"try it Emma. It won't work." Sean declared, ready for any thing she wanted to swing at him. How bad could it be? He knew he was a jackass, a loser, a failure, her biggest regret.

The next words, hit him so hard he wasn't able to move for minutes, "Im fooling around with Jay Hogart."

It had to be a lie. Sean repeated this over and over in his head but it didn't keep him from visibly shaking with what? Anger? Jealousy? Hurt? All the above?

Emma even saw how rattled he was over this, and she just looked at him, taunting like.

His chest caved in.

No. Why... why would she say something like that? That wasn't true. She and Jay hated another, Jay had been a big reason to the stress of their relationship when they were in one.

She- She wouldn't do that, she... he was scum, she was so good. If she did that, then she wasn't perfect to him anymore, she was a ..a..

"That doesn't hurt me." he lied, and it showed so well.

"Good," she said, nodding, "Cause it's not going to stop if did or didn't hurt you. For once it's not about you-" she jumped when his fist hit a locker

It echoed through the empty halls. He cursed in his head, shutting his eyes and feeling the pain around his knuckles.

They heard a car honk again, Jay's car. The bright orange civic, Sean didn't know how he could miss it. Jay must of not been able to see Sean from behind Emma or he would of driven off cause Jay was a coward like that, a snake, a horrible fucking friend.

Sean wanted to hit something again and Emma knew it, since now he had seen prove she and Jay really were hooking up. She was giving him a daring look to hit her, like she wanted him to, which he'd never and stared at her like he didn't even know her anymore.

He grabbed her a bit roughly when she went to turn and go to him.

That devil in the flesh.

He was stupid to ever worship the ground Jay walked on, he already knew that but this, this took the cake.

Emma almost whimpered by how hard he grabbed her and he saw a flash of his Emma, she was in there, just deep down, screaming to get out.

"This isn't you." Sean said through his anger, trying to calm down and make her see this.

"Wrong." she yanked her arm out of his hold, "It is me, you don't know me anymore, and I don't owe you anything if you think I do just because you saved me." she laughed a bit at that and that's when Sean understood what she meant by that.

She wanted to die.. she wished he didn't save her. .. but no, that couldn't be true, how could she say that?

"Go crawl back to your hole." was the last she said, before turning and running off, into the rain, into the orange civic.

Sean watched the car go, and even stepped outside in the rain to watch it, to his horror, go the direction of the Ravine.

How could Jay do this? To him? It wasn't shocking he was doing it to Alex, he's done it before.. but what about to Emma? A girl who had just gone through something like this, a girl who Jay knew Sean would always feel something for. How fucking dare he!

Sean's foot kicked out to slam itself into a near by trash can, all the garbage falling down the steps and thuds of the metal can falling step by step until splashing into the puddle.

Sean sat on the very first step, letting the world crash around him, just letting the rain melt him.

How could she do this to him?

I've seen it all
I've seen it all today
I cried a tear
I tried to turn away

But it's raining in my heart
Every time we are apart
And the sun won't shine today
So I have to walk away
If I could fly
You know that I'd try
If I could fly
If I could fly
You know that I'd try
If I could fly
Raining in my heart
It is raining in my heart

(the cranberries- raining in my heart)