"Matt… Matt, hey." Mello prodded, leaning over the bed towards the sleeping red head. He was fully dressed and ready to leave the apartment, but… he didn't want Matt to wake up confused, so he decided to at least let him know.

With an unpleased grunt, Matt curled his body inwards, laying like that for a moment longer before cracking his eyelids open and glancing at his "boyfriend". He paused for a brief moment as he noticed that the blonde was dressed to go out. Hopefully he didn't want to go out with him anywhere.

"Matt, I'm going to get my bike fixed, okay?"

The red head sighed sleepily and nodded, closing his eyes again and nestling a bit deeper into the pillow. He felt the other's fingers in his hair and then listened to the prominent sound of Mello's boots on the floor as he walked off and left him to sleep. Thank God, he thought, I really didn't want to get up this early.

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Around four hours later and Matt was starting to really wish he had gone with the blonde. It would have been a distraction to his steadily growing urge to smoke a cigarette. He didn't know how he didn't notice his withdrawal silently setting in earlier… nor did he understand why he couldn't distract himself like he had been mysteriously in the past. He'd been in plenty of intense matches on Xbox, watched TV, taken a shower, shaved, watched Master Chief swim around… he couldn't think of much else he could do to distract himself, really. Maybe… maybe just one wouldn't hurt, right? It was only one cigarette… what harm could that do? The baby was only a little dot…

No. No, he'd already smoked more than enough cigarettes before he even knew of said dot. That had probably done plenty of damage already… He'd just have to endure this horrid feeling until Mello came home again. It must be something he's doing… something about him that keeps him occupied. He had no idea what, though. He sighed and collapsed down onto the couch, his sight catching on the carton of cigarettes that lay innocently on the side table next to the couch. He had to mentally fight to keep his hand from betraying him and ended up simply tossing the carton across the room and out of sight.

He really hoped that Mello would be home soon.

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Mello put his hands in the pockets of his fitted leather jacket as he walked down the sidewalk. His bike wouldn't be finished for another two hours or so and he found sitting in the shop to be incredibly boring, so, he was now walking around downtown, trying to find a shop that might spark his interest. Granted he'd rather be home right now but the fact that his bike had been knocked over and dented, as well as scratched, was a bit more important.

Damn…

He thought as he adjusted his leather jacket a bit. It was much warmer today than he'd anticipated… what with it of being fairly cold recently… he thought today would be the same. Apparently though, he'd been incorrect because he could feel himself beginning to sweat. Sweating while wearing leather was never a comfortable situation.

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Matt glanced towards the door when he heard it click, noting that Mello had finally gotten home and that maybe now he could be rid of his painfully noticeable withdrawal. He'd come up with a few ways to do so, using the blonde's help, and from seeing the way his leather pants clung to him and how the jacket hugged him in just the perfect way… he was sure he knew exactly how to go about it.

"My bike is fixed" Mello announced with a soft yawn, "and I'm going go to take a shower. Walking around got me all sweaty." He confirmed what he'd said with a small nod, unzipping his jacket and then peeling it off before laying it over the back of the armchair. He then stretched, unintentionally giving Matt a bit of a show as his shirt rode up, exposing his toned stomach and then lower back as he turned to walk off towards the bathroom.

A shower, huh. Matt thought to himself as he watched the other go. Maybe a shower could distract him. Specifically a shower with Mello. He smirked, waiting for the door to click shut before standing and following the blonde to the bathroom. He crept quietly, not wanting Mello to know he'd followed him until he got into the room, at least, so that it'd be more of a "surprise".

In the bathroom, Mello was indeed unaware of his friend's plans and was currently stripping off his sweaty shirt, a sigh sounding through the room once he'd finished. Now… the task of removing his tight, leather pants. He started by dropping his hands to the waistband of his pants, beginning to work on the button before—

"Matt, what do you want?" He asked, turning to look at the red head who had intruded on him.

Matt allowed a sly grin to creep onto his face as he moved closer to his friend, taking his hips in his hands and moving his own body close. "Nothing… I've just been having withdrawal all day and I needed something to distract me from it."

The blonde paused, but then smiled at the attention. "Can't you wait until I'm done taking a shower?" He asked before laying his open hands against Matt's chest. "We can go out and do something or whatever you want." He breathed a laugh and tilted his head slightly, just looking at his friend.

Matt's grin grew a bit wider as he dipped his head forward, pressing his soft lips to Mello's neck and then trailing them slowly up the length to stop at the corner of his jaw, just beneath his earlobe. He sucked in on the spot a bit before breathing out slowly and moving his hands up from Mello's hips to his bare sides, teasing his fingers along the smooth skin. "I don't wanna wait for that." He said deeply, his voice holding a bit of scratchiness to it.

Mello couldn't help but smile as Matt's kisses and touches sent goose-bumps all across his body, the feeling causing him to slide his hands up the red head's chest a bit further to eventually relax over his shoulders and against the base of his neck. He had a feeling that Matt already had something set in his mind for the two of them… and he couldn't say he completely opposed to the assumed idea…

"You don't, huh?" He asked with a smooth voice, rubbing the fingertips of his left hand in soft circles on the base of Matt's neck.

Matt only grinned in response, bringing his head up from Mello's neck to press their lips together in a kiss, immediately parting his lips afterwards and sliding the tip of his tongue against Mello's thin lips. When he felt said lips part and allow him access, he pushed his own tongue inside and slid it along the top of Mello's, pressing his body a bit closer and tasting him. Though, for the first time in a while… maybe the first time ever, even… their kiss and actions didn't seem hasty. They took their time, going at a slow pace as they enjoyed the kiss for what it was and soaked in the feeling of it. Though, Matt couldn't keep his hands from wandering and they eventually ended up against the blonde's upper torso, caressing the soft skin in a relaxing way as he dove deeper into the kiss.

Mello relaxed into his partner's embrace, adjusting their position slightly so that he could move them closer to the counter. He wanted to have something to lean against and once they were close enough, he let his body rest against the edge of the counter, becoming very pleased with how the red head accommodated to it. Matt was now pressing against him a bit more heavily, leaning their weight back onto the counter without once breaking their kiss or losing the closeness between them.

"Hmh."

The blonde smiled into the kiss. The pace and feel of it… it made him feel almost playful. A warm rush of flutters overtook his body and he kissed Matt back a bit deeper, running his long fingers through auburn hair as desire overtook him. For a brief moment, he pulled out of the kiss to smile at the other before shifting and putting his hands on the counter behind him, pushing down against it to help himself up to sit on the surface. Once he was seated comfortably, he put his hands on either side of the red head's neck and kissed him again.

Thanks Mello for not being a douchefag and actually taking a second to make out with me. Matt thought as he moved closer to the blonde, comfortably wedging himself between his long legs and resting against him slightly. He slowly ran his hands along every inch of Mello's leather-clad thighs, feeling the warmth from him as they focused on nothing but the feel of the kiss. How smooth and slow it was… how perfectly in sync their lips and tongues moved together… all of it combined relaxed Matt to his core and he began to lean his full weight into the blonde.

Though, after around ten to fifteen minutes of kissing, Mello pulled back and rest his kiss-bruised lips against Matt's cheek, as if nuzzling him.

"Matt…" he breathed a laugh as the red head continued to playfully kiss and nibble along his jaw line, "I really need to take a shower babe."

Matt gave a whine of displeasure before smiling against the blonde's jaw. "Fine…" he started, pecking Mello's lips once more before pulling away completely. "but afterwards, you're mine." He grinned and moved aside to let the other off of the counter as he adjusted his pajama pants slightly.

"Okay." Mello confirmed as he slid off the countertop. He then began to undo the button of his pants before pausing and turning his attention to the red head yet again. "Are you gonna leave?" He asked, raising a brow playfully.

"Nah." Matt responded, shrugging his shoulders as he leaned against the counter and crossed his arms. "I think I'll just watch and wait."

"What a perv." The blonde scoffed. Though, he smiled and undid the button anyways, shaking his head as he pushed down the zipper and began to peel off the leather clothing. He knew that Matt really would sit there and watch him for the entirety of getting undressed.

Matt was watching. Watching and enjoying, really. Mello was so attractively slim and toned… he loved the soft dips of his hipbones and the cute, faint dimples on his lower back. He loved the fact that he was completely shaven and that no matter where he looked, he couldn't find a single flaw. He smiled to himself softly; he was pretty gay, wasn't he?

"I'll try not to take too long."

Matt flicked his eyes up from Mello's waist to his face, smiling in response to his comment. "No problem." He continued to watch, though, as the blonde stepped into the tub and pulled the curtain closed. When he heard the sound of the water as it was turned on, his subtle smile turned into a sly smirk. No… no he would not wait for Mello to finish. He pushed off of the counter and began to quickly remove his clothes, making sure to stay quiet so that his plan would remain a surprise to the blonde. Once he'd finished, he crept over to the shower and began to slowly pull back the curtain just enough for his body to slip through, hoping to all gods that Mello's back would be to him. Fortunately, luck was on his side and he stepped into the shower behind Mello. Now, all he had to do was…

"Matt? Are you— hgh—" Mello jumped in surprise as he felt a pair of strong arms wrap around his middle and pull him backwards, leaving him ended up against a warm, broad chest.

"Hey there."

Mello grunted, ignoring the other's laughter as he pulled himself away. "You scared the shit out of me." He breathed, turning to look at the red head and immediately scanning his eyes over the nude form. "What are you doing?" He asked, a small smile working its way onto his lips and pushing away all feelings of annoyance.

"Nothing… just thought I needed a shower too." He responded coyly, flashing the blonde a toothy grin as he moved to switch places with him so that the water could run over his body. He dipped his head back and let the water soak his hair, using both hands to slick it back and away from his face afterwards.

The blonde watched him do so and crossed his arms over his chest. "Okay… but we're going to shower, Matt. Nothing else." He laughed a bit before pausing, trying to think of how to go about this the right way. The shower was small… definitely too small for the both of them to move around comfortably… Guess we'll just have to get close. Mello thought, admittedly a bit deviously, as he pressed close to the red head, their fronts almost together as he let himself be coated in the water once more. Now, not only would he get clean, he could also tease the red head a little.

Teasing was exactly what he was doing. Matt wanted him and he knew it. That fact alone made it hard for the red head to keep his hands to himself… or his body, for that matter. He was painfully aware of each time that Mello's hands or… other areas brushed against him. Though, maybe the 'innocent' teasing would make what he had planned next that much more enjoyable. He pushed the thoughts out of his mind for now and relaxed, holding Mello's waist in his hands and slowly rubbing the skin with his fingers. He didn't really need a shower himself; he'd taken one a few hours before Mello got home… so, he just held the blonde and ran his hands over his thin body as he washed. Mello seemed to enjoy it as well because he could feel his weight lean more and more into him as the shower went on.

Though, it eventually had to end and after a while of just standing together, the two drew apart and got out of the shower. Matt shut off the water while Mello quickly retrieved two towels for them, tossing one Matt's way when he'd finished.

I hope he doesn't think he's gonna top or some shit because I'll rape his ass. Matt thought with a shadow of a smile on his face, watching Mello dry himself off as he did the same. He continued his simple thoughts; Everyone should be so jealous of me. I have this sexpot of a boyfriend and no one else gets to touch him but me. I mean sure, I don't have any friends anyways… but if I did…

"Nope, nope. Don't put your clothes on."

Mello paused halfway through putting on his underwear and glanced over at his counterpart, his hair messy and an eyebrow raised. He was now positive that he knew where this was going. Matt smirked deviously and moved over to the blonde, wrapping his arms tightly around his middle and then lifting him off of the ground just few inches he needed to carry him out of the bathroom and into the bedroom. Mello had made a noise of confusion before laughing and draping his arms around the red head's neck. He relaxed within his embrace and leaned his head down, softly nibbling and kissing along Matt's soft ear.

"Heh…" Matt grinned and lifted the blonde up a bit more, gathering his strength before throwing him down onto the bed and quickly climbing on top. The springs in the mattress caused them to bounce together a couple times on impact, though soon Matt relaxed his full weight down onto the blonde and looked him over. He still… he still didn't feel rushed. He actually wanted to take things slowly and enjoy everything Mello had to offer, rather than get off as quickly as possible, like usual. He stroked his fingers through Mello's damp hair in a soothing way before dipping his head down to kiss along the soft skin of his neck yet again, admiring the feel and the way his partner reacted to it.

Mello shifted slightly beneath Matt's comfortable, pleasing weight and splayed his legs open a bit further, enjoying the pressure against him that Matt's body provided. He wrapped his arms warmly around the red head's torso as if hugging him, just holding him close against himself, feeling each of Matt's kisses as they rained down against his neck. His body felt warm and relaxed with every touch and when he felt the other's lips against his own, he kissed him back full force. Their lips moved in perfect sync and one of Mello's hands began to move south down the red head's body, trailing over his backside and gently squeezing before trailing his forefinger up the center crease, and then up along his back once again. He massaged his hands into the skin and continued to kiss him, sighing quietly against his lips as he felt the red head shift against him. Matt's weight, combined with the pleasing feel of the kisses and touches, caused Mello's blood to run a bit hotter and he shifted his legs so that they comfortably wrapped around Matt's waist.

"Cmere babe…" Matt cooed as he pulled his lips off of the blonde's. He shifted atop of him, moving to one side slightly so that there was enough of Mello's exposed front for him to touch and tease. In which; he did so, trailing his fingers down the blonde's chest to tease around one of his pert nipples while he locked lips with him yet again. Mello shifted his legs so that only one remained around the red head while the other relaxed to the side, leaving him splayed open to the air around him.

Matt took this opportunity to snake his fingers down the blonde's stomach, touching ever-so-lightly on the skin to send goose bumps across Mello's body. He continued to travel lower until his fingertips met the base of the blonde's shaft and he could feel the other spread his legs slightly further. Though, Matt enjoyed the pace they were going at and only cupped the other in his hand, kneading his palm down against the heated skin in a firm, slow rhythm to arouse the blonde while still keeping their contact intimate and close. After a minute or two, he wrapped his fingers around Mello's length and began to pump him at a smooth pace, letting the kiss end as he felt the other's lips trail down his jaw and then onto his neck.

Mello's body was burning. Something about the slow, intimate rate they were going at turned him on and aroused him deeply. He loved the way the red head was touching him and how he could feel the heat of Matt's hardening length against his thigh. All he wanted was for the other to continue touching him… to please him until he couldn't take it anymore and they made a mess of each other.

"Hh…" he sighed against Matt's neck, his hips now moving softly in time with the strokes and tugs. Could he call this 'making love'? If so, he was fairly certain that he'd never made love before… considering all other sexual encounters that he'd had were just like his usual ones with Matt: fast and to the point. This time, though… he definitely felt Matt's hand on him but he felt a closeness and intimacy that he hadn't felt before. He rather enjoyed it, really.

Matt enjoyed it too, but he needed to move them along a little further. His desire to be inside of Mello began to overshadow the desire to continue at the slow pace and he shifted so that he hovered over the blonde closely. Mello seemed to understand the change in position and raised his knees a bit, allowing easier access to his lower regions for Matt. The red head sighed softly and rest down between his partner's legs, looking over to the bedside table with hazy eyes.

"Mello can you ah…" he started, unable to think of the correct words for a moment, "get that lube?" he asked, gesturing over towards the table and breathing a laugh. He always felt awkward asking for that.

Mello breathed out slowly and then laughed softly, moving his hips softly in anticipation as he reached over to the small table and pulled open the drawer, retrieving the small bottle for the red head. He closed the drawer afterwards and looked back to his partner, a sly grin on his face as he held up the bottle. Matt breathed another laugh and snatched it from him, popping open the lid and applying a generous amount of the cool, slick liquid against his arousal. Once he'd finished, he capped the bottle and dropped it to the floor next to the bed.

"Ready?" He mumbled, trailing his coated fingers to Mello's opening and massaging against it. As he noted the blonde's agreement, he leaned over him and kissed along his bare chest, slowly pressing his index finger into the other until it reached the base. Once inside he began to move it softly, pulling it out and then pushing back in, hooking it occasionally to probe around for Mello's sweet spot.

The blonde rolled his hips against his partner's hand. He always thought the preparation felt a bit… awkward, really. Sure, he found it arousing and pleasurable but… just as much so awkward. Matt's finger was definitely an intrusion but it was too small to be… good, he'd guess. Either way, he hoped the preparation would go by quickly so that they could get to the real fun.

Matt smoothly slid in a second finger, working them individually inside of the blonde to pleasure him and stretch him a bit, as well as getting him slick and coated with lube. Though, after a few minutes he began to feel needy and withdrew his fingers. He knew that Mello was ready and aware of what he was about to do, so he simply raised the blonde's hips a fraction and slid himself up to the hilt inside of Mello within a few simple thrusts. The sounds that seeped from the other's lips caused a rush of hot shivers to wash over him and he pressed his hips against Mello's a bit more firmly. Though… no, no, he couldn't be hasty. He wanted this to be different than the other times.

Was Matt… bigger? Mello pondered the question for a moment as he lightly arched his back into the other, his body burning with desire as lust and passion took him over. No… he couldn't be, could he? Perhaps it was the way they were doing things this time. He was really feeling everything that happened to his body and really feeling the interaction with his… lover? Were they lovers, now? Regardless, he had a feeling that this time around would be very pleasing.

"A-ah…"

Each sound… each movement made Matt pulse with excitement. He leaned over the blonde a bit further, his thighs helping the hold up the blonde's legs as he positioned himself a bit more, slowly pulling out his length before pushing back in. The feeling… was phenomenal. He wasn't sure why it felt better than usual… but he wasn't going to complain about it. He worked up a smooth, even, fairly quick pace as he trailed wet kisses along Mello's chest and neck. His hips were moving on their own, sliding himself in and out of the blonde with ease as he closed his eyes and panted softly, listening to Mello's sighs and groans of approval. Mello couldn't stop making noise, really. Each time he felt Matt push in, especially when he slid over his prostate, he groaned… cooing soft "ahs" and "ohs" as he let himself be immersed in the pleasure.

They continued on for a while, Matt's pace quickening or becoming deeper as they got closer to release. They moved in perfect sync with each other, doing everything they could to maximize the feeling they experienced and before long, a broken, deep cry came from the blonde as his orgasm overtook his senses and he spilled out against his stomach. The muscles tightening around Matt's length caused him to release as well within the next few thrusts, spilling himself as well while he remained deeply buried in his counterpart. Afterwards, the two of them lay together in near silence, the only sound being their breathing and the soft grunts that sounded every so often.

Matt was the first to do anything. He pulled out slowly with a wet sound, moving over to one side of the blonde so that he could lie next to him and relax. Mello laid down his legs slowly after the red head moved aside, relaxing as well as he laid his arms over his head on the pillow and stretched out. His body felt… numb. Numb and warm in a good way and all he wanted to do now was sleep. Sure, he'd just defeated the purpose of the shower he'd taken… but it was worth it. Perhaps Matt's withdrawal could end up being a good thing. A very good thing.

Matt didn't even want to think about cigarettes or withdrawal or any of those things at the moment. He simply rolled over to face the blonde, draped one of his heavy arms over his torso and pressed close against him so that he could fall asleep. Hopefully he wouldn't have a handful of dried cum when he woke up the next morning, due to the mess on the blonde's stomach.

He'd already had enough incidents like that.

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This chapter… is awful. I'm sorry, lol. Not only was there an unneeded delay in update… but it's also awkward and… I dunno xD I blame it on the fact that I've been so distracted with WoW lately (shameshameshamerofl) that this chapter got spread out over days of me adding bits to it. I'm sure that's why it's kind of… off and un-flowing. At least it's longer, though? Lol. I'll try and make the next chapter a bit better. xD