So does anyone listen to Lorde? I literally adore her album, not to mention I write to it!
Well heres the chapter you all have been waiting for, so I hope its up to expectations! Its hard to see how much further this story is going to go, hopefully far. I mean people usually stop at like 20 chapters and Im at like 50!
I could feel my nerves start to shake, I really didnt know what was coming next. Deep down I could feel that it wasn't going to be good, I mean maybe I got the feeling from the way Jared was clenching his jaw. Wanda obviously felt the same way because we were standing behind Jared, waiting for this all to go down. The car ignition shut off, I could feel my throat start to close. It felt like my lunch was about to come back up, my nerves were pounding. It felt like they were doing pointless circles in my head, just to make me feel anxious. I extended my hand to touch Jared, only to be moved away from. My eyes moved to his face, he was clearly angry. This was the first time I've actually ever seen him this upset, and its not something I would like to see terrified me, he was like this beast. The way his jaw line was more defined, the coldness his eyes shown. I knew his moving away wasnt meant to hurt me, and it didnt. We heard a knock at the door, I seen Jared walk forward. He opened the door and immediently heard a loud smack followed by a groan.
"Shit Jared." We heard a guy, wait Nate knew Jared. I guess this was a good time to see who it is, because I was growing anxious. We peeked our eyes over the side of the door, and my eyes grew wide. There was Ian sitting on the floor holding his nose. Well his now bloody nose, I heard Wanda gasp behind me. I walked over to Jared and wrapped my arms around his waist, hiding my face in his chest.
"Sorry O'shea, I thought you were someone else." Jared apoligized as he held a hand down to Ian, I guess the least he could do was help him up.
"Control your temper, do we not remember what happened last time?" Ian said as he got himself up, trying to stop the blood coming out of his nose. Wanda had her arms around him in seconds, literally in a second. She had something under his nose, trying to stop the bleeding. I felt bad as I pulled away from Jared and quickly ran to the kitchen to grab an ice pack an a rag. I give Ian props, if Jared would have hit me with that much intensity I most likely would have died. I shuttered as I made my way back to the livingroom where Ian was now with everyone.
"O'Shea what are you doing here?" Jared asked as I handed the rag and ice pack to Ian. Me and Jared were sitting on one couch, Ian and Wanda sat across from us. Im guessing Ian and Jared havent made up yet, god they were dramatic.
"I couldnt find Wanda, so I came and looked her. And I found her, and Jareds fist. I thought I lost that freshman year." Ian slightly chuckled, as if he were trying to ease some tension that both of the boys must have felt. It took a second before Jared started to laugh with him, clearly remembering the memory Ian was talking about. Me and Wanda felt left out, mainly because we were clueless. I rolled my eyes as I looked to Wanda with a smile. I couldnt help but thank god that it wasnt Nate, that could have been super bad. But if he isnt here now, when will he come? Was this all one big test? Was I asking myself If I actually loved Jared, I mean of course I do right? I shouldnt even have to ask myself this question, it was crazy. I was where I needed to be. I needed to tell Nate that he needed to move on and stop, because I wasnt throwing my life away. Ian and Jared and Wanda were all talking when I noticed that I was left out of the conversation, I reached over and grabbed Jared's hand. I took a deep breath in as I took in the fire that flowed up through my veins, it was a feeling I enjoyed. He turned to me and smiled, and I couldnt help but feel like everything was perfect. We all talked for a little bit before Wanda and Ian left, leaving me and Jared alone. Jared looked the door as I turned the downstairs lights off, we didnt need to waste electricity. I sighed as I walked over to Jared only to feel his arms wrap around me. We walked up the steps together, making our way to Jared's room. I smiled at the thought that my life was actually on point, it was comfortable. I sat down on the bed and pulled the blanket down and climbed into it. Jared went to lay down beside me, but I couldnt help but shiver at the slight chill in the air. I didnt want to bother him and make him get up because I was cold. Jared turned the T.V on, it was the only light that was in the room. I felt Jareds arms pull me into him, I was expecting him to fall asleep.
"This all made me think Mel." He whispered into my ear, as I felt his warm breath trickle down my neck.
"About?" I was curious. Was this a bad thing? Was he going to tell me that things were going downhill, that we couldnt make it work. Of course not, we were doing perfect.
"A family." He said as he lightly kissed my neck. I could feel my eyes widen, was he rushing for a family because Nate was trying to come back into my life.
OH OH OH! I did a twist, how did you all enjoy that? So how will Mel react to Jared's words? When will Nate pop up? Reviews Please.:)