I'm so sorry I haven't updated for so long, I have been so busy but I promise you this will be finished okay?
Lilly cleaned herself up after she had just sliced the razor across her wrist again. She sighed and shook her head as tears began to pour out.
You're all just BEGGING to be touched.
Karofsky's words were being replayed in her head but she just shook her head. Puck was coming over tonight for HER help. She had to look her best. A knock came on the door and she quickly pulled her pants down over her leg and opened the door revealing Finn.
"Hey, I was just letting you know I'm off out now." He said smiling at her and she forced a smile back.
"Okay, I'll text you if I need anything." He nodded and kissed her forhead.
"Be good, no throwing any parties and Kurt's out with Blaine." She nodded and he walked off and out the door she sighed and shut her door before looking at the time and realising she only had half an hour until Puck came, she gasped and got into the shower to get ready for tonight.
Rachel smiled as the door rang and she opened the door to be greeted by her super, handsome boyfriend.
"Hey beautiful." He said and she blushed as he bent down to kiss her. She got on her tip toes and kissed him softly before he shut the door behind them and pressed her against the wall, taking his lips to her neck and sucking softly.
"Finn.." She whined and squirmed underneath him and he released her before pecking her quickly.
"Sorry, I got carried away." She rolled her eyes and pushed him jokingly as she made her way into the living room before she got swept up by him.
"Finn! Stop! I'll hurt you." She said and he rolled his eyes.
"Oh please, you're as light as a feather." She giggled and he put her down before looking around. "Oo, you got it decorated. It looks nice." She smiled and thanked him before grabbing his hand and pulling him upstairs and into her room.
Her ass is so nice.
He looked up at her and noticed she was looking at him with a raised eyebrow.
Shit he said that out loud.
"I mean.. um.. your skirt is really..nice." She burst out laughing as he went red and she laid down on her bed still laughing. He smiled at her. She was the cutest thing ever, he thought as he went and laid down next to her. She turned to him and kissed him softly. He brought his hands to her waist and kissed her back before she pulled away.
"Finn?"
"Hmm.." He said softly as he reached out and touched her cheek, she leaned into it slightly.
"We need to study." Finn looked at her seriously and she started to get up.
"No you don't." He said bringing her back down and she giggled. Honestly, who would of thought she would be here today? Definitely not her. She was brought out of her thoughts when Finn kissed her neck softly. She shut her eyes and sighed.
"Mm.." She whimpered and he smirked into her neck before sucking on it with more pressure. She knew there would be a mark but right now she couldn't really care. Finn moved so he was hovered over her and kissed her softly. She wrapped her arms around his neck and deepened the kiss as her tongue slipped into his mouth and wrapped around his own. They moaned as they moved and rubbed against each other.
"Rach." Finn whispered against her lips as she started to grind against him. He shut his eyes and moaned loudly. Rachel pulled away and looked at him.
"I love you so much." He smiled softly.
"I love you too." She smiled and kissed him again.
Oh yeah, best girlfriend ever.
Lilly gulped as she heard the doorbell. This is it. She opened the door to be greeted by Puck.
"Hey little Hudson." He said before making his way in.
"H-hi Puck." She said nervously. He turned to her and smiled.
"Don't be nervous hun." She blushed and cleared her throat.
"You wanna go upstairs and.. um start studying?" Puck noticed that she was nervous and smiled.
"Sure, lead the way." Lilly nodded and led him to her room.
"I would of thought it was different." Puck said and Lilly frowned. Puck noticed and shook his head.
"It's not a bad thing, I like it.. it's you." She blushed and he smiled softly before sitting down on her bed and pulling book out, she sat on the floor with her book.
"So where do you want to start?" Lilly asked. Puck shrugged.
"I don't mind, whatever is easiest." She nodded and began to explain to him about the periodic table.
Finn lay there with his eyes shut and mouth opened as Rachel went down on him. He literally had the best girlfriend ever.
"Rach... oh god..." He moaned and she smirked as he hit the back of her throat. He roamed his hands through her hair and fell apart, shooting his load down her throat. She swallowed it and released him with a pop before looking at him.
"Was that okay?" He nodded and held her close.
"That was so fucking amazing." She swatted him lightly at his cursing but smiled and cuddled closer to him.
"Good, I aim to please."
Finn smirked. "Well you certainly did." She laughed and kissed him softly before leaning her head against his chest.
"What time do you have to be home?" Rachel asked and he looked at the bed side clock before sighing.
"Half an hour." She nodded and smiled. "You hungry?" She asked.
He shook his head no but blushed as his stomach rumbled, she sat up and grabbed his hand.
"I can cook you something, come on." He stopped her and kissed her.
"I love you." Finn said and she smiled softly.
"I love you too… but come on." He laughed as she pulled him down the stairs.
Puck sighed. "Can we take a break?" Lilly nodded and he smiled before shutting his book and turning to the side where she was now sat.
"So tell me about yourself." He said and she shrugged.
"There's nothing about me that you wanna know." Puck frowned at her behaviour.
"Come on, I'm sure there is…" He trailed off and she shook her head. "There really isn't." Puck nodded and they sat in an awkward silence.
"How come you asked me to help you?" Lilly asked and Puck looked at her then to the ground.
"Because you're really smart." Lilly blushed but shook her head.
"I'm not, there is many smarter girls out there." Puck stood up.
"Stop!" He shouted and she looked taken back.
"W-what?" Lilly asked confused and worried. Puck ran his hands through his Mohawk.
"Stop putting yourself down, all the time! Can't you see that you are one of the smartest girls I know and you're amazing? You're so nice and all you ever do is put yourself down! Why?" He asked and she felt tears brim.
"B-because its tru-"
"NO IT'S NOT. YOU ARE THE SMARTEST, BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING, GIRL I HAVE EVER MET. SO STOP PUTTING YOURSELF DOWN OKAY? YOU MEAN SOMETHING AND I BELIEVE IN YOU OK?!" He shouted before sitting down next to her.
Lilly choked out a sob and he wrapped his arm around her.
"I'm sorry..." She shook her head.
"N-no one has ever said anything that nice to me before..." He looked at her shocked and she stared into his handsome brown eyes. He gulped and put his hand against her cheek, his eyes flickering to her lips and back up. They leaned in and he closed the gap kissing her softly. She was frozen for a minute before she kissed him back. He deepened the kiss and she wrapped her arms around his neck. Oh my god, I am kissing Noah Puckerman. As in my brothers friend who is 3 years older than her. At that she pulled away and stood up.
"I-I can't." Lilly said shaking her head and Puck stood up.
"Why?"
"Because of Finn! Imagine if he found out, he'd kill you and I couldn't have that." He laughed and she frowned. "Why are you laughing?" Puck went up to her and put his hands on her shoulder.
"Because he wouldn't find out. Who would tell him when no one would know?" She bit her lip and looked at him.
"What are you saying?" Puck smiled.
"I'm saying that I like you and I want to be with you." She smiled softly and he held her hands, rubbing his thumb over her palm. She took a breath and nodded.
"Okay." Puck smiled widely.
"Okay?" She nodded and smiled.
"Yeah, I like you too so let's give this a try... But we can't tell anyone" He nodded and kissed her softly before looking at the time.
"Your brother will be home in 10 minutes, I have to go." She pouted and he kissed her forehead.
"I'll see you tomorrow ok?" Lilly nodded and he smiled before kissing her softly again. She kissed him back before resting her forehead against his.
"Bye." He waved and she waved back as he left. She sat on her bed and smiled at the previous events, tomorrow would be interesting.
She was lay down when she heard a knock on her door. She opened it and saw Finn, smiling.
"Hey Lil. Sorry I'm late, I was busy." She nodded before laying down and looking at the ceiling. Finn sighed.
"I'm going to get to bed. Night, love you."
"Love you too." He kissed her on the forehead before leaving. Lilly turned off her light and shut her eyes, dreaming about Puck.
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