BPOV
Why was I such an idiot?
And why was he a bigger idiot!
Why couldn't I talk out loud about my issues?
Why did I decide to hide my pregnancy?
Why couldn't we work out?
And why the fuck would he get married like this?
What the fuck was he thinking?
Why did James fuck him up?
Why didn't I do anything?
"Don't lie to me! Dad told me about what you did!" I said to James, "Why would you do it? Why would you all fire him?"
"Stay out of it." He said, "It's between him and me."
"Why did you do it?" I said.
"Bella... After what he did to you... Well, I think he got what he deserved." he said.
"Don't you dare lie about it." I said, "You already had problems with him. You didn't do this for me."
"I will stand by my statement." he said, "I think he got what he deserved." he shrugged his shoulders.
Why didn't I go to him that day?
I was five months pregnant back then. Maybe we'd have figured out everything?
Or maybe not.
I didn't think we understood each other well anyway.
And what was the point of thinking about all this?
We were simply not made for each other.
And that was the fact.
We needed to be on friendly terms for the sake of Carlie, and I guess that should be it.