and held each other tightly. Both trying to catch their breath.
Jen rolled onto her side still breathing in heavily. "Wow...that... was fucking amazing ! Which made Tilly face Jen and smile. "wanna do it again" tilly had a cheecky look, which made Jen raise her eyebrow. "I mean another time?" jen laughed under her breath. What do you think? hmm. "Good" then she kissed Jen or forehead and hugged Jen.
"Tilly" hhmm. Do you still want to be with me after everything?" Tilly didint answer straight away. Jen tried to work out what she was thinking but she giving nothing for Jen to read. Jen had to wait for Tilly answer. "Yes, I still want to be with you. Which made Jen smile from ear to ear. Jen pulled Tilly in and kissed her slowley this was very long kiss but had a lot of meaning behind it.
Both still starring at each other. Using their hands to slowley make travels up one another's body. Jen had so much love this woman, she couldn't keep her eyes off her one second in case she blinked she might disappear. Jen's eyes were forming with tears so much so she lost focus of Tilly. "Hey, what's wrong" Tilly full of concern.
Jen pulled herself up from the bed and put her hands on her head. Jen was bawling her eyes out. She couldn't control she didn't know what was causing her to cry.
At this moment there wasn't really a reason to cry what she has got now she had all if had one thing that made her truly happy, yeah teaching made her happy but she wanted to share that with Tilly. And she was in bed with naked Tilly.
Tilly sat up and put her arm around Jen trying to comfort her "It's ok, ssh..." rubbing her arm with her hand trying sooth her. "Maybe if you tell me wrong you may feel better" Jen started to cry even louder. Her breathing was becoming heavy too.
"Oh come here Jen"Tilly pulled Jen down on the bed with her and held her tightly. Tilly running her hand through her hair trying to sooth her. "Sssh...calm down, whatever this is about we fight it together ok" Tilly lowered her hand onto Jen's naked back going back and forth, finally Jen had stopped crying but had worn herself out from all that crying she had done. She was asleep with her head resting on Tilly chest.
Seeing Jen so upset made Tilly feel bad, did she do something to upset? As Jen never told her what was wrong but in the defence she could actually speak.
Though Tilly was happy be here with Jen and the sex was great too. Tilly finally drifted off to sleep. Holding onto Jen tightly.
Jen had turned over in the night facing the opposite side to . Jen rolled over to Tilly and curled up close to Tilly like they were creating the famous Yoko and John Lennon rolling stone cover.
Morning came and Tilly woke up to an empty bed. At first she thought she had a good night sleep because Jen was back. Then she got annoyed with herself letting in Jen so easy thinking everything is all rosy between them, when there was still long way ahead.
"Jen came in the room wearing the same dress as yesterday. "Hey you" walking over to the bed. "Good night sleep" jen asked in happy tone. "sorry about last night crying. I really dont know what came over me... well I think it was all emotions building up you know like what happened with last night." Jen smiled as she remembered what took place last night, how Tilly was in control last, how much she aroused her last night. and loved every second of it.
Jen noticed something was not right with as she was daydreaming over yesterdays antic she didnt notice Tilly had got dressed as was getting to leave the bedroom.
Jen got up so quickly she almost ran stop Tilly. "What's the matter?" "Nothing" Tilly looking anywhere else but at Jen.
"I know something's up tell me, how am I supposed to help you, if you wont tell me" "Who says I want your help, don't assume that everything is fine between us because is not" Tilly said last sentence in a raised voice.
Jen was trying to work out what she might have said to Tilly. She couldn't think of anything she might have said. "I know that" "Do you really Jen" Yeah course, please tell me what have I done wrong?"
Tilly turned away from Jen. Jen automatically grabbed her arm. Which Tilly pulled away and Jen followed her. Tilly please don't go we were having such a good time, come on we can sort this. Jen and Tilly were standing in living area. Tilly picked up her bags which were beside the sofa, where she left it last night.
Tilly turns around and makes her way to the door. Jen is so confused to why she's doing this, she thought they were going to sort things out and find a way to be together without all lying and secrets.
Tilly begins to open the door and turns around to Jen "Look I think it's best we should leave it, we are obviously not meant to be together. "Yes, we are" Jen spat out. "How can we have a relationship with everyone talking about us, you do realize you have a court case soon and could go to prison. I don't think its going to look good for you if they find out we are still together and find out we slept together. Jen was getting scared was she about to lose Tilly again...