Inu-yasha got to the hospital; his heart was on over drive. He ran to the front door, and dashed past them. A girl was sitting at the front desk. She was older, and was kind of plump. That was all he could see as he sped by. He didn't care if they threw him out for not checking in at the desk. Inu-yasha had to get to Kagome. Sniffing the air, he caught her sent. He followed it to the back of the hospital. He took the stairs to the third floor.
It was hard to follow her scent; it kept getting mixed with the smell of disinfectants, and floor cleaners. The smell made Inu-yasha nauseous, but he kept on. Soon he came to the critical care unit.
He took a deep breath and entered. He walked like some one possessed. Inu-yasha spotted Tony coming out of a room. He spotted Inu-yasha and met him half way. He had blood all over his arms and he looked tiered. Tony also looked older then Inu-yasha had ever seen him before. With dark shadows under his eyes, and blood smeared on his face, he looked like hell warmed over.
" Inu-yasha before you go in you have to know what's coming. It's bad, real bad. Kagome got in a fight, with a male bear demon. We don't know what really triggered the bear, but it took us 15 minutes to stop him. By that time the damage had been done. Blood was every where." Tony said softly. Inu-yasha felt his hard die. He could only stare at Tony in disbelief. Kagome. She was fine when he had left her. Not ever 24 hours ago. Why did horrible things happen to them? Why them. Why Kagome. Gods why Kagome?
" Inu-yasha, Kagome remembers every thing. But I don't know how longer she's going to live. The doctors say that if she makes it threw the night, than the chance of her living is, 25 percent. She has cuts all over her. The worst wounds are on her back and stomach. He ripped her open and dug in to her body. The doctor's say that it's a miracle that she's alive they say she should be dead. I called you right after they took her to the operating room. Inu-yasha she kept calling out for you. She needs you. I just wanted you to be prepared for what you see." Tony said as he walked away.
Inu-yasha was shacking. He felt so much at once. Hate. Pain. Fear. Rage. Sadness. He walked down the hall. His heart screaming in agony, his legs shacking in fear at what he was about to see. Inu-yasha stopped and slowly he turned and stood in the doorway.
It was another white room. The window was open and the wind was coming in, in gentle warm gusts. The light flicked from really bright to dull. Inu-yasha took in a deep breath and closed his eyes. Kagome. Her name whispered in his mind. Then he opened his eyes.
She was lying there. On her back, with machines hooked up to her. The heart monitor was beeping slowly. Kagome had a breathing mask over her face. He could see that her left wrist was in a cast. Blood was smeared in her hair, and on her face. Kagome's eyes were open, and she was gazing off to some point out the window. Inu-yasha knocked on the doorframe as he walked in. He didn't want to startle her. Kagome's head turned slowly as if she was in pain. Inu-yasha found out why. The whole side of her face was covered in big bruise. It looked nasty. With purple, blue, green, and red. It looked like it was hurting like hell. Kagome's eye was swollen shut. There was an angry red gash on her for head.
Inu-yasha walked over to her bed, trying not to run. That would scare her. Those few seconds it took to reach her was the longest time of his life. The agony of seeing her like this broke his heart. Left him shaking with the injustices of it all. Inu-yasha finally made it to her bedside. Tears burned behind his eyes, but he would not cry. He would not give in. Inu-yasha would be strong for her. Kagome…….
" Y…..ash…. A…" Kagome whispered brokenly. Her voice broke him out of his thoughts. He knelt down by her side, so that his face was even with hers. Inu-yasha looked in to her blue eye, it was like getting a fist shoved through his chest. Her eye was so full of pain. Tears were streaming down the left side of her face. Inu-yasha moved his hands to touch her, but he stopped. He didn't know where he could touch her with out hurting her. So he let his hands rest on the bed.
" Kagome. Oh, Kagome. I… It will be ok. I heard you remember every thing and me. I'm so proud of you, angel. You remember. You'll pull throw this I know you will. Don't give up. Not matter what. You got so many people that care for you. We will always be there for you. I will always be there for you. Can I lay with you? It wont hurt you, if I held you?" Inu-yasha asked softly. Kagome shook her head slightly. Inu-yasha sighed in relief. He had to hold her to him. He had to make sure she didn't die. He had to.
Inu-yasha removed his brown leather jacket and climbed on to the bed trying not to bump or move to fast. He would not cause Kagome more pain. He settled down on the white clad mattress next to her. Inu-yasha watched as Kagome fell unconscious. After he knew she was out, he let his tears fall. Inu-yasha cried silently. He reached out his hand and gently, as if she were made of the most fragile crystal, he wiped the tears from her face. Inu-yasha ran his fingers down her bruised face.
Inu-yasha's tears soaked the hospitals sheets. He gently leaned over and kissed her bruised for head. Inu-yasha lied back on the bed and snuggled up to Kagome's side he needed to feel her warmth, to know forhimself that she was still alive. That she was by his side. He would never let her go. Not ever. It would be like taking his soul from his very body.
He sighed and reached down and grasped her right hand. Inu-yasha held on to her hand for dear life. Oh, how he wished he could have her in his arms. His mate, his heart, and his soul. Kagome was all of these for him. Inu-yasha could never let her go. It was a life or death thing. His dreams of her happened more frequently since he had left all those years ago.
Inu-yasha thought the separation of them was what caused them. The death dreams had taken new heights, the deaths more gross then ever. He woke up screaming like a banshee. In one dream it was so horrible and so real that Inu-yasha tried to rip his own heart out. He had pictured Kagome at the hospital. Some one had shot her in the chest, and to live she had needed a heart, but there were no donors. So right there in the operating room, Inu-yasha had began to cut his own heart from his chest, so that Kagome would have a heart. So that she could live. He remembered feeling no regret for dieing, none what so ever.
Inu-yasha had woken up to find his claws bloody and his sheets were also stained with it. His chest bore the marks of his claws were he had attempted to make his heart out. On his chest were at lest 12 deep gashes in his skin. Blood was pooling down his naked chest to his abdomen. Inu-yasha shook away that horrible dream.
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While the nightmares got worse the sex dreams followed as well. They became more intense, more desperate lovemaking. And at the end when he told her he loved her. She would simply vanish from his arms. No matter how he tried to hold her to him. She would vanish. Those dreams left him feeling so empty and his heart acing. His manhood erected and throbbing.
Inu-yasha would be covered in his own sticky white liquid. It would cover his thighs and his chest. Those nights he would have to seek relief for him self. Inu-yasha would reach down and wrap his hand around his staff and he slid his hand up and down his penis. Fast and hard, he would lie on his bed and pant. To his shame he would picture Kagome on top of him, or even below him. She would be gasping and moaning out her pleaser she was taking from his body. Inu-yasha would torture himself by imagining her full ripe breasts swinging in his face and he couldn't touch them. He couldn't touch her. It would drive him to the point of insanity; he would look over to his nightstand and see the picture of Kagome. The one he always had by the side of his bed.
His favorite dream he had was of coming home to find a trail of roses leading to his bedroom. He would gulp and walk to his door and slowly open it. Only to have his lungs forget how to breath. Candles light the room. Kagome was lying on his bed naked. Rose petals surrounded her. One of her legs her bent up, while the other was strait. Her upper body was curved to the left slightly, seductively. Her left arm was curved so that her hand rested in her flowing raven locks and her other hand was berried deep in to the tight raven curls in between her thighs. The candles shined of hot liquate that soaked her fingers. Kagome's eyes would be dark. She would be squirming on the bed. Restless.
" Inu……Yasha. I've missed you so. I want you Inu-yasha I cant wait any longer. My body aces for you. Gods I want you so much please…. Please take me my mate. Please….." Kagome would whisper and he would see her fingers once more disappear in her womanhood. Kagome would close her eyes and moan deep in her throat. " Inu-yasha." she would moan his name. Inu-yasha's blood would boil and he became rock hard. His manhood would throb and twitch. Kagome's other hand would come down to feel her full pink tipped breasts. Inu-yasha would leap on to the bed and cover her body with his. He would worship her body. Kissing her deeply, completely.
He would lick and suckle her breasts. His hands would spread her thighs as he worked his mouth down where her fingers still lingered. Inu-yasha would pull her fingers from herself and he took them to his mouth. Sucking all her juices from her fingers. Then he would set her fingers on the bed. Returning his head back in between her legs, he would kiss her inner thighs. When Kagome could take no more he slide his tongue up her thigh to her womanhood. He would lick her from the end of her vagina to the other.
Kagome would squirm beneath him. Her nectar would be sweet like honey. He would probe her with is tongue over and over. Bringing her to her climax again and again. Kagome would be tossing her head from side to side. Her hips would be thrusting up to meet him. Inu-yasha would then climb up on top of her and Gods help him he fucked her. He fucked her good, and hard. She was screaming his name over and over as he thrusted his staff in to her core. He lost himself in her hot folds. Then he would wake up panting and making a tent of his covers. They would be wet and sticky.
Inu-yasha shook is head to be rid of his thought. He put his head to the side of her shoulder and sighed. He would have to stop thinking about those kinds of things when he was near Kagome. Gods help him, but he was already horny enough when he was with her. He didn't need to have pictures his wet dreams provided him with during the day. He sighed one more and fell in to a restless sleep. Kagome could not die!
thankx to Lord Shees, I dont care if it was late! Thanx so much for spellings. Well reweiw! I will try to up-date soon.