To Arika-
You wanted a response, here it is:
I will never respond to you again, or even give your words the time of day.
Here's why:
This is dark but I have dealt suicidal thoughts before, wishing I was gone, thinking no one would miss me, thinking I didn't deserve the right to live. Saying to kill myself is just… you just CAN'T say that to anyone no matter who they are.
You CAN'T.
If I were to die tomorrow and you knew you were the reason I never wrote again, never saw my family or friends again… would you even regret it?
You have to understand: your words have weight and meaning behind them, you can't go throwing them around like this. Using them to try and hurt me or other people is just wasting them indefinitely.
Thanks to the way you behaved, I will never answer your questions, I will never respond to you again, I won't even take the time of day to read what you write, because you don't deserve it.
Starting right now, I'm going to delete every review you make without reading a single one.
And if this upsets you… if you're looking for someone to blame or scream at because of it, make sure to look in a mirror.
Goodbye forever.