Thanks for every one's support of my story. And thanks for the bashing of the mean guy that laugh at me. I was mad e fun of all my life, so you'd think I'd be use to it. But some time's it still gets at me. Oh well, no use crying over the past. Lets just get on with the story.
Inu-yasha calmed his raging emotions down. He had to see her. He had to. It was if his life deepened on it. Inu-yasha's heart felt dead. How could he ever feel again, what if what they say was true did Kagome truly not know who he was? Gods he didn't know if his heart could take Kagome not knowing him. Inu-yasha stood up and went out to his car and got out Kagome's stuffed puppy. He walked back in to the house, crushing the black plushy to his chest. He felt detached from his very soul. Like some thing that was dead, but yet not.
" Lets go, I have to see her. And I don't know the way." Inu-yasha said in a motor tone voice. His father stood up.
" I will take you, it makes your mother cry every time she sees Kagome like that. Lilly you stay and take care of Mist. We'll be back in a few hours. Come on son, let's go." Inu-yashio said sadly. Inu-yasha knotted and fallowed him to the car. They got in and started the car.
The drive was quiet, Inu-yasha could scarcely breath. There was just to much presser on his chest. It was like a bomb had exploded in his chest. It left him feeling destroyed and numb in side. It made Inu-yasha nautilus so that he felt so sick. Like he had taken one to many lops on some sick roller costar.
His father pulled in to a building, it look like it had jumped right of the movie, " Gothica" Inu-yasha gulped how could they put his beautiful Kagome in to a building so evil looking? His sweet, kind Kagome.
for people who haven't seen Gothica, well it's a huge building made of almost gay stone, and has like 8 floors.
His father lead him in to the building and to the front desk. Where a girl, sat at a computer.
" Excuse me miss we're here to see Kagome H." Inu-yashio told the girl. She knotted and typed stuff in to the computer.
" A person should be down here soon to guide you to her room." The girl told them. They went to sit down to wait.
Inu-yasha sat down till clutching the plushy to his chest, like it was his only life line. He gazed around the waiting room with dead eyes. He could see so many dead eye's staring back at him. Inu-yasha saw a couple patients walking down a hall way. They were all dressed in green pajama like pans and a long sleeved green shirt.
They were shaking and had people escorting them. He watched as one started taking to him self. Another one was dancing, while one was looking like she expected to be jumped a pone any second. Inu-yasha's observation was broken when their guide showed up. He was another dog demon.
Inu-yasha and his father fallowed the man.
" So Inu-yashio here to visit the little lady again? And who did you bring with you?" the guide asked.
"Well, Tony this is my son, Inu-yasha." Inu-yashio told Tony.
" Inu-yasha, your father said you had gone a way for seven years. And you were little lady's friend. I'm sorry you came back to find little lady in such a state. I'm Tony, glad to meet you." Tony held out his hand for Inu-yasha to shake. Inu-yasha took his hand and shook it.
" Little lady? Why don't you call Kagome by her name?" Inu-yasha asked angrily. He was mad, why did this guy know Kagome so well that he could call her a pet name? Only he could, he had called Kagome sweet heart for years. He had know Kagome for years, that gave him the right to call her by a pet name. Kagome had her own pet name for him as well, it was Yasha. Only she could shorten his name, and live.
" Well I have been taking care of her for about three years now. She still wont talk to any one. Little lady gets nervous around tips of males. She is a afraid of most males. I think she remembers every thing, it's just that she's suffered so much trauma that her mind barred all she knew down in to the deepest dept's of her mind. I also thinks some were in her mind she remembers you, because she trust's dog demons and dog demon hanyou's. is it spelled with a "e" or and "a" ? We also gave her your old puppy, she didn't recognize it, some thing in her wont let any one else touch it. She has never let it down from her arms, unless we make her. Like to bath her, and stuff like that.
I remember one time when some one tried to take it from her in the court yard. The court yard is like a play ground, that we allow the patients to play in for about an hour every after noon. Well this girl came up to the little lady and tried to take the stuff animal from her. Little lady would have none of it. She screeched bloody murder. It hurt every one's ears. It has been the fist sound, little lady had made in about a year and a half. So now we know how to exercise her throat, so that if she recovers she will not be mute." Tony told Inu-yasha.
Inu-yasha felt hope bubble up in his chest, if Kagome remembered him deep in her mind there could still be hope! He could reach her and pull her back. He'd have Kagome back. So not all was lost. Not truly. Kagome could still, find her self she just needed some help finding the way. Inu-yasha would never give up on Kagome. He would help her find the path back to remembering. Then he would find out who did this to Kagome. In demon laws he could kill any male who hurt his mate. So as soon as Kagome became his mate, he would hunt down the fuckers that had none this terrible crime against his love.
" Little lady has had trouble with males, so we had to move her to one of the solitary confinement rooms. We have made the room, because when ever a male would pass her to close she would get hysterical. Little lady would hurt her self in her attempts to get as far away from a male as possible. Well were here." Tony said. They had stopped in front of a mettle door, it had a huge look on it. It's one small square window was so high on the door Inu-yasha couldn't see through it. It was bared and had picky glass. Tony pulled out a key and unlocked the door.
" Inu-yasha are your sure your ready for this? There's still time for you to back out. Kagome isn't the same person that you left seven years ago. Please son, remember she wont remember you. You can still pull out if you want to Inu-yasha." Inu-yashio said sadly. Inu-yasha shook his head furiously.
" I can leave her dad. If Kagome was in my position she'd come in and see me with out hesitation. I…..want to see her." Inu-yasha walked forward and entered the room. It was a light greenish room with padded walls. In one corner there was a mattress on the floor. It had one pillow that appeared attached to the mattress so that no one could smother them self's with it. A blanked was also attached to it, the whole mattress was a light green. Inu-yasha finally noticed a figher huddled in to the corner other the bed.
The figer was sitting on the floor with its knees pulled up to her chest. It was Kagome. Her hair was longer, it could have on to her waist. Her little looking arms were wrapped around her knees and hid her face half way, while the other half was covered with her black bangs.
Inu-yasha stood shocked. Her arms were so skinny, he could see every one of her bones. Kagome was rocking back and forth. He saw a spot of silver between her arms. Inu-yasha gasped, it was his plushy he had given Kagome to hold on to. He stood frozen unable to move.
Tony walked in and walked towered the small Kagome.
" Little lady how you going? You have two visitors to day. They came by just to see you." Tony said to the now shaking Kagome in soft voices. Kagome moved closer to the wall. Inu-yasha felt the protectiveness well up in his chest. A deep growl was emitted from his chest. His demon side snared at the thought of the male getting close to Kagome. Inu-yasha walked forward and knelt down if front of Kagome.
" Well I will just leave you alone. Shall I." Tony said as he walked out with Inu-yashio fallowing. Tony locked the door.
" I'm sorry about my son's behavior. But he has always see Kagome as his mate." Inu-yashio explained.
" Don't worry about it, I figured a girl like little lady would have a male courting her. It's ok I understand, I am a dog demon also am I not?" Tony and Inu-yashio laughed as they walked down to get some coffee.
Inu-yasha sat down Indian style in front of Kagome. He was about a two feet away from Kagome. He looked at her, she was so skinny. Inu-yasha signed, he always thought he would be in the padded room. But no it was Kagome. His lovely Kagome. She sat before him. Inu-yasha reached out a hand and brushed her hair away from her face.
Kagome looked up startled at being touched, her eye's were dark. They were the same blue color, but they looked so sad, and lonely. He stared in to her eye's, trying to find some sing that she knew him. But her found none.
" Hi, Kagome. I'm Inu-yasha. I was your best friend. I would like to be your friend again. If you'll let me. I have missed you very much." Inu-yasha told Kagome. Kagome reached out a timid shaking hand. She touched his ears softy. She rubbed them, as if she was fascinated with them. Inu-yasha watched as she touched Mr. Puppy's left ear with her other hand. Her eye's seemed less lonely for a little bit, but at the moment Inu-yasha was willing to take every sing she would give him.
" Yes Kagome, I have ears just like your plushy. I gave you it to remember me. I have your puppy here." Inu-yasha told her, as he showed her Fay. Kagome timidly took the black plushy from him and studied it. She seemed satisfied and hugged both puppy's to her chest. She looked up at him with wondering eye's. Kagome let Inu-yasha crawl closer to her.
She put the black plushy in his lap and lied the silver one in her own. Kagome grabbed a lock of his hair and started to braid it. She took a band of her wrists and bond the end of the braid. Kagome seemed proud of her work.
" I love it Kagome. Does this mean we're friends?" Inu-yasha asked hopefully. Kagome knotted. Inu-yasha signed so here to old best friends sat. becoming friends yet again. And this tome Inu-yasha promised that they would never stop being friends ever again. Kagome was his only friend.
She had taken care if him when he was young and he could never repay her for that. She had show him what love was. He would take care of her know.
He would start work at the job tomorrow. He would get money and he would continue to pay for her stay here, until she was well enough to come to live with him. His mate would get better soon, he pried. For Inu-yasha didn't know how long her could take seeing her and knowing that she wouldn't remember him. How long his heart could take it.
So thats another chapter. Well please re- view. Like I said it help's me up- date faster.