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Melanie's point of view.
I could feel a sharp pain hit my heart as he said that. Something about it sounded forced, like he didn't really mean it. "Save it, you don't mean it." I said while turning my face away from his finger tips. I could hear him sigh in anger, but I was drowning in pain. It's not the fact that he said Lacey, it's that he hasn't shut her out of his life yet. She's always there when I turn around because he can't grow the balls to tell her to leave. So why am I trying so hard? Well I have deep feelings for this kid. I have grown to enjoy every second I can have with him and I try to not take them for granted. "So I finally tell you I love you and you say save it?" He said in a low growl. "Because you don't mean it." I said back to him, taking in the anger that spit in his throat. Did I hurt him when I said that? Did I actually fuck things up more, due to my doubt. "If I didn't mean it then why would I even try to be with you." He said back to me, I started to wish this ride would be over. "What's wrong with me?" Insecurities started to burst through my head the second I spit those words out of my mouth. Was I a bad person? "You're a bitch." He spit back, out of anger. I could feel anger tingle at my finger tips as they came in contact with Jared's face. "Fuck you." I yelled as I got out of the car, luckily we were at the hotel. I ran up to the room still hot from anger. I knew I couldn't see Wanda either, she would be asleep. I went into the room and changed into pajamas making sure to put my clothes back into the suite case that was ready for tomorrow. When I heard the door click I could feel the tension in the room become thicker. I kept my eyes on the ground as he walked into the room, changing in front of me. I didn't even care to look at him, I was mad. I was stressed out about tomorrow, pissed off by Jared, and starting to get annoyed with this suit case zipper. He was sitting on the bed when I grabbed a blanket and started to walk towards the couch. "Stop being a kid, come here." He said as I laid down on the couch. It was uncomfortable and I knew my neck would ache, which didn't call for a good air plane ride. "I'm sorry, I didn't think you would want to be around a bitch." I mocked him as I sat up and stared at him. He was shirtless and his face clearly showed frustration. "It slipped out, stop acting like this." He said as he began to stand up. "Stop telling me what I can and can not do. You don't own me." I said to him, exhaustion was starting to knock at my nerves. "We'll technically I do, your my wife." He said as he walked closer to me. "Not by choice." I shot to him. "Okay, that's fair." He said as I felt his arms enclose around me and pick me up. Thank god I was tired, other than that I would have started to yell at him. He laid me on the bed and laid beside me when I moved all the way to the edge, nearly falling off. I could hear him sigh and throw his arms around me and pull me to him. "Don't be a kid." He whispered in my ear. I lightly took my elbow and touched his side, I felt a slight groan. Guilt set in, when I felt him move away a little. I turned to face him, he was a little further away. "I'm sorry." I said as lifted my hands to his side, where I hit him. Instead on answering with words he wrapped his body around mine and began to kiss the back of my neck as he rubbed my arm to put me asleep. Moments like these gave me hope but we still had many more bad ones ahead of us.
The next morning
My alarm clock was beeping,it was 3:30 in the morning. I groaned as my body wanted to reject the wake up. I sat up, and started to shake Jared. "Come on, Jared we have to to get up." I said I shook him. No response. I started to shake him a little harder. He just groaned. I rolled my eyes at his small attempt to even wake up. I had to choose my choice, my last resort. I leaned over his sleeping body and kissed him. I didn't think it would work at first, until I felt a pair of arms pull me under him. He started to deepen the kiss, this kids ready even at 3:30 in the damn morning. Note to self; Jared is ready at anytime. That could come in handy. "We have to get up Jared, come on." I said as I pulled away from him. His eyes flickered open to look at me, they were a little blood-shot. The poor kid would probably have a hell of a headache. "Come on Jared, please get up." I begged as I kissed him again. He groaned and began to stir as I stood up. I began to peel my clothes off kind of in a state of sleep still, not paying attention. "I could get use to this little show." Jared's voice boomed loud and clear in my ear. "Oh Jared only for you." I joked as I grabbed a simple dress. It was black and tight against my body, but in all reality it was so comfortable. Jared stood up as he began to peel his shirt off. I guess I turned my head in the right moment because he was fixing his hair and his shirt was off. I was in a daze for a slight moment as he grabbed a pair of jeans to put on. "Babe, you don't have to just stare its all yours." He said obviously catching my stare. I could feel my cheeks begin to redden. I grabbed a hair tie and pulled my hair up into a high bun. I was looking into the mirror when I felt a pair of hands touch my hips from behind. I turned and kissed him quickly before I went and brushed my teeth. Jared quickly came in and brushed his teeth and occasionally tickled my side. We were both done and walked out of bathroom. It was 4, and we had to leave quickly. "Jared we have to leave." I said. "I know babe, you ready?" He said as he grabbed our suit cases and started for the door. I tried to grab his light ones and he grabbed my heavy ones. I smiled at him as we got into the car. We would quickly be at the airport, so I let my body relax. "I'm so tired." I said as I leaned against Jared. He grabbed my hair and set it under his chest as he kissed my head. Something was different today, and even I could sense it. We got there and walked into the line, not even sharing a word. We went into security line, not even looking at each other. What changed so fast? Thank god the plane was boarding, because I didn't really feel like waiting for the plane awkwardly. I was cursing at myself in my head. As soon as we got into coach we sat there quite until the plane took off. "Okay what's the deal?" He said as he looked at me. "What do you mean?" I asked. Fearing the conversation that could soon be surfacing. "We haven't talked since this morning." He said while looking at me. "I don't know I'm just tired I guess." I said while I tried to avoid his gaze. "No you're not." He said while grabbing my hand. Pain came like poison in my mouth, it made me spit up words. "Where do we stand?" The words came out like vomit. His face showed disbelief. "You know where we stand, why do you even have to ask?" He said with a hint of sadness in his eyes. "I just don't know I just want to know how you feel and no bullshit." I said, regretting every word that was pouring out of my mouth. "Honestly? I'm crazy about every little thing you do. I love it when you yell at me and then we make up. And it's not even like you come crawling to me, I come crawling to you. I have never felt this way before, mainly because your different. You say it how it is, you hit me, which is a weird turn on but I never want it to stop. I want life to be crazy like this every day with you." He said and I could feel tears fog my eyes. I felt like a complete idiot for doubting how he felt.
With Wanda and Ian.
We were on our way back to New York in the air plane and everything was going great. Well that was until it happened. Ian was sleeping beside me, he left our phone lay gently in between in us. His vibrated with a text message. It was a girl. My curiosity was getting the best of me. I clicked open. "I know babe, just end it with her." My eyes didn't believe it at first. They didn't want to, it was gut wrenching. I felt sick, I stood up and ran to the bathroom. I couldn't tell if my lunch was bad or the tears were making me sick. My nerves felt like they were going into shock as my weeping became louder. I felt my chest close in as I controlled my sobs to go sit back down by Ian. He was up by now. "Wanda, what's wrong?" He said as he put his hand to my face to wipe my tears. "The second we get off of this plane your going back to your house and I never want to see your face again. We're done." I yelled as I turned my face to the window as the heart breaking memories pinched my heart. I couldn't help but wonder how Melanie was doing.
Awh poor Wanda, Ian of all people? Really?! Now guys remember reviews fuel the chapters. So please just tell me how you think it's going.