I really liked that last chapter, i wanted it to show you both of their relationships. Wanda is kind of in heaven,but Melanie's just not going so good. If you guys thought this was the plot twist, you guys were way wrong! I just never want to stop writing this story. :) and I might not stop,ever! Hell the host sequel could be out and I'll still be going strong. This chapters going to be mainly Jelanie, the usual, some o'wanda. :) enjoy&review.
Melanie's point of view;
My body is so relaxed, snuggled Into his. I can feel his breathing up against my neck. It was dark outside, and the wind was howling. The moon was the only thing along with the tv to light up the room, I didn't mind though. I can't help but feel a little dramatic, hell Jared had sex with Lacey before and I got over it. Every single time he does something, I get over it because well I love him. I turned my body carefully, so I was facing his sleeping body. I watched his chest slowly move towards me and away from me, I missed being beside him. This was our relationship though, arguing and then making up, it was as simple as that. I snuggled my body closer to his, falling into his grip. His touch was enough to make me want to run a marathon, sadly he was still asleep. I needed to talk to him, to tell him I can't stay mad at him. I slowly moved my hand to his upper arm shaking him gently.
"No..mom..I don't like bacon." He murmured in his sleep, did he really not like bacon? I'm pretty sure I made it for him all the time,hmm another thing to talk to him about. I shook him again, a little harder than the last time. I heard him groan and murmur as his eyes peeked open to meet mine, they were bloodshot. I could feel guilt start to burn my eyes, I had made his life hell. When his eyes met mine, my body took a gasp in. It hasn't been this close to his for a good two weeks if more, and it was starting to make me regret yelling at him. It's hard to try to deciplin someone that you love, especially when it involves staying away from the man you love, the father of the baby growing inside of you. I lifted my hand to his face, gently stroking it, taking in every touch that I could. I knew that I had broken my hard shell, he was my weakness. My one true weakness, something that broke down my walls so effortlessly. I felt his hand over lap mine, stroking it gently with his thumb. It was a sense of relief, a sense of love that I have yet yearned for the past two weeks. He needed to know why things happened the way they did though, it was because of him.
"Jared, I need to talk to you." My voice rang, hoarse, and filled with sadness. I knew he could sense I wanted to talk about us because he shot up and sat straight. I'm not too sure how this would go, the last time we talked I ended up telling him he was dead to me.
"I don't even know how to tell you I'm sorry, I really don't deserve to be a part of your life." He said, emotion running thicker in his voice than it did in mine. I hated having these talks with him, I just really wanted to be happy with him all the time. Too know that he will stay with my through whatever and not flee. I knew he meant what he said, but I can't help but think of how stupid he sounded. He doesn't deserve to be in my life, but I need him there. He is like a bad drug that I can't get off of.
"Don't be stupid, I just don't get why you always run back to her." I said, swallowing the lump in my throat. I didn't want to hear what was about to come next, some excuse, but I still needed to hear that he felt nothing for her, I needed to be reassured.
I seen hurt cloud his eyes along with pain and guilt.
"If you want to be a part of this child's life then you need to walk the extra mile, because I'm a step ahead of you. If you want to be here prove it, because right now it seems like you don't want to be." I could feel tears surface as I carefully explained this to Jared.
He simply wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a hug, it was unlike Jared to stay quiet. I laid still, not hugging him back, then I felt his body stiffen.
"Melanie, my life has been hell without you. I would have rather had dies these past two weeks over my stupid mistake. " he said as he began to run his fingers through my hair.
Something just kept telling me something was wrong here.
"Prove it."
That was all I needed to say before I felt him embrace me and tuck me underneath his body. I could feel his heart beating against my chest, his skin mixing with mine. His hands interlocking with mine, kissing every finger that danced between his. It's been nearly a month since me and Jared have had this kind of moment, I had always been too sick to even want to think about this. This isn't what I thought would happen, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I felt a tear roll down my cheek as he kissed it away. To my surprise Jared didn't try to go any further, he simply laid me down in the bed. And he got up.
"I will be back with food for us three." He said as he kissed my head.
Wait, us three?
I grinned at his change of heart, but I don't see what changed it so fast.
There was still that linger of pain, did I want to still hold on to it though?
Was I being to forgiving? Did I want to make this a long fight? It's been two weeks and counting. I had to get over it at some point even if that meant being walked all over, even if it means losing my old rude ways. I sat there thinking until I seen Jared walk into the room with food, god he looked great. It's sometimes weird to see how young we are, but he's a little older than me. I can't help but think of why he's not a model, well he can be my model. He handed me the food but I sat it down on the night stand beside me. I seen him put his down, but he was changing into a lighter shirt to sleep in, which means I'm sleeping right here. There he was shirtless once again in front of me and my crazy hormones. I quickly stood up, wrapping my arms around him and kissing him. I felt his arms pick me up and lay me down on the soft bed. I could tell he was about to pull away and moved, so I locked my legs around his waist, he wasn't going anywhere.
Wanda's point of view;
I could feel my food tickle my throat, I was nearly choking. I swallowed it down as a grin turned onto my face.
"I mean not exactly engaged yet, but I want to be serious with you." He said as he grabbed my hand, wasn't this moving a little fast? I decided to wipe my minds thoughts away as I looked into his eyes. They quickly took me in, but I couldn't help but feel a little too nervous.
"That sounds great." I fretted out, clearly nervous. Sure this sounds great but is this what I really want? I could help but feel regret.
So who thinks Melanie is a push over?
And why does Wanda feel like she regrets it? Oh boy.
How was this chapter?(:
