So I made the decision that I'm going to make this a series! How's that idea sound? Stupid? Let me know. :)
Melanie's point of view.
Lust. You can never explain why you feel what you feel, nor can you stop it. Sometimes faith bugs you so much you give in. Maybe this the time where I would make amends with faith.
"Why's it so dark in here?" I heard Wanda's voice say,while getting closer. I was broken from the trance I had been in. Jared threw his head back in disappointment. "Wanda there's a thing called a lock." I said while laughing at Jared pouting. "Yeah and it wasnt locked so I walked in." She said while laughing. "So what do you need?" I said while sitting on the bed. "We'll you didn't answer your phone but tomorrow's the last free day and I want us to do something fun. So be up early tomorrow." She said while smiling and turning around. "Yes Wanda we will be up early." I assured her as she walked out of the door. I locked the door and grabbed some pajamas and jumped into the shower. It was a quick shower because I was getting tired. I threw my hair up and got dressed and walked back out to the room. Jared was lying on the bed, it looked like he was asleep. I laid down beside him, expecting to fall asleep. That was until he started to laugh and pounced on top of me. The only lights in the room was the t.v. "You smell like vanilla." He said as he kissed me. "And you smell like a guy." I said as I took in his smell. It was some sort of spray or after shave but I do know it smelt amazing. He planted small kisses all over my neck and face and it started to tickle. "Jared it tickles stop, my laughing going to wake everyone up." I said as looked at him. "That's not how I want to wake the neighbors." He said with a wink. "Go to bed Jared." I laughed as I pushed him off of me. He laid down and my body fit right against his chest. Sadly, things can only be numbed for a little bit. I tried to push the thoughts away. I mean as far as I knew it was a random girl he will never see again. I tried to make myself feel better as I fell asleep to the sound of him breathing.
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I woke up the next morning, smiling. Not because of where I was but how things were coming along. Sure I was hurt by Jared but I would have to get over it soon. He told me he was sorry, I know people don't change but maybe they can improve. I couldn't help but let my mind wander to a place of serenity while I enjoyed sleeping in. Beside this human being.
Happy thoughts invaded my head,
Of what the wedding would truly be like,
Would I be nervous while getting my dress on?
Would me and Wanda almost cry about how much is changed?
Would I look into the mirror and feel internal happiness?
Would I walk down the aisle with my crying father?
Knowing his little girl is growing up.
Would Jared be smiling while waiting for me.
Would I look over to my best friend right beside me?
Would we ride in a limo.
Would I give myself to him.
I could help but feel ease.
Things were just around the corner
I could touch it,taste it.
It was sweet like sugar, like honey.
But pain cut in, dishonesty.
It cut Into my heart like glass.
That was sour like poison.
I shook the thoughts as I tried to let my mind once again relax itself. I could hear Jared's breathing ringing into my ear like a slow drum beat. Could forgiveness be given so easily?
And with that I was sleeping.
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I could feel someone gently shake me and try to wake me up. I groaned as I moved my body away from it and covered my face with the pillow. I heard a girls voice, it was Wanda's. "Wanda do you ever knock? Jared said while laughing. "No? Why do I need to knock?" She laughed. "You didn't wake Melanie up yet?!" She gasped. I groaned and sat up as I looked at both of them. "You look like a princess." Wanda joked as she began to walk out. "We will see you two soon!" I said as I got out of bed. The room was fairly warm today. I walked into my closet and grabbed a skirt and a blouse. I walked out and looked at Jared. "I wore this the first time I met you." I said while smiling. "Oh I remember, and sadly you haven't worn it since." He said while smirking at me. I laughed and went into the bathroom to get a shower. It was so warm and it took you in so easily. I stepped out and nearly slipped,I began to laugh to myself. I got dressed and walked out and Jared walked in to get a shower. I did my makeup in a mirror against the wall. I decided to curl my hair quickly because Jared still wasnt out of the shower. When I was done, so was he. He was all dressed in casual but alittle formal clothes. Black dress pants and a dress shirt. But the way he wore it, with a few buttons undone looked absolutely perfect. I smiled and sprayed some body spray on myself as did Jared. I went into the main room and sat down on the couch and waited for Wanda to come barge Into the room. Jared walked out and sat right beside me and put his right arm around my shoulders. I couldn't help but turn and smile at him. "Melanie,Jared" I heard Wanda yell and break our brief moment. "We need time alone soon." Jared said with a smile.
Ugh short bad chapter. The seasons ending soon next chapter and season 3 will start :)