*hides bbehind Emmett* Sorry Sorry SORRY
I ran into the forest, not caring for the world around me. They are back. They ruin my life and just return. I dropped to the floor, sobbing, wishing the eearth would swallow me whole. Not all wishes come true I suppose. I heard a crack and whipped my head around, looking, searching, but no one was there. I stood, brushing down my jeans and decided to do the opposite of every cliché horror film, girl in forest hears a snap, says who's there, dies. No, I would leave quickly, in my haste, hopefully escaping imminent danger. I began to walk and realised, I was lost. Fuck. Fuck again. I darted my head around looking for any sign as to where I was but of course that would be much to easy. "Ugh!" I began walking in the direction I initially thought I came from and soon realised I was terribly wrong. "Hello there Bella. Miss me?" I turned on my heel and gasped, before hardening my glare. "What do you want? Haven't you caused enough pain to me? Or surely that wasn't enough?! You ruined my life! What more could you want?!" She pulled my chin up to look her in the eyes, proceeding to kick my kneecaps, causing my legs to fold underneath me. "Your head on a pallet will do just fine!" She snarled. Then, she lunged
I waited. Waited for the pain and the peace I would gain from death, but it never came. "Bella, you can open your eyes, your safe now." I opened them, not realising they were shut, nor did I realise I had been crying. "Why?" I asked simply. "Why what?" I swallowed before replying. "Why didn't you let her rip open my chest, why didn't you let her realise my heart had already been taken, thrown into dirt and killed. Why didn't you let her realise... I am already dead inside?" That was when the pressure inside my head became too much, forcing me to fold into the darkness which I gladly accepted.
QQuestion. . . Do larger than usual chapters and virtual hugs make enough form of apology? No? Damn, best run!Hahah kidding! I am rereally sorry for not updating. Me=Teenage girl with unusual amount of time to waste reading. . . I will try to update regularly during this holiday but I will not be making any promises as I cannot promise what I cannot keep. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)