August 1st Monday
Dear Diary
Guess who turned up at my work today? The Winchesters, yes Winchesters plural. Sam came in to return some books and check out some others. He said he was in on Friday and he was sorry he missed me but Charlie had explained I was sick. I just nodded and said I was fine. He gave me a strange look, took his books and left.
Thirty minutes later, just before my lunch break, Dean walked in. Charlie was thrilled and told him he had perfect timing, as I was about to go on lunch and that we should head to the diner down the block. Before I could argue, she was pushing me from behind the desk and out the door. Dean just grinned at the whole thing. Once outside, I told Dean he didn't have to worry about having lunch with me and I was sorry for Charlie's behaviour. I quickly walked towards the convenience store to grab a sandwich or something, I noticed Dean was walking with me. I asked him why he was following me. He just smiled and said he still owed me for dinner and he wanted to buy me for lunch. I just stopped on the sidewalk and looked at him. I felt really angry, I turned up for him to buy me dinner and he stood me up. He must have seen the look on my face, he pleaded with me to have lunch with him and he'd explain everything. I couldn't resist, he was giving me such sad puppy dog eyes, so I agreed to have lunch with him.
We went to the diner. I wasn't really hungry so I ordered a grilled cheese and vanilla shake, he got had the same. He started to speak while we were waiting for our food, he apologised for standing me up. He college roommate Benny had turned up out of the blue the weekend before we were supposed to meet. Benny needed cheering up; his girlfriend had suddenly dumped him. They had been out on the Tuesday night, late. On Wednesday after work Dean had gone home to get a couple of hours sleep before meeting me but didn't wake up until almost ten, he did go to the Roadhouse just in case I was still there but Jo told him I had been and gone. He told me he tried to phone that night and all the next day but I wouldn't pick up and he sent Sammy to the library on Friday but I wasn't in. He told me he was sorry that he stood me up and that he hoped I could forgive him.
Our food arrived and I stared guiltily at it and at him, I should have let him explain on Thursday and not let my imagination believe the worse. I pushed the food away and apologized to him. He looked at me blankly and asked what I was apologizing for. I told him that I shouldn't have made assumptions about Benny and I shouldn't have gotten jealous, I had no right. He just grinned at me, told me to eat my lunch and took a big bite out of his sandwich. We just ate and didn't talk.
When we finished our food, he walked me back to work. We stopped outside the library, he told me that he was glad I had been jealous because he had been too when he saw me out in the Roadhouse with Gabriel and Balthazar. I stood shocked with my mouth open, him, jealous, does he not look in the mirror? He asked me out on Saturday, Benny will be gone by then. I agreed.
I have a date with Dean Winchester : )
C