What's done is done.
What would of happened if Kurt never stopped talking to Chandler? What would of happened if Kurt cheated on Blaine not Blaine cheating on Kurt?
And how does Sebastian fit into all of this?
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Previously on What's Done is Done:
Sebastian pulled over the car and put it in park before leaning over and grabbing Blaine by the back of the neck and planting his lips on Blaine's. Blaine moaned pulling Sebastian closer, "Mm, Bas."
Blaine pulled Sebastian closer grabbing a hold of his shirt in his fists, plunging his tongue in Sebastian's mouth.
"Chandler, we need to talk." Kurt said grabbing Chandler's hand and pulling him away from the group he was talking to.
"No, we don't Kurt." Chandler said as he pulled his hand away and tried to walk away.
"Yes, we do." Kurt followed Chandler, before pulling him into a deserted classroom.
"Why Kurt? You pretty much said it all in Ohio. What more could you possibly have to say?"
"I'm sorry, Chan."
"No, you don't get to call me that. Not after you broke my heart and trampled all over it. That's not fair. Damn it Kurt, I can't do this now. I can't I don't want to anymore. I can't compete with him. I won't compete with him." Chandler stated before sitting on the furthest desk away from Kurt.
"I don't want you to compete with him Chandler, you were right, I had no reason to still be in love with him and if I'm being honest with myself, I'm not in love with him. I haven't been since I started whatever this thing is between us," Kurt replied before slowly walking over to chandler. "I'm sorry, I even said it, but seeing him with Sebastian made me jealous and I had no right to be, now I understand what he felt and I though I could make it all go away, that I could have my best friend back, but I can't and I haven't had him since I met you.
"And I wouldn't change it for the world, Chan, I love you and I want you back, I just want us again." Kurt whispered lifting Chandler's head to meet his eyes, which were slowly filling with tears.
"Ku-Kurt, I can't do that again. I won't do that again, I love you so much and it hurt. It physically hurt more then emotionally, I felt like you had ripped my heart out and stepped on it, maybe added a few jumps, and I never want to feel that way again. Not in a million years."
"I'm sorry, baby, I really am. Please come back to me, I'm so sorry, Chan." Kurt let his lips meet Chandler's softly at first and then pushed him back slightly and pushed against them harder, trying to get a response out of Chandler.
Chandler felt Kurt's lips press harder against his and gasped, for as long as he could remember Kurt was never this physical with him, never the one to initiate anything, to feel Kurt press himself harder to him made him realise Kurt wanted this just as much as Chandler did. Chandler grabbed the back of Kurt's neck, pulling him closer.
"I'm so sorry." Kurt whispered in between light kisses.
"It's ok. I love you, so much Kurt." Chandler said softly.
"You have no idea how much I love you Chan."
"Daddy!" Amelia yelled running down the front steps of her house.
"Amelia, get back here please?" Michel yelled after her.
"Dad, it's daddy." Amelia replied before stopping and looking back at her dad.
"I know, but back her sweetie." Michel said to her.
Adrien walked in the gate of the home, towards the front door where Amelia was standing with Michel, "Michel, please." He whispered.
"Amelia, sweetie, hop inside for me please, so I can talk to your daddy." Michel said softly to his daughter.
"Will daddy come play with me after you finish talking?" Amelia asked, with puppy dog eyes at both her fathers.
"Of course, I will, baby. Now listen to your dad. I'll see you soon." Adrien replied sadly, knowing it was unlikely Michel would let him but also knowing Michel wouldn't let him lie to his daughter.
"Okay!" Amelia said cheerfully, before hugging her dad and going inside.
Michel closed the door softly behind him making sure Amelia was inside. "What are you doing here, Adrien?" Michel started as soon as he was sure Amelia was occupied with something else.
"Michel, please just let me see her? Please? It's been over 5 months Michel. I miss her. "
"Well maybe you should of thought about that Adrien. You left us remember."
"No! You left me! You took her and left! What was I supposed to do? I didn't even know where you had gone? Do you know how that felt?"
"Well what did you expect? You cheated on me, on us technically. She's our daughter and you slept with someone else!"
"Don't pretend you're the only innocent one here, Michel, remember Julien? You cheated on me with him, with our best friend! Our best friend, just like she is our child!" Adrien yelled before punching the brickwork next to the front door.
"Go home, Adrien. You're not seeing her when you're like this. She doesn't need to see this nor does she need to hear it."
"Please, don't be like this Michel? I just want to say hello." Adrien practically begged.
"I'm sorry Adrien, but no. Go home." Michel mumbled.
"Ok, just – just tell her I love her, and I will see her soon. Please just tell her that?" Adrien begged again.
"Of course. Goodbye Adrien." Michel whispered, as he walked inside leaving Adrien by himself on the front porch.
"Dad, where's daddy?" Amelia pounced on him, as soon as he walked in the door.
"I told him to go home Amelia." Michel said to her, as much as he wanted to lie to her, he couldn't do it. She deserved the truth, and that was something he and Adrien agreed on when she was born.
"Why? Why would you do that?" Amelia yelled at him.
"Lia, you need to know that he loves you very much and he will see you soon." Michel said getting down to her level.
"Why can't he see me now? Why did you send him away?" Amelia cried to Michel.
"Because I did Lia, you will see him soon." Michel tried to comfort her.
"No, don't talk to me. If you didn't send him home he would be here. I hate you. Go away." Amelia cried at him before running up the stairs.
Adrien listened quietly, on the other side of the door, hating himself, hating the fact that he couldn't keep his family together, that he couldn't make his daughter happy, that he couldn't make her smile. The tears that he knew were on her face made him sad, made him feel worthless. He walked away wordlessly, not before sending a message to Michel.
Michel waited for Amelia's door to slam before leaving the front foyer, hearing his phone go off in his pocket he pulled it out not expecting what he saw.
Thank-you – Adrien.
For what? – Michel.
For not lying to her – Adrien.
We may not be together, right now, but we made that deal when she was born and nothing has changed. I have never lied to her, nor will I ever – Michel.
Adrien smiled at his phone slightly, still feeling hurt, despite what the message said right now what does that even mean? Does Michel still love him like Julien said? Where does Sebastian fit in this? 'No where!' His conscience said to him loudly. 'He's with Blaine. He's happy. Let him be!'
Adrien walked silently back to his front door, of his apartment, knowing that the only thing he will be met with was complete silence. He opened the door, walking silently to the fridge, before a knock at the door startled him.
"Blaine, baby wake up." Sebastian whispered softly in Blaine's ear.
"Mm, I don't want to. Please just 5 more minutes." Blaine snuggled deeper into Sebastian's chest.
"B, come on, get up." Sebastian said softly, kissing Blaine's head.
"Why?" Blaine whined.
"Kurt's on the phone for you." Sebastian mumbled softly, knowing Kurt could here him.
"Tell him to go away, I just want you." Blaine grumbled.
Sebastian put the phone to his ear, "You heard him Hummel, and he doesn't want to speak to you." He said smugly.
"Ok, that's fine, I understand. Just let him know that, I didn't mean it and that if he needs clarification to just call, despite everything, he is still my best friend. Goodbye Sebastian." Kurt said before hanging up, not waiting for a reply.
Sebastian stared dumbfounded at Blaine's phone.
Blaine looked at Sebastian for a few minutes before speaking. "He didn't mean what Bas?"
"I don't know B. I have no idea at all, what he means, and I know you probably want to know." Sebastian said slightly confused.
"Actually Bas, I think I'm fine right now. What's done is done. I don't care what he has to say right now. I'm happy, I'm happy with you and I'm glad I came home."
"Me too B, me too." Sebastian smiled down at Blaine who yawned slightly, "Sleep baby, I'll wake you later."
"Sleep to Bas, it's too early. Cuddle me." Blaine mumbled snuggling into Sebastian's chest more.
"Ok, I love you." Sebastian whispered sliding down the bed slightly kissing Blaine softly before closing his eyes.
"Mm, I love you too Bas, so much." Blaine whispered letting sleep overtake him.
Adrien walked over to his front door, unsure whether to answer or not. Looking through the peephole, he saw his daughter and ex-husband in the doorway. He breathed in deeply before being frightened and slamming the door open.
"Daddy!" Amelia yelled, before getting out of her dad's arms and running the short distance to her other father's legs and grabbing hold.
"What happened?" He asked in a panic looking at Michel and the tear stained cheeks of his daughter.
"Nothing, I just realised, that I shouldn't of sent you away without letting you see her. It wasn't fair, on you nor is it fair on her." Michel replied looking down at his daughter softly, "Can we come in?"
"I- Of course." Adrien said picking up his daughter and hugging her closely.
"Princess, I've missed you so much." Adrien smiled brightly at his daughter.
"Missed you too daddy." Amelia laughed lightly, hugging her dad back tightly.
Michel looked on in silence, a slight smile on his lips. Adrien looked at Michel, a smile playing on his lips.
"Princess, why don't you go to see your room? Daddy designed it himself. Your dad and I are just going to talk for a bit ok?" Adrien said to his daughter softly.
Amelia frowned looking between Michel and Adrien, "Are you going to go away again?"
"I-'' Adrien didn't know how to answer. Was Michel going to let him see her again? Would this be the last time he would ever get to hold her again? Adrien looked at Michel not knowing how to answer.
"No Lia. Daddy isn't going away again. Ok, I promise?" Michel replied, shocking Adrien, "Go check out your room. We will be in soon."
"Okay! Love you daddy's!" Amelia smiled brightly before walking down the hallway seeing a bright pink room, squealing loudly and running in.
"She's amazing isn't she?" Michel asked softly walking closer to Adrien.
"She is. I've missed so much." Adrien whispered.
Michel shook his head, "Not a lot, she's so much like you, and it's very cute."
Adrien looked shocked, "What are you doing here Michel? What more could you possible want to rub in my face? You have our daughter; you got our best friend what more do you want from me?"
"I want you, Adrien. I want us again. Fuck! I love you so much. I just want you to come back, come back home, come back to Amelia, come back to me." Michel said frustrated.
"We're over Michel, the divorce was finalised months ago. Why now? Why not back then? Why come all this way now?"
"We're still married Adrien, I couldn't sign them. I tried, gosh I tried so hard to just put pen to paper but I couldn't. I couldn't because of her, because of that little girl in there, our daughter."
"Why now? Why tell me all this now!?" Adrien raised his voice slightly, knowing that if he spoke any louder Amelia would hear.
"Because I was hurt! I was upset, Adrien. There used to be a day when it was just you and I. Just us, but then I found out about Sebastian. He literally ripped my family apart and for the first time in a long time, I'm sort of happy. I've finally realised that I don't care about any of that. I just want you back. If that makes me stupid, because I know you could rip it all away just by saying you love him or you want to leave me then that is my fault, but you can't help how you feel Adrien and this is how I feel when I'm with you, what am I supposed to do?"
"I don't know if I can love again Michel. How do I love again? How do I love you again? You took Amelia away from me, you took her and left, this is the first time I've seen her in 5 months Michel. 5 months! Do you know how much that hurt, to have the most important people in the world ripped away from you?"
"Yeah I do! Remember you cheated on me! You left me first. You moaned his name for weeks in your sleep. What was I supposed to do Adrien? Pretend I didn't hear it? I know you saw him at the park all those years later, and for the first time in years that name came back. I couldn't do it anymore, and when Amelia came and asked who Sebastian was that was it. I decided then that we needed to leave. Our daughter asked who he was! Our 4 year old daughter!"
"Keep your voice down Michel!" Adrien replied back, harshly.
"You know she asked about you everyday! Everyday! 'When's Daddy coming home? How long until Daddy gets home? I miss daddy.' That's what I heard everyday, for 5 months! I didn't know what to say. I couldn't tell her that I had taken her away from you because you didn't love me anymore. She would of thought you didn't love her either and I couldn't explain Julien anymore then I could explain you leaving, if it's any consolation I didn't see Julien the moment I left. Once I left you and took Amelia that was it, I didn't see Julien either."
"Oh yeah because that makes me feel so much better! I couldn't care less about Julien, Michel. I've missed 5 months of my daughters life and 5 months when she's about to turn 10 is a lot of time!"
"I didn't know how to explain it to her! I'm sorry! How did you want to explain it to her? 'Hey Lia, your dad and I aren't together anymore so you have to choose.' That's not really fair Adrien!"
"I wouldn't have made her choose, Michel."
"Well one of us had too."
"What do you want me to say, Michel? Everything I say, you contradict!"
"I want you to talk to me! Tell me what you're feeling. Just something anything!"
"What I'm feeling!? Fuck! I still love you Michel, I still love Amelia and I always will but what do I do? I don't know how to move on. I never should of started something with Sebastian in the first place but I couldn't help it, and then I got in deeper and deeper and shit, I missed you everyday, I still miss you everyday. I just want my life back Mich. I just want you and Amelia and my family back!"
"Then come back, come back home to Paris, back to Amelia, back to me." Michel whispered softly walking towards Adrien with every word said before grabbing Adrien's face between his hands and kissing him passionately. Adrien froze before letting his hands grab Michel around the waist puling him in deeper. He opened his mouth slightly grabbing Michel's tongue pulling it with his teeth. Michel moaned softly into Adrien's mouth.
Adrien pulled back quickly, running his hands through his hair before leaning his forehead against Michel's.
"How Michel? How do I come back? Why would you want me to come back?"
"Adrien, I love you. You came back after you found out about Sebastian's age. You came back to me then. You can come back now. I know you can. I miss you so much Adrien."
"Daddy?" Amelia's voice came through loud and clear.
Adrien wiped away the tears he didn't even know he had in his eyes. Michel walked over to Amelia and picked her up, before walking back over to Adrien.
"Dad, why is Daddy crying?" Amelia asked softly before reaching out for her Adrien.
"I don't know sweetie, but how about you hug him." Michel replied softly to her before letting her go to Adrien.
"Daddy, why are you crying? Are you not happy?" Amelia asked.
"No princess, I'm very happy. I love you and your dad very much, you know that right?" Adrien smiled at his daughter softly.
"Of course and we love you too! This much." Amelia said stretching her arms out as far as she could.
Michel looked between his daughter and his still current husband, a smile growing on his face, "Group hug!" Amelia cried out, Michel looked at Adrien before doing anything.
Adrien smiled slightly at Michel before Amelia pulled her dad closer to them. Adrien grabbed Michel around the waste tightly pulling him into the hug. Michel lent up and kissed Adrien softly. Adrien kissed back almost as gently before Amelia made a yuk sound at them, and they pulled back looking at each other before both of them planted a kiss on Amelia's cheeks.
"DADDYS! Yuk!" Amelia cried laughing loudly.
"I love you Mich. I really do." Adrien whispered in his husband's ear.
"I love you too Adrien and I always will." Michel whispered back, and he knew despite what had been done, it was true.
I'm sorry for the limited Sebastian and Blaine but these guys sort of have to be out of the picture for the next couple of chapters. It's almost over but it's still got a bit to go. Don't count Hunter Clarington out yet!
I'm so sorry for the delay! I have reasons for it, but I still apologise.
I didn't even need' Ilikerandomthingssodontjudgeme' to push me this time! BE PROUD!:)
Until next time :)