I'm glad you all liked the last chapter so here is the next one. I really hope you enjoy!
Lilly reached the front door and braced herself for going in. She just wanted to go and forget about everything but she couldn't. She opened the door and walked in but was met with silence. She thanked the lord and shut the door before hearing someone shout her name.
"Lilly?!" She gulped, it was Finn.
"Y-yeah." She said and she heard footsteps before seeing Finn. He walked over to her and hugged her tightly and she cried out at the pain but was glad when she realised he didn't hear.
"Are you ok?" He asked with general concern and I noticed Rachel come down. Of course she'd be here, why wouldn't she be? She looked at Rachel and Rachel bit her lip and she knew she had told him.
"I'm fine." She said softly and Finn looked down at her in interest.
"Lilly… Rachel told me what happened." Lilly glared at Rachel.
"Great." She muttered and Finn sighed.
"Why didn't you want me to know?" Finn asked sadly.
"Why would you care?" She spat and he looked genuinely sad.
"H..how could you say that? Of course I care about you Lil." He said softly and she shrugged.
"Okay. " She responded before going upstairs and into the bathroom. She sat on the stool and put her head in her hands and sobbed. She was in so much pain and she winced as she took off all her clothes and stood in front of the mirror. She gasped at the bruises forming on her body, bite marks on her legs and a hickey on her neck. She sobbed as she realised she wasn't a little girl anymore and she had lost her virginity to someone who had raped her.
Finn sat down and stared at the floor.
"I'm an awful older brother." He said and Rachel sat next to him shaking her head.
"You're not at all, she's just upset." She said rubbing his back and he sighed.
"I should have been there for her and took care of her." He said shaking his head.
"Stop.. its not your fault and at least you know now for the future." Rachel said softly and Finn nodded before he heard the door open and Kurt walk in.
"Oh hello." Kurt smiled and Finn went up to him.
"Kurt. Lilly got hurt by Karofsky today." Kurt went pale before glaring at him.
"You finally care now huh?" He asked bitterly and Finn face went confused. Kurt laughed bitterly at his expression.
"This morning? When you forgot about it been her first day, then you ditched her for Rachel and then you left her at school. Wow, you're so nice." Kurt said shaking his head in disgust before walking upstairs.
"Finn-"
"Rachel I think you should go." Finn said as he avoided eye contact with her.
"Finn…"
"Please." He said loudly and Rachel nodded before kissing him on the head.
"I love you." She whispered and he nodded.
"I love you too." And then she was gone. He put his head in his hands for the second time today. Wow, he was an awful person.
Kurt sighed and walked upstairs. He felt so bad and she didn't deserve any of this. He felt part to blame because he left her and walked off with his friends. He moved to the bathroom door and heard the soft sound of gentle sobbing and sighed, he walked to the bathroom door and knocked.
"Lilly?" He asked softly through the door.
"Y-yeah?" She said in between sobs and he felt so bad.
"Can I come in?" He asked. She deserved none of this.
"I-I'm just getting changed. I'll be out in a minute." He heard scattering before the door opened to see her with mascara stains down her face and he hugged her softly.
"I'm sorry Lilly." She saw Finn and she nodded.
"It's okay."
"No it's not. I haven't been there for you and that's awful. I should have been there for you but I wasn't and I am genuinely sorry ok? I love you so much and if anything ever happened to you, I'd never forgive myself." Bit late for that. I'm a slut now. She thought before shaking her head.
"Honestly. It's fine." She did a fake smile hoping they would believe her. Finn nodded.
"If you need anything me and Kurt are here ok?" Finn said looking at her seriously and Kurt nodding along.
"Ok. Thanks." She said before walking into her room and shutting the door. Finn leant against the wall.
"She needs us to be there for you, more specifically you because I can't stand up to them." He said and walked into his own room, well tonight had been a fucking disaster.
Rachel sighed as she lay on her bed. She felt bad for them both but she also noticed Lilly glaring at her. Did she not like her? She heard her phone buzz.
Sorry about before, I was just upset. I'll make it up to you this weekend? ;)-F
Rachel giggled and typed back a response.
It's fine. And ok, if you must :P-R.
You know you want me to hun ;)-F
Okay babe ;)-R.
Rachel smiled and put her phone on charge before snuggling into the covers and fell in a peaceful sleep.
Lilly looked at the clock 2am. Eugh she couldn't sleep because she had so much on her mind. She looked around and saw a hint of glow of the reflection of her draw. She walked over and looked at the sharp metal and bit her lip. She slowly picked it up as the reflection bounced of the room. She sat down and slowly slid the metal across her wrist and smiled as the blood poured out. Another then another. Doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. She thought before cleaning it off and cleaning her wounds. Maybe it will become a regular thing? Slowly, she slid into bed and shut her eyes waiting for the sleep to come over.
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