I love all the reviews and I just want to say happy early thanksgiving :) btw someone reviewed from Sweden! I almost died, I'm so glad that alot of people read this from everywhere. 3 you all, literally. You guys are all friends that I can actually share a love for a fandom. AHHHH Jelanie..(;
Melanie's point of view;
I could feel my jaw drop as I pushed Jared from me lightly. I could feel my heart begin to race, it was Nate. I guess I should tell you who that it, right? Well I dated someone before all of this, way before, like high school. We ended on bad terms when he went half way across the states to go to a good college, and I guess it kind of took me a long time to get over it. I clicked accept as I heard his voice echo in my ear.
"Melanie?" His voice didn't send shivers down my spine. It made me feel anxious and hurt all over again. I got up and walked to my room, feeling bad for just walking away from Jared.
"What do you want?" I asked rudely. I shouldn't be nice to someone who basically refused to have a long distance relationship and basically broke my heart for the first time.
"Must you be so cruel? I'm back in town and I would like to know if you wanted to catch up?" I could feel myself get angry, the nerve of this kid.
"I'm not sure my husband would like that." It sounded crazy to be married when I'm this young. I wouldn't take back my marriage if the hottest prince offered me his hand. Jared was a work of art, one of a kind and very priceless.
"Oh it would just be as friends, what do you say?" Why did he keep asking me this? Surely, any normal guy would accept the fact that I really do not want to meet up with him or even talk to him.
"Sorry I can't, but I have to go." Was this rude? Yes. Me an Jared are right where I want us to be, and I don't need a ghost from my past trying to seep back into my life. It would be pointless and painful in the same way. I clicked my phone off and set it on my dresser and made my way back downstairs. Jared had cleaned up everything and was no standing against the counter with his back to me. I knew he would be a little curious, seeing the guys name and then me taking off without being able to talk to him beside Jared.
"Who's Nate?" He asked as he turned to me. His face looked like he had thought for a good bit of time.
"Just a part of my past, that I don't care to revisit." I shrugged as I walked towards him with open arms. He pulled me into an embrace, but my head was still searching the questions that I have asked myself. Why?
"And why couldn't you talk to him right here in front of me, like your hiding something."I could tell he was a little upset, but I didn't want to tell him about what just happened.
"Its not a big deal." I lied as I pulled him into me, hoping he wont ask any more questions. I know I should tell Jared everything that happens, well stuff that happens with my ex. But what about everything that happened with him and Lacey, he never failed to upset me. I know two wrongs don't make a right, but didn't I deserve some more closure. I mean he was a pretty big part of my past, but that could also mess mine and Jared's relationship up, that we have worked on so hard, for so long.
I tried to shake him out of my head as Jared kissed me on the forehead. I looked up to see my present and my future, and he was all I wanted. I guess if you revisit your past then you will never really be able to fully live your life. I had one current thought in my mind; need to talk to Wanda. Yes I was mad at her about the Lacey thing, but I had already gotten over one on Lacey. I kissed Jared as I went back upstairs and called Wanda.
"Melanie?" She asked in her timid voice. It really sounded like she wasn't doing to well.
"Wanda, I don't want to talk about what happened. I just need your help, come over?" I asked. I knew Jared would be kind of on the edge about this, and after the Ian thing he might not be the happiest.
She agreed and I told her I would see her soon, as I made my way back downstairs. Jared was sitting on the couch and watching tv. I walked back over to him and sat down beside him.
"Hey baby, I love you." I said as I lightly pinched his cheek. He groaned.
"What did you do?" He asked as he turned an looked at me. I couldn't help but lightly smile as I looked at him.
"Why do you always think I did something?" I said as I put my hand up to my chest and tried to look taken back.
"You called me baby, and I know you don't unless you did something or your about to." He said as he looked at me and put his arms around me to pull me onto his lap. I heard the doorbell ring and he groaned once again as I stood up. I walked over to the door and opened the door, seeing Wanda's slightly worried face.
"Someone's trying to make their way back into my life." I said in a low whisper and her eyes got wide. Sure it's weird to just be able to talk to her like nothing happened but I needed too. Surely I can keep a hard shell up for a long time, but deep down I have panicked.
"Your going to tell Jared right." She said, kind of freaking out. Wanda knew about my past, hell I lived it either her. I took a deep breath in as I looked down, only to look back up to see Jared standing beside Wanda with one eyebrow raised and basically boring a hole Into my chest. I could feel my throat basically drop as a million thoughts began to fog my brain. I could see hurt in his eyes, but I could also feel my heart wince a little.
Uh oh, now she has to tell Jared right?
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