kagome took of her trench coat, and changed her shirt. She put one a big comfy shirt and a sweater. She combed her hair and curled up in her red and black bed. Kagome pulled her silver dog plushy, that Inu-yasha had given to her for her 13th birth day, to her chest. She looked over at the phone on her night stand. Kagome considered calling Inu-yasha just to check on hem, because something was out of pace she could feel it.

But, Inu-yasha would thing she was an idiot for calling to check up on him. Kagome sighed again and rolled over putting her back to the phone. Some thing cough Kagome's eye. Kagome got up and walked to her dresser. Only a corner of something red was showing out from under her dog statue that was resting on her dresser. Kagome moved her silver dog statue over to find a red envelop. Who ever had hid it there had not wanted it found for some while. On the envelop it had Kagome's name on it, in Inu-yasha's wispy cursive. Kagome quickly opened the envelop and pulled out a folded piece of paper. With trembling hands Kagome unfolded it. She new he must have placed it there this morning, because she dusted under the statue just last night. Why would Inu-yasha put a letter under the statue? Then it came to her.

" Kagome I want you to have Mr. Puppy if any thing happens to me…….. No, I.. Just want you to have him if any thing happens…to me." Inu-yasha had been more withdrawn from her of late. How he looked more sad… Kagome freaked and unfolded the piece of paper quickly.

Kagome if you are reading this I'm gone. Please don't be sad. Don't blame your self. You were the best friend I ever had, my only friend. I will look after you no matter were I end up. I wish some times that I could have been born different. If only I could have been one or the other Kagome, then I could have had a chance. Don't get me wrong, I love my mother and father to the end. Please tell my parents that I love them. That I will never for get them.

Oh, Kagome I feel so empty. I cant ex plain haw I feel. I can only describe it as a hole in my chest. Its eating me Kagome I can't stay. I will miss you, my friend, My only protector. I wrote a poem about how I feel. To help you under stand why I have to die.

"pleas don't take my poem, it's really about me, and I would like it to stay with me…. Its not one of my best but I tied in with how I feel and How Inu-yasha feels. So please don't take my poem."

Life of the lonely

Can't you see this is not what I'm suppose to be?

Why do you look at me like I'm some kind of freak?

Am I so different that you don't care?

Am I really so different? I can laugh, I can cry. Yet you call me different.

Alone is where I stand. On the lone path in the dark.

My blood would match yours. I bleed just like you.

Some time's I bleed to feel alive.

You look at the marks on my arm in disgust.

Yet when I look. I feel like a freak, but I also see the moment that I felt alive.

What would people say if I told them I wanted to die?

Would they pretend to care? Would they send me away?

This is endless, pointless, existents of a life.

Why do I have to live it? Why cant I just die?

All to soon I feel that hole in side me and I go numb.

Why I'm I so numb?

Why do I hate mirrors? Why can't I just go away?

I hate the hole in my chest. I feel….

I feel so empty………

Come the darkness, come the pain.

Another cut, another day.

Another hole in my soul

Another scare an my wrist.

More tears, more blood

My soul lays broken on the ground.

Shattered and destroyed

My life is not a life.

Death is so close

Never read the words branded on my heart

For you would not understand...

Good bye Kagome take care of your self,

Your friend always,

Inu-yasha

Kagome dropped the letter and ran for the phone, franticly she punched in Inu-yasha's number. After 5 rings Inu-yashio picked up.

" Hello?" Inu-yashio's deep voice answered.

" Hello Inu-yashio, I'm sorry to bother you, but if Inu-yasha there, did he come home?" Kagome asked franticly.

" No, Inu-yasha hasn't come home, are you alright darling?" Inu-yashio asked in his rough deep voice. Kagome freaked.

" sorrycan'texplainhavetofindInu-yashabye!" Kagome yelled as she hung up the phone. Kagome ran over and throw her trench coat on and ran down the stairs. Passing her mother on the way, but didn't stop. Kagome franticly though of a place where Inu-yasha would be. Kagome could only come up with his secret spot in the woods.

Kagome looked up at the dark night sky, wishing Inu-yasha hadn't done any thing yet. She felt the wind against her wet checks. Wet? Kagome hadn't known she had been crying. Her heart beat rapidly. Kagome left the road and ran in to the dark woods, not fearing what ever could be in the dark. No matter how her sides hurt, how much she was pushing her heart and lungs, she never once slowed. Kagome rather have heart frailer than stop.

As she came to the clearing her heart did fail her. She feel to her knees. An historical wail tour it's self free. Kagome was now is shaking. Inu-yasha lay sounded in a dark puddle. Kagome couldn't bring her self to call it blood, she couldn't think that. Kagome got of her knees and ran the rest of the way to his body.

Kagome looked at Inu-yasha, he looked so peaceful, like he could be just be sleeping. Laying there in the blood, his head tilted to the side so that it lay softly as if the blood was cradling his head. His silver hair spread out behind him as if it was a halo. But his once beautiful silver hair was stained an odd reddish pink color. Some of the old silver stood out. His face was whiter then snow, and it was also stained red. Kagome whimpered at the sight of the dark red blood around his black lips.

Kagome saw his arms and had to turn her had away. She was nauseated at the sight. Kagome pulled our her cell phone and dilled 911, soon a woman's voice answered.

" Hello 911 what's your emergency? " the woman asked.

" My---f---frien--d----… c- committed…s- s- suicide…." Kagome stuttered, finding it had to even talk.

" Madam you'll have to calm down if you want to help you friend. Is your friend male, female, human, or demon? What is your friends name? " the woman asked. Kagome took a deep breath, knowing she had to save Inu-yasha and she would have to me calm.

" He's…. male and a half- demon. His name is Inu-yasha. Please help him!" Kagome tried to stay calm.

" Where are you?" The woman asked. Kagome told her, her location.

" I called an ambulance, but you have to check for Inu-yasha's pulse. Then fallow my instructions. What's your name sweetly?" the woman asked.

" Kagome, I will take is palls now." Kagome says as she turned back to Inu-yasha's body, but she though the trench coat would get in the ways so she took it of, and set it a side. Kagome turned back to Inu-yasha and put a shaking had under his neck, shivering at the feel of dried and wet blood mix that she found there. It was cold, and his skin was Ice cold.

There was a weak pulse. Kagome let out a sigh of relief. He was still alive!

" I've got a Pulse, I've got a pulse!" Kagome said in triumph.

" That's wonderful, but he's not out of the water yet. Can you describe how he's hurt, Kagome?" the woman asked.

" He's got cuts from his biceps, down to his wrists. He's holding the cuts open with bob- wire. He's lost so much blood….. It's every where.." Kagome broke off.

" There's what you have to do. Kagome you have to pull out the bob- wire, the longer it stays in the more blood he losses. Kagome work on that, I know it will be difficult but you have to do this." The woman told Kagome. Kagome put the phone on the ground away from Inu-yasha and put it on speaker.

" Kagome Before you get started find something you can use as a bandaged. Do you have any think?" the woman asked.

" I have a sweater. Will that do?" Kagome asked.

" Yes, take of your sweater and set it far enough so that it wont get bloody or dirty." the woman told her. Kagome did as told, then mover back to Inu-yasha.

Kagome gulped. She picked up on of Inu-yasha's limp arms. Kagome whimpered, It was so cold. Kagome closed her eye's , and grabbed the end of the bob- wire. She was trembling.

" For give me, Inu-yasha." Kagome whispered broken hearted. Kagome ripped the wire from his arm. Blood slated all over Kagome, coating her face as well. Kagome's eye's watered and her teas mixed with the blood on her cheeks. Kagome grabbed Inu-yasha's other arm and yanked out the wire from that arm.

Kagome stumbled over to her sweater and ripped it in to two pieces. She rushed back to Inu-yasha and tied the sweater pieces around his arms. Kagome hung up on the woman, because all she could do now was wait. Kagome was already bloody so she lay down next to Inu-yasha and slipped her arms around is chest, being careful of his arms. Tears ran freely down her bloody cheeks.

" Oh, Inu-yasha. How could you do this to your self? Why did it have to be this way? I will stand with you always, you know that. You can't leave me. I promise if you die, I will fallow. I promised never to leave you alone. Why did you think you could leave me?" Kagome sobbed knowing he nether hear, nor could he answer.

Kagome tightened her hold on Inu-yasha. Afraid that if she let go he would slip between her fingers. She refused to believe Inu-yasha could die. This was the man she had dreamed about marrying, even when she was 6 years old she knew it was Inu-yasha she was going to marry. Then when she had grown she started picturing how their children might look like. They would all have their fathers ears.

Kagome desperately wanted to have a little boy that looked just like his father. She wanted to see Inu-yasha playing out at a park with their child. To see him smile a proud smile at their son, because he had drawn his father a simple picture. Kagome knew Inu-yasha would be a great dad. She had seen him play with little children in the park. How her heart had fluttered those secrete times she had watched him play with the children. Kagome sighed.

" You can't ever die Inu-yasha. If you die you will take every dream I had with you. I love you my best friend. You're the only one I could ever love. My hearts in your hands. For ever and for always. I will never, can never be happy with any one else. So know this, if any thing Inu-yasha, I will never be happy with any one else. If you die you will be a murderer, because it will kill me to let you go." Kagome told ensconces Inu-yasha. Kagome's heart cracked. She closed her eyes, the site of Inu-yasha was just to mush. She was covered in his blood, and she was a lone. If Inu-yasha died before the medics could get here, how could she help him? Could she?

Another chapter, >sigh some times it take's me like 5 hours to write one. I'm so slow at tipping. Again I don't own Inu-yasha and co. wish I side, but I don't. Because if I did. Kikyo would be dead. Inu-yasha and Kagome would already have little Inu's running around. So, you see I can't own them. Thanks for all who up date. Please keep up-dating I like hearing from you all, high light of the day…..