I really don't have an excuse for not updating except I had exams and stuff and time just passed so quickly... There is a bit of Jason in this chapter so yeah, I hope you enjoy it.

Flawed

I hadn't left my room all evening, I hadn't wanted to. Mum had been so angry and she had every right to be, I should've just stayed in school and not caused any more trouble. Lindsey is starting to come round apparently, Freddie came to get him and Joe a change of clothes and have a shower and said that she's talking, asking when she can start physiotherapy and all that stuff.

I found myself staring at my reflection in the mirror, there were all these, imperfections, which had been there before but seemed a whole lot worse now. My thighs were absolutely massive, as was my stomach, I used to call them curves but now, all they are is fat, and fat is bad. I had never considered myself as fat before, but I guess I had never taken the time to properly look. My nose was wonky, my eyes too close together and my face was fat. I wasn't Chloe Roscoe anymore, I was flawed, and I needed to sort myself out.

Someone opened my bedroom door which distracted me from the mirror, it was Jason.

"What do you want?" I sighed, wondering why he was here.

"To ask if you were okay, it wasn't like you what you did today." He replied, sitting down next to me on my bed, pretending not to notice as I shuffled away from him.

"I'm fine," I spoke, unable to look Jason in the eye, "Like I said I was just stressed."

"Well I know you're lying, there's no point in lying to me." Jason replied. Why couldn't he just leave me alone!

"I'm fine Jase!" I protested as I raised my voice, "Nothing is wrong!"

"You can talk to me Chlo, or mum, whatever's wrong you can tell us, we-"

I interrupted Jason before he could finish, yelling this time, "I am fine, just get out of my room and leave me alone!"

He seemed to understand that I was serious this time and slowly stood up and made his way to the door, he stopped as if he was about to say something else then thought the better of it and walked away, closing the door behind him.

I stopped myself letting out a scream. I couldn't talk to him, or mum, or anyone! Why couldn't everyone just leave me alone to get on with my life. I just wanted everything to be back to normal, with Lindsey here and none of this stuff happeneing to me and for me not to be...fat, and ugly and stupid and I just wanted to be me again.


Jason walked down the hallway with a worried expression on his face, something was really wrong with Chloe but he could not for the life of him work out what it was. She had been stressed and upset before, but she hadnever walked out of school or yelled at him like that. Chlo was never really one for yelling at her family, she was more of a silent treatment girl, you could always tell if you annoyed her if she didn't talk.

"What was all that about?" Sandy questioned, distracting her youngest son from his thoughts.

"I was just asking Chloe what was wrong and she got really upset and angry, I'm worried about her." Jason sighed.

"She's just being a teenager Jase, and I know she's upset right now but it doesn't give her the right to skip school, Lindsey will be okay and she knows that." Snady replied.

"No but mum!" Jason argued, "There is definitely something else she isn't telling us."

"What is it then Jason, enlighten me." Sandy sighed, wondering why Jason couldn't see that Chloe was just hormonal at the moment and there was nothing seriously wrong.

"Well I don't know, do I?" Jason replied, "But I've got this feeling about it and I know that something is definitely wrong!" And I'm gonna find out what it is.

Sorry again for not updating and please review thanks :)