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"You hurt me too, posting the picture for everyone to see when I was giving out presentation to parents who send their kid to the college." Jen fired back.

"yes but you served that" Tilly spat out. "You needed to be stopped you were turning out someone who I didn't recognize you were making Esther and mine life hard.

"Can we please not talk about Esther" jen asked. She didn't want to discuss Esther right now, she knew she did wrong by her and she felt awful. "I know I've done wrong by her Tilly and I know I've done and said something's that were really spiteful. Jen grabs Tilly hand, Tilly pull her hand away. Jen was kind of expect that reaction.

"Tilly, look at me?" Tilly was looking at anything than her right now. "Tilly, please look at me I am truly sorry for what I said to you and Esther and if I could rewind time back then, I would do so much differently and when I see Esther that's of she will allow me to see her I will apologies" jen said seriously.

"You got to understand that I was under so much pressure to keep our relationship hidden, it was never intention to hurt you what so ever. And believe me to see you in pain hurts me deeply. I love you Tilly always have even when i was horrible to you.

"Being in prison makes you think about things, gives you time to reflect on certain things mainly you all. I thought my career was most important thing in my life I had been building up this. You know that when I took you to the hospital and told you I had taken me couple of year to get this placement, I moved from Brighton, I left my friends, to be here this was my dream becoming an art teacher. It all I know"

"Until I met you" jen smiled "Tilly when I came here I scared/ nervous and moving in to O'Conner house as I knew Dianne sister she a friend of mines but I hadn't met them. So that was daunting. Then when arrived here I met this beautiful tall, slim woman who I couldn't keep my eyes off"

"Just had to play it cool, I had just came out of a 3 year relationship. I wasn't expecting to meet someone so quick. Then when you spoke to me and showed me around and I criticized your painting I thought I had blown it"

I knew I meet you again, I had to, it was my mission and the next I saw you and invited to the beach. That day was such a great day" Jen smiled.

"Yeah it was, happier times." Jen nods "we had picnic, had laugh, took picture and then we kissed on beach. I thought this moved has turned out great got nice place to stay, placement for teaching art, and met a great girl too.

"Then my whole world came crushing around me. When I found out you were a student, I knew I had to end it then and there, which i did but Tilly you're so addictive I had to you back in my life again. I was fighting the law, and how I truly felt. I just wished you couple years older than me and this wouldn't have been a problem."

Tilly nod. "Jen, I understand you were put in a difficult position, I really do. It's the way treated me one minute you wanted me, the next you didn't and before you say anything I get why, it's just you have to understand you were toying with my emotions."

"It was like you were calling out the shots and I felt like sometimes I was... your" Tilly begins to cry.

Jen moves closer to her and takes her hand again this time Tilly doesn't pull away. Jen rubs her thumb over Tilly hand. "aww Tilly please don't cry" jen a little sad seeing Tilly cry.

Tilly carries on with what she trying to say Jen. "I felt like sometimes I was... your dirty little secret.

"Tilly you were never dirty as for secret yes because of this position I was I was in duty of care. Tilly I loved you, If i could of held your hand out in public I would. I was so in love with I could shouted out from the room top I would. I still am in love with, probably always will be, no one will ever come close to what we had.

"You love me" Tilly was little bit taken back. "Even after everything, you losing your job and being arrested. "Course I do, the thought of you not being in my life kills me more than anything. I couldn't care less about going to prison, yes I am scared but to have you beside me, I will be ok".

Hearing all this from Jen. Makes Tilly's heart skip a beat. She had Jen really opening up to her and she witnessing the real jen. Not the one she couple day ago.

"Jen, I should really hate you. I am still really annoyed with you though but in my heart I have love for you. Wish I didn't but I do.

This make jen beam, she understood she was still annoyed she expected that but she was more shocked than anything that Tilly loved her still. Am I dreaming she thought?

"I am glad you still do" Jen smiled at Tilly and smiled back.

They both starred each other they looked down at their hand which were entwinged with one another. Then both looked at each other.

Tension was building up again their eyes still connected to one another. Their hands had separated with one another and were making their travel with one another bodies slowing making their way up their arm.

Jen had tears forming in her eyes. Starring at Tilly, she was losing focus of her a tear escaped down Jen's cheek, which raised her hand to wipe away. Then another tear fell after another.

Tilly grabbed her other hand and both tears away from each cheek. Tilly smiled at Jen rubbing her nose against jen. Jen smiled showing her teeth. "I can't believe your still here" Jen let out breathlessly.