Hi everyone.
I'm sorry that this is not a chapter, but there are some things that need to be said.
First off, to that guest reviewer, I'm sorry.
What I said was cruel and mean and, as another guest pointed out, was essentially me flaming them. I suppose I was just really mad by what was said, so I fought it off like I always do. It was fire against fire in my eyes and, as I've learnt time and time again, that's never the way to do it. I appreciate all those who reviewed and helped me see past my anger and hurt to what I really did. It's a bad habit of mine to lose it without thinking about what I'm actually saying and for that, I'm sorry.
However, I would appreciate that when you are telling me off for being wrong, that you would be nice about it. I understand I made a mistake, we all make them. I was horrible and I see that now, but that doesn't mean you have to make me afraid that every time I open my emails I'm going to see something horrible from someone just because I was stupid and immature and made a mistake that I now can't take back because everyone knows and it's on the internet. I know what I did was immature, but I never claimed to be mature and I never really wanted to grow up either. I know, stupid right? I'm probably just making myself look even worse but quite honestly, growing up scares me. I'm afraid of the big wide world and I'm afraid of the person I'll become. What if I become the bully? What if I already am?
Anyway, I'm getting off topic. Once again, I would like to apologize for my behavior and I will be taking the list off as soon as I can. I thank you all for the slap to the face you gave me, it was what I needed to see my wrongs. Please don't assume that I'm just trying to make myself look good after what happened, I am truly sorry for what I did and I hope that you can all find it within yourselves to forgive me.
I do not condone bullying of any kind and I hate anyone who does such a thing. Now I see that I too am a bully and I am so, so, so sorry. The list was disgusting and all I want is to forget it and move on.
Please forgive me, that's all I ask.
Please.
Sincerely,
JuliaPossum