Hello, Glenn. You were one of the first people to talk to me when I first moved here. You don't know how happy I was to finally have someone to talk to me. Your girlfriend, Maggie, was a joy to talk to ,also. She will reappear in the notebook again though.
As I was saying you were a great friend and a great person to be around. The only thing about you was that you were embarrassed, embarrassed of me. You had other friends, friends like Daryl and Rick. You acted so nice around me, but when I came up to you when you were around them you acted as if I was a ghost and just ignored me.
I know you were only trying to fit in the puzzle that we call life. I cannot say I would do the same and I would hope that you wouldn't do it again.
You're probably saying to yourself that it was nothing. That it was such a tiny thing that it shouldn't matter. It did though, everything in this journal matter. Things pile up, Glenn. And when things pile up they are bound to fall over.
I still remember the day that I realized, that I was an embarrassment to you. You were at the lunch table with your small group. That group consisted of: Rick, Maggie, her sister Beth, Daryl, and you. It wasn't a big group at all. So being me I thought that you wouldn't' mind me sitting with you. I call your name, "Glenn, Hey Glenn." Your eyes go wide. You smile and stand up from your table.
You walk towards me and say, "Hey, Milton!" I smile and you ask, "What are you doing here I thought you had first lunch." I laugh and say, "Well, with my class change so did my lunch." Your smile drops the smallest of bits. I frown and ask, "Is something wrong." I am still standing there with my lunch tray.
You shake your head and look back towards your friends and say, "well, were taking about something serious right now… uh maybe you can sit with me tomorrow." I nod. That makes since, right? Yeah, that's what I thought at first but then you had an excuse almost every day. That was when I realized that you were trying to keep me from them. That when I stop asking, and after a while we stopped talking.
That was such a little thing I didn't think you would be in my 13 reasons but here you are number one. I really thought you would've been a good friend but… I guess it was just… hopeful thinking. Thank you for being a friend though… even though it didn't last long... I think you are one of the people I miss outside if my family.
Number two- Beth Greene