July 30th Saturday
Dear Diary
I saw him today. I woke up hung over and tired, so instead of cooking for myself I went to the Roadhouse to get a burger for lunch. I sat at the bar and ordered a bacon cheese burger, fries and a drink. Luckily Jo or anyone else wasn't there which meant I could enjoy my food without worrying.
I had just finished my burger and was half way through my fries when the bar door opened and in he walked. I spotted him before he spotted me, I instantly jumped out of my seat, threw some cash on the counter and grabbed my jacket. Then I saw the other man just behind him, they were laughing and smile at each other. I rushed towards the door hoping to escape before he saw me.
But I wasn't that lucky, he saw me and stopped to talk to me but I told him I had to go and I hoped him and his boyfriend enjoyed their lunch then ran out. Do you know what the worse thing is? I wish it was me having lunch with him, even after standing me up. I still want to be in Dean Winchester's company. Yeah I know I'm a fool, he has a boyfriend and it's not me : (
C