He stopped as he heard a muffled noise coming from with in the room. Inu-yasha walked in and stopped dead. What! His mind and heart echoed that word in agony.
Chapter 27!
Inu-yasha's heart couldn't take it… He turn and ran, as he ran down the hall every thing that he was holding was thrown. The white bear feel to the floor, it seemed almost in slow motion. It hit the floor with a soft thud, even though it was soft, certain ears rang with that sound as if it had been a gong. He didn't slow down when he heard his name being called behind him. He couldn't, not when his chest felt like it was being ripped open…
Kagome called out after him in despair as he ran away. She ran after him, feeling as if her world was coming down. Kagome couldn't keep up with him, but she had seen him go in to the men's room. Kagome blushed a deep scarlet, as she walked up to the door. Even thought the hall was empty, she still felt weird standing there with her hand pressed to the blue door. Kagome took a deep breath and sighed.
"Inu-yasha…?" Kagome whispered softly, knowing he could hear her. She heard a shuffling sound coming from behind the door. Then a deep voice rang out of the silence almost startling her, even thought she had been expecting it.
"Go away, Kagome." Inu-yasha's deep voice made those words ring throw the air. Kagome pressed closer to the door.
" I cant just go away, Inu-yasha" Kagome told him softly. She turned her back on the door and slid down it to sit on the floor. In her arms was the white bear she had picked up. Kagome held it close to her cheek and kissed the bears soft noise. It was so cute and sweet. Kagome blushed deeply as she thought the same thing about the man who had gotten it.
" I mean it Kagome, GO A WAY!" His gruff angry voice sounded again from behind her and she felt the door shake a little as he too slid down the door, to sit on the opposite side of it. She felt heart sick again at the thought of hurting him again. She set all the things she had picked up, to the side of her. There were new cloths and his old ones. She looked sadly down at the bear in her arms. Would they ever get this right and be friends again?
" I'm not going away until we talk about what you saw, Inu-yasha." She told him throw the inch of solid wood that stood between them. Her heart felt like it was being ripped in two… How was she going to explain and have him believe her, about what he saw?
" I don't want to talk about it, Damn it!" Inu-yasha yelled at her. Kagome winced and her heart bleed some more. Tears burned at her eyes, her lips trembled softly.
" Please… d- don't yell .. at me. Its not.. what you…." Kagome broke off. Tears feel down her pail face, all the hurt seemed to finally be to much. 7 years of pain and heart break caught up with her then. She berried her face in her hands and sobbed.
"K- Kagome?" Inu-yasha's worried voice sounded threw the door. Kagome didn't answer him. She couldn't… Not when she was cradling her bleeding heart. She didn't hear Inu-yasha get up, all she knew was in a few seconds she was falling back ward as the Door was open. Kagome fell in to warm open arms, as she was pulled in to the bath room.
Inu-yasha moved every thing in to the bathroom and shut the door. He sat down and set Kagome in his lap. He whipped her tears way, just for they could be replaced with more. He finally gave up and leaned back against the door cradling her in his arms. Her body shook his as she sobbed, as if her sweet little heart was breaking. Inu-yasha's heart bleed with her, even if it was a selfish move, his heart gave a little leap of joy when he noticed that she cradled the bear he had gotten her in her arms.
He shook his head this was no time for being stupid. Inu-yasha started to panic. He didn't know how to dell with crying females! His heart couldn't take much more of her tears.
" Kagome what's wrong?" Inu-yasha asked softly. His voice gentle as he started to rub her back softly in soothing circler motions. When she didn't respond, Inu-yasha pulled her closer to his chest and moved his leather jacket so that Kagome could rest on his chest and be covered with his jacket. " Its alright… Cry as long as you need to." He whispered in to her ear.
Kagome turned in his arms, her chest was crushed up against his chest. One of her legs rested on either side of his hips. Inu-yasha blushed a deep red as she unknowingly came in to contacted with a certain part of his anatomy. Kagome didn't seem to notice as she berried her face against his neck. Inu-yasha gulped as she squirmed to get comfortable. With her breasts against his chest and a certain part of her anatomy moving against his, he was feeling the effects. He gulped again and try to remember why he was upset with her.
Inu-yasha being the male what he was, couldn't help but picture what they could be doing right now on the floor of the hospitals rest room. He couldn't stop the picture of a naked Kagome coming to mind, he would be holding her down on the floor he thought. Holding her as he gave her his mark, and then riding her slow and easy until she begged him to ride her hard and fast. He could picture it in his mind like a film.
He gulped again trying to control his reaction to his perverted mind. Kagome had settled down and had stopped crying. While this was good, she had started to hiccup softly. This was not good! It was like a rhythmic motion against his manhood. Damn! Must not think of it! He thought violently as his anatomy started to like Kagome's moments a little to much. Who was he kidding? It loved it a whole of a lot more then that. Think of something you don't find sexy! He thought rapidly. Kagome's breast… No! Kagome's… NO! Bad! Ah… The old hag at the store! But how could he think of some evil person while he had an angel on his lap? How could he think about that when that said angel was moving on his lap? NO! BAD!
Shit he thought, as his blood rushed to his staff. Damn it. Damn it all hell! Inu-yasha put his arms under Kagome and lifted her in to his arms as he stood up. He gathered his stuff and walked out of the bath room.
"I- Inu-yasha?" Kagome asked uncertainly. Inu-yasha didn't answer. He couldn't. Inu-yasha was trying not to go back in to the bathroom and claim his mate. He thought it better just to go back to the room. As he thought this he remembered what had driven him to run from his angel. Inu-yasha quickly looked down at Kagome's face. She was beautiful, even with her eyes red from crying, she could still lye claim to his heart.
"Kagome…. Why did you do it?" He whispered softly against her ear. Inu-yasha felt her shiver. He smiled at the knowledge that he could do that to her. But the smile instantly disappeared as he entered her room. "Why Kagome?" He asked again. Kagome gulped and turned her head away from him, but he grabbed her chin and turned her head back.
"Don't turn away from me Kagome. Why were you getting rid of the food I feed you?" He asked, but he could not bring himself to call it was it really was. If he did it might make it worse… She couldn't be anorexic, not again his soul and heart cried out in pain. He walked over to her bed and set her down gently. Inu-yasha sat the side of her bed and looked down at the raven haired beauty.
Kagome blushed under his intense golden stare. She picked up his hand and lied it on her forehead. " Inu-yasha cant you feel why? I didn't do it on purpose. I swear! I tried to eat everything you gave me after you left but I have a cold, and I couldn't because it made my stomach up set." She whispered this softly to his pained golden eyes. They seemed to pierce her soul and she knew that if she looked away that he would think she was lying.
Inu-yasha looked down at the small hand holding his. She was burning up. He hadn't taken the time to smell her sent. It had a sweet smell to it, almost to sweet. It was like a mask covering her smell. Pain licked at his insides. He had judged her guilty of an evil sin. Inu-yasha felt like fire was burning his insides. He had judged his angel of something so terrible, and she had been sick.
His soul and heart cried out in pain as he realized that he hadn't helped her cold. Inu-yasha thought savagely. Running after him wouldn't help her get better, or crying…. He had made his angel cry. He was the lowest of low, Inu-yasha thought. Pain over came what little pride he had left.
"Kagome… I'm so sorry!" He cried as he gathered her in to his arms again. Inu-yasha held her tight. He berried his face in to her hair, for he couldn't look in to her eyes again. No he thought, he was a disgrace. How could he have missed that she was sick? Why? Inu-yasha couldn't answer those questions… He kissed the top of her head. " I'll help you get better I promise!" Inu-yasha felt for the second time that day, the burn of tears. He closed his eyes and sighed deeply.
Kagome wrapped her arms around him and held his closer. She blushed as she ran her hands throw his silky hair. She couldn't believe that she was holding him in her arms. Kagome's heart felt like it was going to burst out of her chest. Inu-yasha…. She thought dreamily. "Inu-yasha its fine. You're my best friend, friends forever no matter what!" Kagome smiled as he kissed the top of her head again. She loved being in his arms.
Inu-yasha felt a little tips on the feel of her in his arms, but reality came back to him. Here he was and Kagome was sick. Inu-yasha pulled back and lied her back down on the her pillow. He pulled the covers up to her chin and fluffed her pillow. Kagome smiled up at him and his heart swelled. He stopped to think… She didn't have a television or entertainment as she lay here… Inu-yasha smiled.
" I'll be right back Kagome!" He turn and ran out of the room, leaving a bewildered Kagome in his wake. What could he be up to? She thought.
Not five minutes later Inu-yasha came back in to her room, breathing hard, but smiling widely. Slung over his shoulder was his guitar. Kagome smiled at him as he came in and pulled up a chair next to her bed.
"Kagome I've been working on a song. Its by Nickleback. I think we can pass the time bye with a little music. Do you want me to play for you?" He asked shyly. Kagome grabbed his hand and smiled up at him.
"Yes I would like that very much! What song are you going to do?" Kagome asked excitedly. He couldn't help smiling at her.
" I was thinking 'Saving Me'. Would you like that?" Inu-yasha asked. She knotted. He took out his guitar. It was red and had a white demon dog on it. Kagome giggled softy. Inu-yasha laughed. Kagome was stunned as he laughed. It brightened his eyes and made them shine. Her heart leapt with joy.
Inu-yasha strummed his guitar, and started to sing. His voice was ritch and deep. Kagome couldn't look away as he closed his eyes and sang.
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Chorus:
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Chorus
Hurry I'm fallin'
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Chorus
Hurry I'm fallin'
Kagome stared at him in wonder. His voice was mesmerizing, he should sing more often. He slowly opened his eyes, and looked at her with his golden eye's that swirled with emotion. She could read pride, pain that never really seemed to leave his eyes. And another emotion she couldn't read.
"Kagome… What do you want me to play for you?" He asked softly. Kagome gulped, what if he didn't want to play the song she picked?
" Uh.. Can you play Ordinary from Spider Man?" She asked nervously. Inu-yasha smiled and knotted his head.
" That is one of my favorite songs as well." He said as he started to strum his guitar again. His deep voice sounded again as he sang the verses to her. This time he didn't close his eyes but looked her dead in the face. As if in his world there was no one else… Kagome blushed a soft rose.
Whose eyes am I behind
I don't recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design
I don't want this to be the way that you see me
I don't understand anything anymore
In this world that I'm tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
It's anything but ordinary
And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need, where's mine
'Cause your what I need so very but I'm anything but ordinary
Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one look what you've done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke
You're just a kid
You weren't ready for what you did
And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I do it for you time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need, where's mine
'Cause you what I need so very but I'm anything but ordinary
I think I'm trying to save the world for you
You've been saving me too
We could just stay in and save each other
I'm anything but ordinary
(ordinary)
I'm anything but ordinary
(ordinary)
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