Guuyysss, I have another chapter! It's really bad and a filler and I'll explain a bit more at the end. Thanks for the reviews and yeahhhh, hope you like it...
Detention
I slept better than I had done for a while last night, I dropped off at about 11 and woke up at 4, it still wasn't enough though. I was still so tired. I just lay there for about 2 hours, trying but failing to sleep. At 6 I decided a shower would be the best option. The bruises and marks he had left were starting to fade now, and I was thankful for that, because once they were gone I might be able to start to forget, and that was what I needed to do.
By half 7 I was ready to go to school but it was too early to leave right now. Mum hadf made some porridge, well she had got some from a packet so it wasn't too bad. I usually liked porridge, but not anymore. I wasn't sure I liked anything anymore. I just sat there for 15 minutes pushing ti around in my bowl.
Jason was watching me, I didn't have to look up to see it, I just knew. Why couldn't he just leave me alone? I wasn't going to tell him anything and there was no way he would be able to find out what was wrong, what had happened. Was there?
School was weird, it felt like everyone was watching me, they probably were, I was just the mental pyscho girl who flipped out for absolutely no reason. None of my friends said anything about it though, thank god, I wouldn't have been able to cope with all the questions. I didn't really talk much, just kept my head down and did my work, hoping that everyone would just ignore me, and they did, until I was called into Mr Blake's office during French.
He was sat at his desk when I walked in, and I sat quietly opposite him. He didn't talk to begin with, he just looked at me for about 2 minutes, which was really unnerving, part of me just wanted to run, but I obviously couldn't do that, could I? Mum would go absolutely mental.
"So Chloe," He finally started "Care to tell me why you hit a boy and left school yesterday?"
Great, he also knew about me hitting Danny. I shrugged in reply to his question, I didn't know why I did it, how was I supposed to tell someone else.
"Are you going to talk?" I just kept looking at the floor, what could I say?
"Fine then. You have to spend a week in detention, every lunch time without fail, and half an hour after school, starting tomorrow, understand?"
I nodded at this point and Mr Blake finally dismissed me. Well this week was going to be great, wasn't it?
I went to the hospital to see Lindsey after school, she was definitely a lot happier than she had been before, the light was back in her eyes, and she was talking. She was starting physio tomorrow and if all went well she could be on crutches in about 2 weeks. She would be able to come home before that though, in about a week, she just wouldn't be able to walk, or work, or do anything really.
She was happy though, happier than I was, and I just didn't get why. How could she be so happy with a life changing injury? I couldn't really get my head round it. If I was her I don't know what I would do.
Ooofffff, really bad I know. The next chapter might skip forward a few weeks/months, I haven't really decided yet. I just want to show how the eating disorder is having an effect on Chloe and I want to have people finding out about everything soon so yeahhh, anyways, please review thanksss :)
