So I hope these have been enjoyable! I will update poisoned with love soon and if I don't I might just mark it complete.*sigh* I have more story ideas that have to do with the host so hold onto your pants.
Melanie's point of view
Was I not good enough to show actual affection to when I wasn't acting like I was sleeping? Was it true affection? Or was this just some fun because he was bored. I always doubt myself either way, I always have. I could feel the elevator start to move again,they must have fixed it. Jared stood up and went to grab me when I stood up. "Your awake?" He asked. "I've been" I replied. Did he really think I was asleep? "Ohh" is all he replied while looking away. I started to feel sad,like I wasn't good enough to show actual affection too. We were both awkwardly standing there while I looked at my phone. Time must have slipped away,it was already six. I sighed. "Everyone's already ate dinner and they are doing their own things" I read the text aloud that I got from Wanda. Jared just nodded. "Hey wanna do something tonight?" I texted back to Wanda. "Can't busy with Ian" is all a got back for a reply. I could feel myself grow angry,sad, and kind of jealous. My best friend was here with me but she never wants to spend time with me. She's always too busy with Ian. Which she never told me if they're together or not, which she could have told me anytime. "Hey are you ok?" Jared asked me. I wanted to just let it all spill out but I knew I shouldn't. "I guess,just a little tired" I lied. "We can go back to the hotel and watch a movie or something" he suggested. "That will be fine." I agreed. I really just wanted my life to be the way it used to be. I mean this wasn't too bad but I felt like I barely had a best friend,and this is when I would need her the most. We made our way to a cab and back to the hotel. I remembered Wanda said she would be out, and I knew she had my favorite pajama bottoms I let her borrow. I told Jared I would be right back, I walked over to Wanda's room and opened the door. We each had an all room key just invade of emergencies and she told me she would be out. I swung the door open to see her and Ian watching tv. My eyes grew in anger,she lied to me. She was not busy, she just wanted to be with Ian. "Oh I just wanted to come get my favorite bottoms, but I see your busy out." I said whole turning to walk away. I heard her get up. "Mel,I'm sorry I lied." She tried to say. I turned back to her. "I've tried to hang out with you for the past week and you have been busy with him each time. I mean I'm getting married and won't be able to see you as much." I spit out. "It's always about you. I can never be happy can I?" She said in anger. I knew she had regretted it because she bowed her head down. "I'm sorry I didn't know bringing you to France wouldn't make you happy." I said while turning to walk away from her. I could hear her go to say something but I was already halfway in my room. "Hey Melanie what's wrong?" He asked. He could obviously see the frown on my face. "Why do you care?" I spit at him. I wasn't angry at him, I was angry at life. I grabbed some clothes and went into the bathroom, I figured a bubble bath might help things. I let the water fill completely up, on this huge tub. It's like the ones that look like a hot tub. I had bubbles in it and roses the hotel provided everyone with. I got in and started to think. Was I to rude to Jared? Why doesn't he tell me if he has feelings for me? The thoughts became more and more until I got a headache. I groaned and put my head back letting the steam swallow me. "Mel can I come on?" I heard Jared say. I would normally freak out and say no, but the tub walls were deep and I had enough bubbles to cover a skyscraper. "Yeah" I calmly said. Jared walked in. "Tell me what's wrong" he said whole sitting beside the tub. "Nothing it's just Wanda" I told him. "I heard" he said. I just looked down. "And I don't blame you for being angry." He said while looking at me. I just looked at him. "Your not selfish or anything your actually really nice" he said while looking down. "Thanks Jared it means a lot." I told him while looking directly at him. "We'll hurry up and get out because your dinners getting cold" he said while walking away and shutting the door. I got up and realized I forgot to grab a new bra from my bag. I went to grab my old one until I seen that it was soaked. I sighed. I had a white shirt for bed and silk pants. Well no bra it is I guess. I threw my wet hair up into a bun and walked out hoping Jared wouldn't notice. I sat down on the bed beside him,where he was watching a movie. I grabbed my dinner and ate it and now we were just watching an intense movie. All of a sudden it got cold and Jared could notice my goosebumps so he put his arm around me and pulled me close to him. This was fine until he forgot his phone beside me. I sighed as he leaned over me, I was reading something on my phone when he leaned over me. And I could feel his body press against mine and I knew that he would soon tell I didn't have a bra on. When he got back into laying against the head-board he smirked at me. "No bra?" He said. I knew it,I tried to pull the blanket over me. He just grabbed my hand and stopped me. "Don't be embarrassed I don't see how you can always wear one." With that his hand-made it under the covers and to the hem of my white shirt. I could feel my heart beat increase as my body grew curious. He slowly made his way up to my stomach when the feelings got worse. "You know it has to hurt your back" he said while looking into my eyes. I wanted to look away but I couldn't. Something about him was so inviting, intriguing. He was making his way closer to my bare chest as his mouth got closer to my ear. "So much tension" he said as the words rolled off his lips and traveled down my spine. That's when his hands found my chest. I could feel him gently caress me, like I was fragile. And right there I was melting before his eyes. He lightly touched every inch of my he could while his lips got closer to my cheeks. "Your close to perfect." He said against my cheek,while moving down to my neck. I shuttered under his touch. He began to kiss my neck as his arms pulled me closer. I should push him away,this would only lead to feelings. And when you have feelings you get hurt.
His hands began to travel down my body once again. Stopping right above my waist. I could feel him start to suck on my neck a little sweeter. His hands began to make their way under my pants. I thanked god I remembered underwear. As I began to grow nervous his hands made their way back up again but now he caressed my face. I was lost in the moment with him. So lost I didn't realize he was slowly pushing my shirt up. It was above my abdominal, this was so wrong but it felt so right. I knew this could lead to feelings but it wasnt like I was going to go further than this anytime soon. I could feel him kiss up my next to my chin to my lips. When he met my lips,I knew they had met their other half. His lips were so soft, like a rose. He deepened the kiss as he tugged my shirt off and set in on the bed. He pulled me under him as he began to kiss down my neck and chest. I tugged his shirt off and we were both laying there against each other. "Jared we can't go any further" I told him as we were forehead to forehead. "I never said I wanted to. I would never want to push you do to something" he said while looking at me. We were laying against the pillows still shirtless and still close to each other. We fell asleep like that and sleep for a good bit of time until I heard his phone beep around 3 in the morning. Sometime about that beep didn't feel right.
So who is it from?
Was this a good chapter?
To mushy?
Now remember no one confessed any feelings yet.