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Jen laid on her back trying to catch her breath with the duvet covering her naked body. Tilly jumped into the duvet. Cuddling into Jen. "Mmmm this is nice" resting her head on Jen's shoulder.
Jen's mood changed from a couple minutes ago being really happy to a concerned worry look something was on her mind and Tilly was none the wiser. Tilly arm was wrapped around protectively stroking her arm.
"This isn't what I had in mind when I came here. I wanted us to talk. About what happened today? You must have been so scared? I know I was. But I don't mind being in this position with you naked and everything" Tilly said with a giggle.
All of sudden Jen moved to the end of the bed in sitting position covering herself much as she can. Tilly frowned to what Jen was doing. Jen picked up her underwear and put it on.
"And where do you think you're going eh? Tilly raising an eye brow. "I want you in bed with me" Tilly smirking.
Jen stated to put her clothes back on. "I think its best you go home now don't you? Have you seen the time?"
Tilly quickly pulled herself up. "What's wrong?" searching Jen eyes. She knew something was up.
"Nothing, I just don't want to keep you, do your parents know you're here? Jen was in a bit of mood now.
"You're a liar" pulling herself across the bed to where Jen was. "What is the matter, I know something is up, so you might as well just tell me" Tilly said.
"God, there is nothing up! Rolling her eyes."
"Maybe I just want to be on my own. Okay?" covering up how she really feels.
"No it isn't. Tell me! Searching Jen's eyes for some inkling to tell her what was up.
"You haven't been okay seen I saw you out of the courtroom. Let's talk about it." Reaching out for to hold her hand. Jen pulled away.
"No, I don't want to talk. Nothing to talk about. I just think you should go. I don't want to get into more trouble, I've had enough of that" Jen said
Tilly was slightly confused. Did Jen want to end things with her or have a cooling off period? Which she didn't want to happen. She knew if people found out this would make Jen look even guiltier by the public thinking she was using Tilly.
Jen.. Are you trying to break up with me? Wrapping her arm around her neck. Tilly had head down which made Tilly nervous.
"Look at me please" Jen didn't look up. Tilly cupped her face which forced Tilly to look up.
"Please don't this to us again. I can't take it again. You know we have something special." Jen had tears forming in her eyes. Tilly heart was racing was her worst fears about to come true. Tilly closed her eyes for a second Please god, please this can't be happening Tilly said this to herself in head.
Jen touched her face stroking her left check then cupping it. Tilly opened her eyes, leaning her into where Jen was cupping the left side of her face.
Jen smiled. Jen thought she looked so adorable. Her kneeling on the bed naked. In her mind she couldn't leave her, not without taking her with her. Jen was never really the one for feeling so much but when she was with Tilly she showed a new side to her than any previous relationships. But at this present moment she wasn't showing this side. She was putting her defenses up, she didn't want to burden her. Tilly was young this was supposed to be fun loving relationship. Though both them hadn't experienced that in the early stages of their relationship.
Tilly let a tear fall. Jen noticed this & wiped the tear away. "Please, don't do that. I'm not breaking up with you if that's what you think. How could you think I could? I love you & more than anything I need you.
"Well its bit hard when you're telling me to leave when just had sex. You're not telling me what's wrong. What am I supposed to think?"
"I know I'm sorry, it's nothing really about you as such it's just with all what's happened today. It's a lot to take in. I didn't want to burden you. I thought I could do this one my own. I fed up with every time we talk it's always something bad. I want to have so fun with you" Jen said. This comment made Tilly raise her eye brow. "Not like that, but I do like that part too" kissing Tilly.
"Let's talk then" pulling Jen arm. "Okay, climbing onto the bed. Both lying on the bed with duvet covering her body. Both on their sides, facing each other. Jen pushing a piece of hair that fallen onto her blocking her view of her beautiful face.
"You are so precious to me, I never want to hurt you ever again. I wanted to deal with this on my but you know me, you can tell when something is up. I just needed to get me head through a few things. I mean I really didn't think I would be here with you. I really did think I would be sent down. I still can't believe it.
"Jen if, I'm honest I did too. The hardest part for me was watching you and there was nothing I could do."
"You should been in my position that was hard" Jen said sarcastically.
Tilly rolling her eyes at Jen's comment. "I know that, I'm just speaking for myself." Stroking Jen's hair.
"Come here" pulling Jen into her.
Jen looks up to Tilly. "I'm sorry for not sharing how I feel with you. I'm just fed up with always something going wrong. I'm scared you will get fed up with me"
Tilly smiles at Jen. "That won't happen, things will turn around soon. The quicker we get out of here the better fresh start and everything." kissing Jen full of love. Both their lips part and hold each other for a while.