Shikamaru

I spent my Thursday sleeping until noon, planning some homework for my students and procrastinating while doing it. I tried not to think too much about what happened yesterday and what I told Temari, because I knew I might regret it. I have never told that to anyone and I made a promise to myself to keep it that way and I don't know what got into me yesterday. Even though I don't feel bad about telling her everything, it didn't feel wrong as I thought it would if I ever told anyone.

I decided to do something else useful today but I got a call from Chouji just as I was getting ready to go jogging. He wanted to convince me to go to the club tomorrow. Usually it would take him at least 20 minutes but today I agreed instantly, causing Chouji to laugh and mock me.

- Man, you are so done! – he kept laughing.

- Shut up, Choji.

We both knew very well why I wanted to go, there was no need for him to ask me.

Ever since her arrival I wasn't like myself. I wasn't worse though, it was the opposite. Maybe for the first time in my life I felt like I wanted something and I knew quite well what it was. It felt like having a real goal and I wanted to sit down and make some plans how to achieve this goal. The interesting thing was my emotions and hormones were very much in a way of pursuing my plan (remembering the little play Temari did to me several days ago while my response was being paralyzed, unable even to say anything, was a good example). Also, Temari herself didn't make it easy for me. It was like making plan about some uncontrollable hurricane, wild and fierce. I knew it was troublesome, maybe the most troublesome thing I've ever got the idea to do, but for some reason I did not lack of motivation this time. I might go through hell and suffer, but that did not matter. If in the end I got her that would be the only thing that matters. I wanted her badly, both as a friend and as a lover.

I ran fast, trying to get my emotions fade but it didn't really help. I ran into the forest and slowed down, unable to see the path as it was getting dark and the moon and stars were covered with dark clouds. I felt physically exhausted, but kept on running and jumping over bushes or branches, tripping, falling, getting up again and running further. My heart was racing with my feet and I was panting. It wasn't a very efficient way to do sports but today I couldn't care less. I ran through Konoha's small streets and between little wooden houses. After an hour I decided to run towards my home and being nearby I noticed a bunch of girls leaving my house. I recognized them – Hinata, TenTen, Sakura and Ino. They were giggling and screaming, tumbling in the dark and swaying unsteadily. They were drunk. My eyes slipped towards the window of Temari's flat. I saw her standing in the kitchen and decided to pay a visit.

She opened the doors and let me in, eyeing me seductively and not even trying to hide that. She was drunk herself and grinning like crazy. I told her about a plan to go to the club, but I doubted if she'd remember. Soon she fell into the sofa and started dozing off, so I grasped her relaxed body and relocated it on her bed. She kept giggling all the time, her cheeks were flushed and she was being so cute, I had trouble to refrain myself from laughing. I decided to put her to sleep and started undressing her. That was not an easy task but I tried not to let my thoughts wander through her body, while she was sitting in front of me in only her lingerie, staring at me with a stupid look and a smile. She rolled on her stomach, as if wanting me to look at her gorgeous round ass in sexy black panties with a lace. My eyebrows jumped up from the view and that wasn't the only thing going up in my body. I quickly put her nightgown on, tucked her in and left, heading for some cold shower to clear my mind. She got me infatuated and I wondered if she knew.