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Cry
I left Lindsey's hospital room with a sigh and shook my head at Joe's questioning look. After discovering her paralysis, Lindsey hadn't uttered a word, I was the last one in the family to try and get her to talk but it hadn't worked, she had just stared into space with a vacant expression on her face, like she wasn't completely there. It was scary, I had seen Lindsey upset before, after an argument with Joe or a hard day at work but I had never seen her like that, she was just so far away from her normally happy self.
There was no point in sticking around in the hospital much longer, there was nothing I could do and I had to go back to school tomorrow, which wasn't going to be fun seeing as I had got practically no sleep over the weekend and I couldn't see tonight being any different.
Holly kept calling me, again and again but everytime I just ignored her. I couldn't deal with her going on about how 'my problems' were important because they weren't. My problems didn't matter, Holly was just being overly worried. Which was nice, I supposed, that someone was worried but she really didn't need to be. She just needed to let me think for a while.
I stood in front of the mirror with my school uniform on and my make up applied to perfection. I almost looked normal, well, to everyone else I guess I did look normal, because they didn't know what was underneath, they hadn't seen what I had.
Smile. I forced my lips into the everyday shape that seemed to be really hard to make lately. I took one last look at myself before grabbing my bag and slinging it over my shoulder, I was going to be fine, today was going to be fine, it had to be, I couldn't cope with anything else going wrong.
The walk to school didn't take too long, and I'd made sure I'd left leaving my house till the last minute so Holly wouldn't get the chance talk to me, I didn't want to talk to her, I couldn't.
I got to my form just as the bell rang, and headed straight to the back of the room, completely ignoring everyone. I could feel Holly watching me though, I didn't even have to look at her to know she was staring at me, why did she have to stare at me!?
After another 30 seconds she was sat down next to me and saying "You need to talk to me, Chloe, you need to talk to someone about it."
"No I don't" Was my simple reply. I didn't need to talk. I didn't need to do anything.
My day wasd alright to start with, I didn't talk to anyone except when it was necessary and I was just going about life as normal. It was after my third lesson, when I was on my way to history when that changed.
There were a lot of people in the corridor, all yelling and pushing and everyone was getting too close, I was starting to stress, I couldn't breathe. And then I felt someone grab onto my arm. I spun round to see that it was Danny, the boy from the party, shit.
I pulled my arm out of his grasp and started to walk away. I needed to get away from everyone. I just needed to get out. Unfortunately he grabbed my arm again, tighter this time, he probably just wanted to talk, but I completely lost it.
I didn't completely realise what I was doing as I screamed at him to 'Just leave me alone!' and slapped him round the face before pushing my way through the crowd and out of school.
I just kept walk, I wasn't sure where though, I just needed to get away. It was only when I was sat in the completely silent folly I finally started to cry, and I really couldn't stop.
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