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Lucy POV

"Chaos Telesemae" I yelled in pure hate and anger "I will only let you ruin my life with your false promises and kindnesses, everything you've ever said to me was a lie I should never have come here with you I was better off as a slave with Bora" I screeched " I HATE YOU"

"Fire dragons secret art crimson lotus! Lucy you have disgraced the fairy tail name for the last time remember at the GMG you lost to flare even using the celestial worlds strongest spell everything you do or have done is weak and always will be"

"Natsu you idiot I never told you that the first time I cast that spell was when I beat one of the oracion seis alone, while you were just lying on the boat in the river almost dead angel was about to kill you I wish I left you there to die after that I realised you weren't as powerful as everybody makes you out to be I found your greatest weakness your motion sickness. Sea of chaos" and with that the whole turned black and started moving side to side up and down everywhere it was just so chaotic everything moving at the same no pattern everything conflicting and crashing up against each other I could feel myself growing more powerful by the second.

"Normally I use this move to increase my magical power but its also weakening yours killing two birds with one stone" I said as Natsu sat there green faced quivering like plue.

"Chaos Rain. Chaos Henotic you think my spell is weak maybe you should try before you judge!" I chuckled darkly as my rain pelted him with black fire he couldn't eat and my song attacked his ears

Survey the Heaven, Open the Heaven...
All the stars, far and wide...
Show me thy appearance...
With such shine.
O Tetrabiblos...
I am the ruler of the stars...
Aspect became complete...
Open thy malevolent gate.
O 88 Stars of the heaven...
Shine!
Urano Metria!
I released my spell on Natsu he screamed in pain as the coloured orbs descended on him I kept attacking him "I won't stop until you beg for mercy"

"I'm sorry Lucy I'm sorry for what I did"

"I didn't ask for an apology because anything that comes for your mouth has to be a lie like every thing else you've ever said to me. Every encouraging word, every you're weird lucy or every come on a mission with me every thing you've ever said to me was a lie just so you could build me up and up and up again until I confidence in myself and my magic just so you could knock me down again. Suicidal thoughts every night and every morning. I loved you and know I feel like I don't even know what the word love means" after I said that last sentence it looked like Natsu mind just cleared so it was Lisanna who said those things I thought we'll its just the same as the rest the guild

"Well I'm off bye" I said strangely happy that I'd gotten all that off my chest "oofff" I had the breath taken out of me by a little kid with brown hair and golden eyes walking into me

"Oh sorry my name is Selene oh did I make you cry I'm sorry" I didn't notice the warm salty liquid pouring out of my eyes and onto my cheeks

"Oh no you didn't I was just in a bit of drama with my guild"

"Oh so you caused that giant explosion in Fairy Tail i was just about to join there" she said with a pout

"Oh no trust me you wouldn't want to do that"

"Oh okay well then you're lucky I have a backup plan lets go to Sabertooth"