So how was the last chapter? Too much? Stupid?let me know!
Melanie's point of view.
My thoughts were biting at me to see who it was. I tried to control them because I knew it was wrong to invade his privacy. Just then my thoughts blew pictures of what I seen in Jared's phone on the plane. Disgust grew inside of my veins. I got up found my bras and put one on. I threw a baseball tee-shirt on and laid back down on the bed. I really wasn't in the mood to be cuddled. That's when I heard it, in Jared's sleep his mumbled Lacey. I turned to him, I could cover his face with a pillow but then i would go to jail. I grabbed a pillow and moved to the floor, covering myself with a light blanket that I brought. It was only 4 in the morning and I still had sleep to get.
The next morning.
Was I wrong to be so stubborn? I felt so alone now. I just wish I could tell someone, Jaime should be here now if it wasn't for law school. Is it vain for me to want my brother here, sure he was younger but I needed some ones advice. I could hear Jared start to get up and peeked over the bed to see him open the message and smile. I just got up and grabbed some clothes from the closet and went to the bathroom. I want a shower, I wanted to wash every touch away from him. I didn't think I was so stressed until I started to cry in the shower. I was about to shampoo my hair when it all hit me. I was alone in this. Jared had his own little world and only wanted to show me affection when he was in the mood too. Wanda was good with Ian, she could basically forget about me. My parents were stuck in their perfect world. I started to cry harder as my anger took over and I punched the wall, it couldn't be heard but it hurt. I sat down and grabbed my knees while the water tried to wash away the pain. Try to wash away the fake front I had shown everyone. I cried for about 5 more minutes until I picked myself up and finished my shower. I felt like the walls were getting taller, the walls I had worked so hard to get down had control over me again. I was emotionally drained and I felt sick. I got dressed and did my makeup and hair. Jared texted me and said him and Ian and Wanda had to go somewhere real quick. That didn't help my loneliness, my best friend was out in her nice little word. I sighed and I laid on the bed, I shouldn't pity myself though. I got up and went outside to get a cab,might as well go shopping. I climbed into the can and told then to take me to the nicest shopping place around and they did. Here I was shopping in France all alone. Jared tried to call me many times but I just kept clicking ignore. I didn't care to talk to him now, I was going to do as I felt. I was going to make myself be alone. It was another hour until I went back to the hotel, I walked into the room to see an angry Jared holding flowers. "What the hell?" He yelled. "What?" I asked him. "You just leave?" He said while looking at me. "Because you didn't do the same thing?" I yelled sarcastically. He took the flowers and handed them to me. "I thought they would make you happy" he said coldly,obviously upset. "You can't make me happy" I demanded as I threw them on the ground. I knew that upset him. I went to walk out and he tried to stop me. "Where are you going?" He said while holding me tightly. "Far away." I said while trying to squirm out of his grip. Sadly he was strong, and he knew he was. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and sat me on the bed. "Tell me where your going." He said through his teeth, his face was dangerously close to mine. "Why? What are you my dad?" I said to him. He didn't change his facial expression. "No, I'm your fiancé" he said while still having a tone in his voice. "Hmm not good enough" I said while trying to stand up and trying to pass him. His arms demanded my body to sit back down on the bed. He was now hovering over me. I flinched lightly when he yelled once again. I tried to push him but he wasn't moving. I hit him in the stomach and walked away from him. I felt bad for it. This wasnt like me, but then again who is me? I feel like I'm losing myself day by day.
So I told you it would suck!
Well I do not own anything.