For those of you confused, I use Henry when it's Feliciano's perspective/ train of thought. Everyone else will acknowledge him as Ludwig because that's who he is. Henry is my name for Holy Roman Empire and I believe that Germany is HRE. His full name is Henry Ludwig Belischmidt, but he's preferred the name Ludwig.
Feliciano's eyes shot open in panic. What was going on? Why were they kissing? Was this even a kiss? Feliciano locked his body into one position and watched the man kiss him. Oh sure he could have easily enjoyed it, but he didn't want to give Henry the satisfaction.
Ludwig already had satisfaction though. Feliciano was following his order of no biting. Maybe because he was scared of Ludwig. It was unlikely but possible all the same.
Ludwig shifted Feliciano's hands into Ludwig's left hand. He reached down with his right and forced Feliciano to open his jaw. Feliciano didn't resist and Ludwig took advantage. His tongue wove its way through Feliciano's mouth trying to memorize everything. He wanted to remember this for as long as he could. Something to remember when the nights were long and the days were lonely. It was unlikely he would ever kiss Feliciano again.
Feliciano's body had a mind of it's own. His chest was arching into Henry's. His eyes were starting to tear up. He couldn't figure out why, but he was crying. Feliciano didn't cry. At least he hadn't in a long time.
Ludwig pulled back roughly and let go of Feliciano. Feliciano's body crumpled into a pile on the ground staring up at Ludwig blankly.
"I won't kiss you again," Ludwig said getting down to Feliciano's height. Ludwig suddenly felt bad for what he had done. But that didn't mean he took it back. His heart was pounding in his chest. The one thing he wished he had been able to do with they both knew each other. Well it wasn't Ludwig's only goal. But it was a major one.
Feliciano ground his teeth together and swung his leg up. He wasn't expecting to hit anything. Just scare the freak away from him a little bit. Just enough so that he could get his head together.
Feliciano's foot came into contact with something hard. There was a nasty crunch and Feliciano's foot instantly started hurting. But he didn't care. He put his legs under him and got ready to run. However Henry's hand on his bruised leg stopped him.
Henry slammed the boy down on the ground underneath him and hissed.
"Why would you do that?" he growled to the boy under him. "I did- you know what? Forget it. You have work to do Feliciano. See that you tell Edelstein where you've injured yourself. He'll be here shortly."
Ludwig stood up and brushed off his shirt and pants. He gave Feliciano one last glance before walking towards his office he had work to do.
Feliciano curled up under himself and fought off the tears. No more tears. No more tears. No... more... Feliciano hid his face as he tried to forget. Not the sexual harassment, no the kiss was fine. But that kiss brought on a wide assortment of memories.
All of which were centered around a young man by the name of Ludwig no last name. A person Feliciano couldn't remember very well. He couldn't remember what he looked like. Or what his last name was. He couldn't remember if Ludwig had a family or not. But Feliciano could remember Ludwig's hand on his head as they laughed. His voice when Feliciano messed up. Feliciano could remember Ludwig's laugh. But most importantly Feliciano could remember how much he loved Ludwig. And that hurt more than Feliciano would ever care to admit.
I'm really sorry for the short chapter. I was on vacation for the Fourth of July/ American Independence day and wasn't back until a few days ago. Which means I missed my dead line that I set for myself on the whole biweekly thing. Plus this is really short. But I think I make up for it with the whole kissing thing. I also wont be here next week because of another vacation that I have planned. Next chapter might not really be moving forward with the story as much as Feliciano remembering what Ludwig was like and exploring that thing... maybe. Or it could be Feliciano and Felicia's first day of work.
Edelstein is a butler who is also Austria and head of the German household... Maybe I'll make a one shot PruAus someday. But I don't really care about that pairing. I think the pairing is fine. Just that I don't really care about it.