Thanks to all who re- viewed. Well the person that said my spelling mistakes were fun, I hate you. Laugh at my story will you friend? I curse you. Just Be cause I can't spell to save my ass… Well the person who was going to send me sick baby jocks, I'm trying the best I can to up- date, my mother the pooh loving freak, wont let me on. She makes me, a gothic person, wear color. Damn.

Also to the people out their who have no faith in my parings, I'm proudly the biggest Inu-yasha and Kagome fan out there. I hate Kik- slut. So don't hold your breath if you think I'll let her or a better name for her is an it. So don't hold your breath if you want IT to came in to my story. And I still think she could have stared in the move 'IT" she's WAY more scary then any evil clown could be. And I still hold my opinion that Chucky the friendly child's doll is Kik- sluts lover.

Yes I cant spell and I hate IT to the dept's of my very evil soul. So please re- view. smiles insanely and walks away muttering the many ways to Kill IT, under breath

4, years later.

Kagome signed, collage sucked. She had thought high school was bad. People at Kagome's collage didn't like her at all. Kagome was made fun of every day, and she had gotten beaten up a couple of times. Her life sucked. The only people that paid any attended to her, were boys that wanted her in bed. But no she would not give in to those bastered. Never!

If any guy touched her, it made her feel so dirty, so unclean. Kouga had gotten away from the charges she had put up against him, for what he had done to her in the hospital. She couldn't even fill a restraining order. So Kouga was in her every class it was like hell on earth. He always made sexual commits when she would pass him in the halls, tell the other boys that she was easy.

So every one thought that she was a slut. Kagome wouldn't lie, she cried many times. She wished Inu-yasha was with her. But, no she didn't want him to see her like this. Never did she want that. Kagome missed him so much. Never she vowed, would she let any other man touch her intimately. Inu-yasha held her heart, any one other then Inu-yasha, well like she thought before, they all made her sick. Especially Kouga.

Kagome crossed the busy street, and turned to go down the street to her house. She always hated walking alone at night after school. It was scary.

As Kagome reached her house, something didn't feel right. She walked up the stairs slowly, trying to peer through the dark. She soon reached her door, it was open. Kagome was confused. Her mother never left the door open. She walked in her heart pounding.

As soon as Kagome walked in, she was grabbed from behind. Kagome tried to scream but a large hand covered her mouth. She thrashed wildly. But she was punched in the stomach. Kagome would have fallen down, but the tall person that held her, wouldn't let her down to the floor.

Kagome felt tears run down her face. Inu-yasha…………..

Inu-yasha sighed it had been four your already and he felt so lonely. Kagome wasn't here, and he hadn't been able to talk to her for years, and he couldn't for three more. Over the last four years, Inu-yasha had defiantly grown up a lot. He had the experience that he needed to take care of Kagome, and now hw had three more years to improve himself.

Last month he had gotten a puppy. It was a peer white Husky with one green eye and one blue eye. Inu-yasha had named him Mist. Mist was an extremely gentle puppy. Inu-yasha had been walking past a pet shop one day and saw him in a window with others. He had been the runt and was extremely skinny. For some reason that had reminded him of Kagome, so he had bought the little guy.

The pet story had said that he was going to die, and to pick another one, but he would hear nothing of it. So Inu-yasha had bought the puppy and hand feed him ever hour. So Mist had grown strong, but it had only been a month and Inu-yasha hope that he would live. Kagome would fall in love with Inu-yasha and his Mist. She would welcome them with open arms, Kagome had always loved Husky's.

Only three years left to go! Inu-yasha signed it had been so long already. He missed Kagome, and his heart. For Kagome held that tightly in her grasp, even after these long four years. Many girls over the years seemed to be attracted to his personality in his collage. They hit on him every chance they got, but he would have none of them. There was only one girl for him. And she had raven black hair, and big blue eyes that could brake your heart if they were sad.

Dog demons were faithful to their chosen mates. If one cheated on one's mate, a demon lord would execute you, by beheading. It was not the ultimate punishment for one how broke their mated heart. These laws apply to only the males, female it was proven are less likely to cheat on a true mate. There were two kinds of mates, a regular mate, then there was a soul mate.

Inu-yasha truly believed that Kagome was his true soul mate. He had never taken an interested in females. Not after meeting Kagome. And that was when he was just a pup, and didn't think about females then. And only a soul mate could make that so. Kagome was so beautiful, in side and out. He didn't know what he would do if some thing ever happen to her. All he new was Gods have mercy on who ever got in his way after that.

He couldn't wait to see her again. And also meet Mist. Kagome would love him. As soon as he got back, he would woo her. yes woo is a word, it isn't a spelling mistake! For those who think my mistakes are funny.

Inu-yasha would take her out on date's, buy her presents. He would make her fall in love with him. To be loved by her was his greatest dream.

Inu-yasha petted his white puppy. " well boy, I know you will love Kagome. She's so kind she'll slip you even more table scraps than even I give you." he told Mist. The little puppy snuggled in to his lap and feel asleep. Inu-yasha signed and laid back on his bed, and looked over at Kagome's black plushy dog that had was laying next to him. It always brought back memory's of their childhood to gather.

He wondered of Kagome had lost her childish face like he had. She must be breath takely beautiful. She would draw every one's eyes once she walked in to a room. Gods he prayed that she hadn't gotten a boy friend yet. His heart would be crushed. Inu-yasha sighed and hulled the sleeping puppy up to his chest. They were to guys on there own until they could go to Kagome.

3 years later

Inu-yasha had finished packing. He was going home! He had already bought a house about a half an hours drive from his parents. He had bought it on the internet. It was out in the forest. It had a big yard for Mist to run around in.

He couldn't what to see Kagome, he had been dreaming about her every day. And thought about her every minute for seven years. Inu-yasha hoped that Kagome would think he was sexy. All the other women seemed to think so. He paused a minute to study his reflection in a mirror. He had a chiseled jaw and a smooth completion. He had some mid night shadow of silver hair on his jaw as well. He'd have to shave to make himself presentable to Kagome. His silver hair had grown, it was down to his mid thy. His eye's were still the same, his eye's were the same as well.

He sighed and moved on packing his shit in to his car. Was he turned on the car, Mist came running toward him, and jumped through the passenger window.

" Oh, you think your good enough to sit in the front do you, boy?" Inu-yasha asked. Mist barked at him, and sit down.

" Alright, but your going to be surprised when Kagome comes and takes over the front seat. What are you going to do then, boy?" Inu-yasha laughed. Soon he was on the high way, final after such a long time he was heading home, to Kagome.

As Inu-yasha arrived at his new house, he looked it over. It was a two story with five rooms, he had gotten a big house for his family he wanted to have, but he wasn't sheer if he was going to get children, that all deepened on Kagome.

The out side of the house was a grayish color. And it had about three acres of lawn, and then it broke of in to woods. He liked it. He chose the biggest bedroom and up packed, while Mist ran around.

Inu-yasha was soon an the road again, this time to see his parents. Mist riding shot gun. The wind wiped at their hair, as they listened to music. Inu-yasha pulled in to the drive way of his old house.

He got out with Mist fallowing right behind him. Inu-yasha's heart stared pounding, he hadn't see his parents in seven years. He knew they hadn't aged, but he was still nervous. He knocked on the door.

His father opened the door, and smiled at him. Inu-yashio took him in to his big arms.

" Inu-yasha my boy, my how you've grown! I've missed you so much. Lilly! It's Inu-yasha!" Inu-yashio yelled in to the house. His mother came funning at him and through her arms around his neck.

" My, boys finally come home. I missed you so much. Come in and sit down. My who's this?" Lilly asked as she saw Mist. Inu-yasha pulled Mist forward so that his mother and father could see him.

" His names Mist, I picked him up three years ago. He's a pure breed Husky." Inu-yasha told them as they went in to the living room to sit down.

" How have you been doing son?" Inu-yashio asked.

" Well I graduated, and now work as a mechanic. I can fix every thing from a space ship, to a car. I got Mist. There's not much to tell. How about you guys?" Inu-yasha asked his parents.

" We're doing fine son. Nothings really happened here." Inu-yashio told him. Lilly and Inu-yashio shared a look.

" How Kagome? Is she doing ok? How about Rose?" Inu-yasha asked. His parents shared a sad look. Fear gripped his heart.

" Inu-yasha I don't know how to tell you this but,…………… Rose is dead Inu-yasha, I tried to contacted you, but you had moved. Rose was murdered Inu-yasha about three years ago." Inu-yashio told him. Inu-yasha felt pain in his chest, Rose had been like a mother to him. If he felt this what did Kagome feel? Oh, Gods Kagome!

" What Happened to Kagome…..she cant…. … .be .. Dead." Inu-yasha whispered. He prayed to every God he knew that Kagome was alive, that she was ok.

" I some time's wish she was. It would end her pain." Lilly whispered softly. Inu-yasha jumper up and shook with fury.

" How can you say that! Kagome is sweet. Were is she, I have to see her!" Inu-yasha yelled. Inu-yashio got to his feet as well.

" Inu-yasha I think you shouldn't see her. She wouldn't know who you are, not any more." Inu-yashio said sadly. That made Inu-yasha loss his steam, and he sat back down.

" Why what's wrong with her?" Inu-yasha asked with a broken heart. Inu-yashio signed, and sat down.

" She apparently had to watch her mother get rapped in font of her eye's, and then brutally murdered. Kagome was rapped by many men, she was beaten to an inch of life while she was being rapped. Something in the girls head clicked, she shut out every thing and barred it in to the back of her mind. She doesn't know who we are, she doesn't even know her self. She went crazy Inu-yasha. She wont talk, she wont eat. She is in the state institution. We have been using the checks you send us to have her roomed there." Inu-yashio said.

Inu-yasha let his head fall in to his hands, and he cried. He refused when his parents tried to comfort him. It was his agony to bare not theirs. It was his Kagome not theirs.

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