So I wrote another version to this chapter but I wasn't sure if I liked it or not. It was moving all to fast, but the emotions were intense, so it's like a lost chapter. If anyone really wants to read it, I can post it at anytime! It was so long too. *sobs* I guess it was all moving too fast, but I know that this one will too. Oh gosh! I'm so glad everyone loves this story, thank you guys! I'm gonna cry when I can't write this anyone, but maybe I can write a sequence after this. (;
Third person point of view.
Melanie and Jared are now peacefully at home, seeing if Melanie's sickness will pass over. It has now been almost 2 weeks since the wedding, and they have been doing perfectly fine. Sadly, Jared has to go to a meeting and Melanie needs to go to the doctors so she called Wanda to take her. Wanda happily agreed and now they are on their way to the doctors. Melanie can't help but grow anxious the closer they get to the doctors office. She knows that news she is about to get could either be very good or very bad. She had a slight idea of what could be wrong but she doesn't want to worry herself even more. She can feel herself nervously tapping her fingers against Wanda's dashboard. Wanda's curious about what is going on but she doesn't really want to ask, she has enough problems of her own. She has secretly been talking to someone, but it is mainly out of spite against Ian, who has been trying to get her back. She can see Melanie freaking out beside her, but she knows her best friend is a hypochondriac and freaks out about everything. Wanda pulls into the doctors office and can hear Melanie start to breath heavier. Ever since she has known her she knows that when Melanie gets super nervous she can't help but start to have a panic attack. Wanda and Melanie walk into the office and wait around until the nurse calls Melanie's name and they make their way into the doctors office and wait.
Melanie's point of view;
I was sitting in the cold seat, anxious and worried. The room smelt like rubbing alcohol, it was an unwelcoming smell. Although, it reminded me of what is was like to be a little kid when I had broken my pointer finger. The walls were a pale white color, and the temperature was a cold sweat. Normally when I would go to the doctors I would be sick, or only need a check up for school. Most likely this would just be the flu and I would just have to take medication until I felt better. I knew me getting sick every night took its effect on Jared, he would stay up late with me and rub my back. I know he was just as worried as I was about this, but I tried to tell him that it would all be okay. I looked down to my phone to see that he sent me a text saying that he loved me and hoped I would be okay. I smiled to myself as I thought about me going home and being able to embrace Jared's body. I heard the door click and the knob turn, suddenly I felt a little bit better. Just thinking about Jared made my whole body feel at ease, like there has been nothing wrong this whole time.
"What is the problem ?" He nicely asked me. I could feel my heart speed up at the thought of hearing Jared's last name put together with my first. I could spend forever hearing those two words mixed together. I was his and he was mine, not by choice of course. But that didn't mean that we both didn't enjoy it.
"Well I have been getting sick a lot lately. Like throwing up, mainly as soon as I wake up. Maybe a couple times throughout the day. " I told him as I looked around the room once again. Now turning my gaze over to Wanda, who was intensively trying to put together something in her head. I still haven't asked her about what had been going on with Ian. The last I heard he sent her a bunch of roses, but she was not going to budge. Wanda had always been stubborn, and I knew she had a reason too.
"Well what I do have to do mandatorily is give you a pregnancy test, only because it sounds a lot like your getting morning sickness. Now don't worry, it could always just be the flu. We will know once you take this test." He said as he reached into his white cabinet and grabbed a little purple stick out of a package. I knew what I had to do next, he clearly did not have to explain it. I quietly sighed as I grabbed the stick and made my way down the hallway to the bathroom. It was a beige room, and it smelt like lavender. I took a deep breath in as I began to pee on the stick. I really didn't think about being pregnant, but it actually started to make sense. The throwing up, I'm not sure which time it could have happened. I was trying to remember when it clicked in my head, after the wedding; when we left Wanda a voicemail. I couldn't help but think about what would happen of this little stick did show my future. I knew that I had wanted to wait until I was older, but surely this wouldn't be that big a problem. I couldn't help but think about how I could dress the child, if I was pregnant. I zipped my jeans and made my way back down the same firmilaur hallway and back to the room that Wanda had been waiting for me in. I grabbed the cold door handle and lightly pushed the door open while I handed the doctor the stick. He gave me a slight flash of a smile as he walked out of the room. I sat back down on the bed, that I had previously been on.
"Melanie, what do you think is wrong? Do you actually think that you could be pregnant?" She said as she sort of flashed me a weary smile. I knew she was worried about me, but whatever happened I knew that I was strong enough to support myself. Not that Jared wouldn't help me, but I knew he had been a little indecisive about having a child. It had been at least 10 minutes until I heard the doctor renter the room.
"Well, it looks like I was right. Congratulations , you are pregnant." He said as he warmly smiled at me. I could feel worry start to set in a little, how would I tell Jared? Would he upset or happy? I didn't even have to look at Wanda to know that her jaw had hit the ground. She was just as shocked as I was, she knew how careful I had always been. I simply smiled at her, I didn't know her to worry about me. We said goodbye to the doctor after he gave me a pretty long speech about how I should take care of my body. Me and Wanda were driving in the car, I knew that we should be back to house pretty soon. It was not a long car ride, and we were talking the entire time. She told me about how her and Ian were on a break, but they were still talking. I knew she still had strong feelings for him and they just needed time. I couldn't count on my fingers how many times Jared made me angry, surprisingly I always forgave him. Sadly, I couldn't stay angry at him even if I tried. I thought about this morning, how he hugged me and told me how much he loved me. My body could still feel the flames the engulfed my body every time he simply touched me. Before I knew it, we were at the house. I smiled at Wanda as I thanked her for taking me, and I told her we would go out to lunch tomorrow. I needed to hear more about her life problems. As I walked to the steps I couldn't help but look down at my belly and touch it, there was really a child in there. A little mini Jared was inside of me. I smiled to myself as I opened the door. I was almost positive that he wouldn't be home for another house, but that thought changed as I smelt food cooking. I smiled and slid my shoes off as I walked into the kitchen to see Jared cooking. I knew it was not the right time to tell him, I would wait till later. I slid my arms around his frame as he turned and kissed me. I felt his arm muscles tighten against my body. I couldn't help but feel my attraction grow stronger and stronger. I didn't break the kiss but I heard him click the stove off, assuming it was done. I could feel his arms support my weight and lift me onto the counter as I pulled him against my body. I pulled away, only to kiss along his jaw line. I could feel a slight moan rumble in his throat, we have been longing for this kind of touch. It sadly was put aside while I was sick. Oh gosh, this is what put us in this mess in the first place. I pulled away and flashed him a smile as I jumped down from the counter. I told him I would be right back as I ran into my room to change into sweat pants. When I pulled my shirt over myself I couldn't help but smile at my belly and touch it when I looked into the mirror. I looked down and couldn't fight my smile when I looked down to find my slippers. I turned my body to see Jared standing there, staring at me. Had he seen me this whole time? Did he catch on to my actions? I heard him try to clear his throat. His face was straight, like he was thinking.
"Mel, please tell me..please tell me you aren't." He was clearly choking on the words. I couldn't tell if he was upset or if he was just shocked. His facial expressions wouldn't tell me, this was a guessing game.
"I found out today. I was going to tell you later." I said as I made my tone low. I doubt he could even hear it, I was kind of hoping he wouldn't. His expression really was not as I hoped it would be. His face had turned white, like he was going to be sick. Was it a mistake not telling him as soon as I got home?
"Uhm Jared can you say something?" I asked, more like pleaded. I just wanted to hear a word come from his throat, I was so happy about it. Now I was starting to worry, would he even want a child? I shouldn't have been so selfish and only thought about myself. I looked back up to see his face now red,with anger. I tried to talk when I heard his fist come in contact with my wall. My body jumped at his sudden movement, this is not what I ever thought would happen. I tried to follow him until I heard his engine roar outside. I couldn't help but feel a little upset. Did he really mean it when he told me he didn't want to have kids with me?
With Wanda.
I was sitting in my apartment, eating Chinese food when I heard a knock at the door. I picked myself up and went to the door to see Ian standing there. He had movies and a bottle of wine. I couldn't help but remember the night we first hung out, we watched movies and drank wine. I smiled at his thoughtful gesture as I let him in. The smile that had made me fall head over heels for him was plastered on his face. The same smile that greeted me in the mornings when we were in France. When we would sneak into the bathrooms and hook up just to feel the rush of being dangerous. I couldn't help but feel all the feelings rush back into my heart like a riot.
"Ian I don't want a break anymore." I gasped as I grabbed his body and quickly pulled it in to mine.
So what do you guys think? This chapter actually turned out a lot better than the other one. I'm actually proud of this one and not afraid to post it. Now don't think "oh my god, she's pregnant how predictable." Because the only one who knows what is going to happen is me. By the way thank you all so much for all of the reviews, they made me so happy!